Under the Influence

Tsukasa and Miyuki- part 2

"Iloveyouyukichan!"

I move down and our lips meet. It's strange at first. Almost like we're not kissing but only touching our lips together. At first her eyes were wide, but now they're starting to close. She moves her hand through to my hair and grabs the back of m head while she tilts her head.

She has soft lips. They're so responsive. As we get closer, I can feel her chest against mine. Her heart is pounding as hard as mine. This feels so good. I can't believe it. Wait…Is that her tongue? I pull away for a minute.

"Yuki-chan!"

"I'm sorry! I…I…"

"That was amazing, how do you do that?"

"Wh…what?"

"That thing with your tongue! How did you do that?"

"Oh…uh…well I… I could show you again… If you'd like."

"Yes!"

I go back in, and this time she meets me in the middle. I moved my hands from behind her neck to her shoulders as she moved her tongue in. I close my eyes. I feel like I'm going to melt.

Without thinking I squeeze her shoulders tightly. Once I realize what I'm doing I release them but then when she moves her tongue around my mouth I end up forgetting and squeeze them again. I give up trying to stop myself and instead I start massaging her shoulders.

I can hear her moaning a bit. Oh, does she like it? I'm not hurting her am I? I open my eyes to check.

We don't slow down for a moment. We don't stop kissing. I don't stop rubbing her shoulders. She doesn't stop using her tongue. She doesn't stop moaning. But it feels different with my eyes open like this.

It's better I think. I'd be embarrassed if she opened her eyes suddenly and realized I've been watching her, but I get to see her reactions this way. The way her eyes are shut so tight. The way her eyebrows twitch as she moans. The way blush covers her cheeks. The way her bangs slide as she moves underneath me. Oh she's just so cute!

I see her eyes twitch and quickly close mine to avoid getting caught. We break away, panting. She's always cute. She's always beautiful. But looking at her now, I've never seen her like this before. I can't help but think about how she's just amazing.

"Tsu…Tsukasa-san…it's…it's…"

"Yuki-chan, you're wonderful. This just feels so good."

"It's sweet… like sugar cookies."

"Oh, eh heh heh. Yeah well since I made the snacks before, of course I ate some of them too." Since we're still catching our breath, I start to nuzzle the side of her head, and neck. "Didn't you have some?"

"I…I …was going to, but Izumi…san was… she was hogging them to make sure Kagami-san ate plenty." Oh she can't talk straight. Is she still catching her breath, I hope she hasn't been having some sort of breathing trouble. Or maybe she just gets excited being close like this. Does she want to go further? I guess I'll have to find out.

I start kissing other places so her mouth can breathe. I start with her soft cheeks, and then trail down to her neck.

"Oh…oh my, that…that feels…incredible…" Well I guess she likes it after all. I lick up and down her neck like a kitten, which is kind of funny because she's the one purring. Hehehe.

"Tsukasa… Tsukasa-san… It's so… Oh!" She suddenly exclaims and pushes me away. Oh no, did I hurt her? I wasn't using my teeth or anything though. Wait, no. She's smiling up at me. She looks a bit embarrassed though.

"I'm very sorry Tsukasa-san."

"Huh? Sorry for what? Do you want to stop?"

"Oh no, that's not it. I just remembered I forgot to say it back."

"What?"

"I… I love you too."

What did I say about her after we kissed? Because that look was nowhere near as cute as she is when she says that. I don't think anything's as cute as this. It's silly to get excited about something I already knew, but I can't help it. Someone just told me they loved me for the first time, and it's Yuki-chan!

I kiss her on the forehead, and she giggles. She moves up and our lips touch softly again… and again… and they last longer each time. I move my hands from her shoulders and I start to trail my fingertips down to her collarbone. I drag them further, trailing the sides of her, down to trace her curves and then back up again to her chest.

It's so soft, you can tell by just barely touching that they must be the greatest pillows in the world. Once my palms cover them she gasps and pulls away. She looks up at me, still breathing deeply but her face looks so…embarrassed.

"I'm sorry." She whispers.

"No, no I… I'm sorry Yuki-chan I…I mean… did I go too far?" Maybe I shouldn't have touched her there… but I didn't grab them roughly, and it's through her pajama top so it shouldn't be that bad right?

"Oh no… I mean… well… yes. But… I truly care for you, and… from what I've read… When people rush into things like this they get impulsive and end up breaking apart easily. I wouldn't want to lose you Tsukasa…chan"

"Yuki-chan… I love you. You won't lose me that easily. But, if you're not ready we don't have to." I really want to go further though…no, no. If it's for her I can wait as long as she needs.

She hugs me tightly. "Thank you Tsukasa-chan." We stay like that for a while, just holding each other close. It's really warm, and soft. I just…

"I don't wanna let go." I whisper.

"Well… maybe we could just… stay like this then."

"Huh?"

"Well we still have this room to ourselves till the morning, and the futon is a bit small but I think… we could both fit… in your bed… if you'd like."

"Oh!" I feel a bit silly saying it, so I giggle while I reply "Oh my! Hehe."

We break away. I stand up and hold my hand out to help her up. She takes it smiling. We keep our hands joined until we lie down on the bed facing each other. She lets go first, but then wraps her arms around me really fast. I hold her back and rest my head on her chest.

"Um… uh Tsukasa-chan?"

"I can't?" I look up at her with the best 'puppy dog eyed' look that I can. I'm not trying to do anything bad… it's just… they really are the greatest pillows in the world, I'm sure of it!

"We… Well I suppose…"

"It's just really nice… relaxing."

"Really?"

"Yeah… Cause it's so warm and soft…"

"Tsukasa-chan." She seems a little uncomfortable, or maybe she's still just embarrassed.

"I can hear your heat beat too."

"Oh my, really?"

"Uh huh, it's beating really fast. Are you nervous?"

"Well… maybe just a bit."

"Aw, you're so cute Yuki-chan. I won't do anything bad, I promise ok? I just… like being close to you like this." Her eyes widen for a moment, then she smiles and pets my hair.

"All right, let's stay like this for tonight then."

"Good night Yuki-chan."

"Good night to you."

I'm not sure if Onee-chan and Kona-chan have fallen asleep yet, but I can't hear them anymore. All I can hear now is our breathing and her steady heart beat.

And we'll stay like that, warm and cozy and peaceful until we fall asleep. I don't know what's better, being able to fall asleep in her arms or wake up with her right there next to me. I get to have both though, I couldn't be happier.

So I didn't leave any notes on the last chapter, but this is my first fan fiction. I really appreciate all the reviews and favorites I've gotten since I posted part one. Thanks for all your support. This ends Tsukasa's part; next time we switch the point of view to another character. Enjoy till next time.