Hello everone, i know you must be pissed, i went off the face of the earth with my stories, and i am so sorry but school work was so busy and i still ended up failing math so i have take it over, so yea i didnt have time, then so much drama at home,
but i am back and i feeling better, thanks to who wrote me and asked me to write more of this story, it let me know that i have people who care about my story and i shouldnt give up...sooo enough of my exuse and watever else; i know you guys must have been waiting long so i give you
LEFT ME PT 4
I own nothing. song goes to Taylor swift and story to S.M
With my hand still in Edwards', he started towards the school. "Where are we going," I asked him. He didn't answer me just kept pulling me hands towards him. I sighed and gave up I would find out soon enough. We walked into the school and I saw my brother sitting on the floor with his hand's on his knees and his head in his hand's. The guilt came out my 10 fold, I did that to him. I ripped my hands out of Edwards and ran to my brother. He looked up when I touched his hands. He looked horrible, his normal shinning blue eyes were dull, and lifeless and red around the rims from crying. I shivered knowing I did that to him "Bella", he started, but i cut him off. "Shut up", I said calmy.
"Bella you don't understand..."
"Jasper I am going to tell you one more time to, shut the fuck up", Everyone looked at me shocked. Most likely because, he was trying to apologize and I kept telling him to shut his mouth, but hey if he did, he would know what I am trying to tell him. "Whatever you have to say I don't want to hear it,"
He opened his mouth to interrupt me i put me hand up to stop him,"you are my twin brother, no matter what I say I can't really hate you, I mean come on, we were together from day one. I love you but, we need space from each other for a little while".
"Bella, we can't do that, your my sister"
"You did it before without any problems".
He didn't answer me, so I took that as my cue to leave. "I love you Jazz, bye". I got up and walked towards my class. I heard footsteps behind me and I turned around to see it was Edward. " Do you think that was such a good idea". I nodded my head yes. Jasper is going to learn how to live without me, like I learned to live without him in my life. Edward didn't say anything just kept walking with me.
School was boring for the rest of the day. When the bell rung I couldn't be more happier that it was Friday, I could go chill with James and the rest of the gang. I started my walk towards the Jame's house with my iPod blasting "Fucking Perfect", by Pink. I heard a honk that made me jump in response. I turned around to glare at the offending car but stop short when I saw it was Jasper and his friends. "You want a ride", I shook my head no and kept walking. "Come on Bella, let us make it up to you for leaving you this morning". I stop short thinking it over. I mean they couldn't be that bad if they wanted to make it up to me, I sighed and nodded my head yes, then put my headphones back in so i didn't have to contrubute in the useless conversation around me.
I got in the car and looked around. Everyone one was there, Emmett, Edward, Jasper, Alice and the she devil, Rosa. I saw their lips moving but I refuse to take my headsets out. I saw Alice hands going to pull it out my ears but I gave her a an evil look and she quickly retreated her hand. Smart for her, I guess she wanted to keep that hand.
Jasper POV:
"Jasper, Alice whined, "She wont take out the headphones, and when I tried she looked like she wanted to kill me". I sighed and gripped the stirring wheel tighter. "Guys, I don't know what to do, we use to be so close, now she doesn't even want to talk to me".
"Dude, it will be okay, she can't stay mad at you forever", Emmett said. "You don't know Bella", Rosa whispered. I haven't completely forgiven her, the only reason she is still in the car is because Emmett beg me on his hands and knees, (literally), and asked me to take her with us. "Yea like you do", Alice said angrily.
"I know her better than any of you"
"Not better than Jasper"
"Please Jasper head was too far up your ass to see his sister was hurting, even when I wasn't talking to her I could see you guys were hurting her'
Alice didn't reply back to that. Everyone here was at fault for what happened to Bella. we all screwed up. I heard Bella start to sing quietly. Bella was always a good singer, but she didn't believe me. I turned off the radio so I could hear what she was saying.
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
and sometimes it doesnt work
nothing we say is going to save us from this fall out
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
its 2. am
feeling like i just lost a friend
hope you know its not easy
easy for me
it 2. am
feeling like i just lost a friend
hope you know its anit easy
easy for me
and we know its never simple
never easy
never a clean break, noone hear to save me
ohhhh
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry
Nobody said anything for the rest of the drive. I let the song sink into my head, she doesn't trust me the way she did anymore, I messed up big time. I was losing my sister and I didn't know how to stop it
Don't worry i am back and ready to write some more, so be on the look out for the rest of my stories