Hey look, 2 update in one day, i am on a roll, this chapter is soo sad, but he had to be done. thanks for the review it made me laugh big time. like rolling on the floor laughing.. anywaysssss

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Bella POV:

I looked up to see where they were taking me. It was in the direction of Rosa's house. I will be damned if I go back there. I slowly pulled the headsets out of my ears. "Can you guys take me to Jame's house". I saw them all jumped at the sound of my voice and I laughed a little to myself. "I am not taking you there Bella", Jasper said through his teeth.

"Why not"

"They are bad people"

"Oh my god Jasper, shut up with that, just take me over there"

"NO". I saw everyone but Alice looking at me wary. She looked very angry. "Why can't you stop being such a bitch to you brother he is trying a little, to be nicer to you, but you have such a big stick up your ass to see that don't you", she yelled at me. I felt my glare intensify on her, the more she talked, I didn't like her to being with and now she was just pushing bottoms. I ignored her and turned my attention to Jasper, "I will either jump out the fucking car or you can take me there, your choice". He didn't even look at me. I sighed, I hated when people underestimated me. I put my headsets back in my ears, and I saw Alice smile at Jasper. I smirked, she thought she had won. I stuffed my I Pod into my pocket and open the door. Jasper eyes were wide with alarmed. I was just about to jump out but Edward quickly shut the door, and yanked my headsets out my ears and looked at me murderously. "Are you trying to kill yourself?"

"Been there done that". I seen everyone eyes widened to my response. I didn't feel like explaining myself to people i don't even trust so I took my headsets out of Edward's hands and put it back in my ears.

Jasper POV:

I was shocked, I never knew she tried to kill herself. i am worse than I thought, I led her to suicide. I heard Rosa shouting her name. "I am sick of this", Alice yelled. She turned around in her seat and yanked the headsets out of Bella's ear. "Look okay, stop being such a bitch and..". She never got to finish that sentence before anyone could react, Bella leaped out of her seat and punched Alice in the face, repeatedly. I quickly pulled over to the side of the road and turned off the car. "Someone stop her!", Rosa yelled. I wrapped my hands around Bella, and pulled her off my girlfriend. "Stop hurting her Bella, what the fuck is your problem?", I yelled at her. When she finally stop fighting against me, she had blood all over her hands, dripping down her arms, and Alice had blood coming down her nose, and she had a black eye.

"Get off of me", Bella yelled. I quickly released her and she opened her door and hoped out the car. "Always defended your fucking girlfriend Jasper, fuck you, I am tied of this shit, I am done with you, I am gone from you life for good", with that she slammed the door and ran down the road.

Alice groaned from beside me,and I started the car and drove to the hospital. "I am sorry Jasper, I was trying to help and..", Alice said. I silenced her with a wave of my hand, "It wasn't your fault, darlin". She smiled but then grimaced in pain. I speed-ed up some more.

Rosa POV:

I was shocked when Bella jumped across the seat and beat the shit out of Alice. Half of me was happy, cause Alice deserve it for calling her a bitch, and the other half was scared. I knew Bella could beat some ass, but when she had all that blood on her hands, I saw someone else, someone I created. Then Jasper had to be the dumb ass and stick up for Alice again. He couldn't see Bella face from his angle but she was in pain, yet again. When she made that threat about not coming back, I was nervous. Bella was the type of person who doesn't play around with threats.

"Guys", I said worriedly,"what if she means it". everyone ones face went blank. "She wouldn't leave us behind. no matter how bad she gets she wouldn't do that", Jasper said. I knew he was trying to make himself feel better, so I didn't say anything but I had a bad feeling about this.

Bella POV:

I stormed into our house, well no longer my house, its Jasper and Charlie house now. I had called my mother on my way home and she agreed to my idea of moving back down there with her, she lived in Arizona, perfect far away from everyone. I ran upstairs passing Charlie on my way. "Whoa, slow down, where's the fire?"

"I'm moving out"

"Where do you think your going"

"Don't act like you care now, it shouldn't matter anyways, I hate this place, I hate this house, I want to leave, don't try and stop me cause it not's going to work, I never fit in here"

I ran to my room, before he could respond and slammed the door. I was angrily throwing things into suite cases. Something caught my eyes on my drawers. I slowly walked up to it, it was a picture of my and jasper on our first day of high school.

Flashback:

"Jasper", I said, please don't leave me". He turned to me slowly, "What makes you think I am going to leave you Bella, we are twins, we stay together forever".

"Because this is high school Jasper, and you are very handsome and going to be popular very easy, while I am plain Jane and I am going to fall into the walls"

"Don't say that about yourself Bella," he shouted, "How many times do I have to tell you, you are beautiful, I will never leave you behind. I walked to him and hugged him, "Do you promise"

"I promise Bella, we are forever together"

End of Flashback

Yea forever i thought bitterly, I wiped the tears that had fallen from my eyes, and put the picture back on the drawers. I didn't want anything to remind me I had a brother. I walked to my closet and continue to pack, I wanted to be out of here before 'they' arrived.

I looked around the room, one more time before slowly walking out, I shut the door to the room, and to my old life, I have to start over and this time without a twin.

Jasper POV:

We were on our way home, the doctor said she was fine, just had a black eye. I was relieved, Bella didn't do any real damage. I parked the car and everyone got out. we all came up with a plan to talk to her about this, we all agreed this has gotten out of hand. I walked into the house and left the door open for the others to follow. I saw my dad sitting on the couch staring blankly at the wall.

"Dad, whats wrong"

"She is gone, i didn't show her i cared enough and she left just like her mother did". I didn't want to think about who 'she' is. I knew he was talking about but I had to ask. "What she"

"Your sister son, she is gone, and i don't know where, she wouldn't tell me". I slowly sank to the floor. I felt the tears coming out of my eyes. I felt warm comforting hands around me but I could concentrate on that. I pushed her away, she had enough, i didn't know when or if, I would ever see her again.

"Its okay Jazzy babe, we can find her", Alice said to me. "Not if she doesn't want to be found", Rosa said looking down at the floor. Alice stood up quickly, "Why are you always bringing us down, matter of fact why are you here".

"Do you want another ass whoopin Alice". Emmett grabbed Rosa waist before she could come any closer to Alice. "We have to find her" Edward said.

"We don't know where to look"

"We can start by checking her room first"

We all ran upstairs and opened her door, I was shocked and hurt to see that every picture of me and her was still in her room. She must really hate me now. I slowly sank to the floor again. I fucked up big time and this time I dont know if I could fix it.

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