Well guys, i dont own anything, the song is called Liar Liar, by Christina Grimmie, if you havent heard it, well then you better listen to it, cause is freaking rocks
Aslo thanks for reading the story and staying with me this long, i started school so it should be easier to keep on track with my writing now,
Sorry for grammer errors, or any other, hope you like this chapters and well now you can READ...
Jasper POV:
I hopped in the car with Alice quickly in a hurry to get the hell away from the house. "Whats wrong Jazz", my caring girlfriend asked, i didn't have in it been to tell her what what went wrong so i shook my head and decided to tell her later. The note brought broke so many memories i tried to block from my head. They all consisted of my twin sister, and to be honest none of them were happy thoughts.
Flashback:
"Mommy", I said in a small voice, "Whats wrong with Bella" My mom looked down on me with sad eyes, "She is very sick Jasper, the doctors are trying to help her". I froze and looked at my mom in fear. "She isn't going to die is she". My mom didn't answer me, she didn't even look at me, but i saw a tear drop from her eyes.
I dropped my moms hands and walked into Bella's room. "Jasper, get out of there", my mom shouted at me. I didn't care, my sister needed me, and i wasnt going to let anything stop me.
She laid on the bed, looking pale and thin. Her hair was thin, some seem to have fallen out, she was breathing heavy, like each breath pained her, but when she saw me she seemed to brighten up. "Hey Jazz, i was wondering when you would come in here, i haven't seen you in a while"
"Sorry" i said stroking her hand, "mom wouldn't let me know what what was wrong, and blocked the door like her life depended on it".
Bella just rolled her eyes and leaned back on the pillow. "Im glad your here Jasper, i don't feel so good though, weak actually"
"Whats wrong Bella"
"The doctor seems to think i have cancer" she closed her eyes and her hand dropped lazily to in my hand. "Bella", i shouted trying to get her to respond, she didn't and i freaked out. "Mom", I yelled at the top of my lungs.
End of Flashback:
I jumped when i felt something grabbed my hand, i looked down to see it was Alice hands. I tried to smile at her but im sure it came out more as a grimace. Her face pulled down into a frown. "Baby what's wrong, i cant help you unless you tell me what went wrong", she said while stroking my hand in a tender manner.
"Alice i got a letter today", i said dully
"Okay that doesn't sounds so bad", she said confused. I shook my head to let her know i wasn't done. "The note said something about Bella". i chocked the name out, this was the first time i said the name since she has died.
Alice hand stilled on mine and it seemed that she has frozen on the spot. She slowly turned her head in my direction, completely forgetting that she was driving. "What did the note say", she demanded. I was shook and slightly confused as to why she wanted to know so bad. "Nothing much, just bullshit". She pulled on to the side of the road and turned the car off.
"What did the note say Jasper, just tell me"
"Why does it matter Alice, it was some sick joke that someone thought was funny"
she closed her eyes and bowed her head. "Please Jasper", she sad in a broken whispered. I couldn't deny her in that voice, so i told her.
"It basically said that Bella was alive, and well, getting better, and she misses me", Alice shook her head and mumbled 'no' over and over again. "I don't see what is so wrong, i mean yea it upset me that someone would mess with me at a time like that but im getting over it". It didn't seem to me like Alice was listening to anything i was saying. "Why won't she fucking listen", Alice yelled out in anger. i sat confused and an little shocked in my seat, Alice wasnt one for yelling out in anger. "Why wont who listen", i asked.
"Bella"
"What do you mean Bella", i whispered. Alice eyes widened when she realize what she said. "Nothing", she said quickly and turned around to start the car. i grabbed her hand and prevented her from moving. "Answer me Alice", i said. She closed her eyes and put her head down again and softly whispered "Bella not really died, i sent her to a help center, to help her get rid of her depression and cancer".
To say i was mad would be a big understatement. "What the fuck Alice, how could you do this to me, to my family, our fucking friends, did you stop to think about how this would affect the rest of us, she isn't some sick person you can drop off at any place and expect people not to care, she has a family, who missed her and thought she was died. what is wrong with you" I hoped out the car, disgusted with my so called 'girlfriend' and walked down the road back to my house. I didn't look back once, but i wouldn't lie and say it didn't hurt when she didn't turn around for me.
Alice POV:
Tears leaked out my eyes, making my shirt stick to me. Usually i wouldn't be bothered by that but i didn't care at the moment, the best thing of my life just walked away from me and i didn't know what to do. I picked up my phone and called the one person who caused this whole problem.
She answered after the third ring. "What's up Ally"
"You wanna know whats up", i said angrily, " my relationship is in jeopardy cause your ass wanted to send a fucking letter, why cant you listen Bella, why are you so damn thick skulled. God i swear Bella, i wished i just would of let you died on the fucking machine" I hung up the phone and threw it at the chair.
after a minute i started to feel guilty, i knew i didn't mean it, i was just speaking out of anger. I called her back to apologize but all i got was her voicemail. I knew something bad was going to happen now. I slammed my head on the steering wheel making the horn beep loudly, i couldn't find it in myself to care at this moment though. I seriously fucked up
Bella POV:
I turned my phone off after Alice called me. Another person who is just going to bring me down. I slipped down to the floor in heaps, i didn't mean to hurt her relationship, i just didn't want my brother to suffer. i cuddled into a ball, and starting letting the numb feeling i used to feel come back to me. Fuck progress, Fuck this, Fuck everyone.
I knew i was finally above killing myself, so i did something else to help ease the pain. I picked myself off the floor and walked down the hall into the music room. I seen the piano sitting in plain sight, calling out to me, to let me help it take the pain away. No one knew i knew how to play piano, i wanted to keep it a secret. I sat down on the stool and rain my hand over the keys.
Can't see you anymore
You're an inch out the door
Didn't know what I do know now
With the words I've been betrayed
You respond and let them fade
And I just won't let you bring me down
You can see what I know and I know
Somewhere there's a sorry heart
Tell me why these roads keep leading
Leading you right back to me
Liar liar
Don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire and smiled when you told her
Woaah oooh
Thought you were someone
Woaah oooh
Goodbye to no one
So break away the touch
The bliss you miss so much
But I won't tell you to come back home
Emotions dissipate
Your love designed to hate
Keep on driving away from here
I don't reach as it falls in your hands
Will there be another storm
Tell me why these roads keep leading
Leading you right back
Liar liar
Don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire and smiled when you told her
Woaah oooh
Thought you were someone
Woaah oooh
Goodbye to no one
I don't need to know you'll be there
You're not on my mind
I don't need to know you care
Please don't waste my time
Liar liar
Don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire and smiled when you told her
Liar liar
Don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire and smiled when you told her
Woaah oooh
Thought you were someone
Woaah oooh
Goodbye to no one
Woaah oooh
Thought you were someone
Woaah oooh
Goodbye to no one
I closed my eyes, as tears fell out my eyes. I guess something just have to be done.
So i bet you love the song, it you still havent listen to it yet, im greatly disappointed in you.
ANYWHOOOO... thanks for reading my story and hope to see the numbers skyrocket like last time