Chapter 20 ~ All Is Forgiven Not Forgotten.

Hey guys sorry for not updateing sooner but I had my reasons. Oh and I want to apoligize to all of you, because the last chapter was not my best work. I was lazy and sleepy cuz I started at mignight. But you also have to understand that I am writting this story in a phone that does not have spell cheak and I am terrible at grammer and spelling, but any who thanks to all who reviewed. I happily accept critsum it makes me a better writter.. So with out futher talking or writting here is chapter 20.

Chapter 20 ~ All Is Forgiven Not Forgotten.

[Runo's P.O.V.]

I layed in my bed. Analzing all the events that had accord today. It amazing how one look at Dan and my heart would skip beats. I thought I was over him but saddly I was mistaken. I thought I finally achived my goal at falling for Jason, but saddly I was mistakend. When I was little I always used to lie to myself. Tell myself lies and eventually I would belive that it was in fact the truth, I wish I could still do that. Tell myself that I am in love with Jason insted of Dan, but no my stupid heart had to pick the jerk who broke my heart.

Tears started forming in my eyes. I closed my eyes forcefully trying my best not to cry. Why did my life have to be a mess. Why could'nt I have a fairy tale ending. Life sure sucks. I looked at the balcony and saw a shooting star. I cluched my hands together and made a wish. 'I wish someone could help me from my proublems someone who understands what I am going through.' Suddenly I see a light form in my neckless. I blink and it gone. I did not get to think more of it because someone knocked.

"Runo may I come in...It's Alice" Alice said.

"Come in the door is open" I shoted hopeing it was'nt noticebul my past tears.

"Runo were you crying?" Asked Alice. She knew me too well.

"N-No..Of course not. Why would you think that" I asked obvisly lying.

"Runo I know you to well. Pleace tell me what's wrong" She told me as she came over to give me a hug. I hugged back but I felt weak.

I am Runo Misaki the tomboy who never cries in front of anyone. The one who always puts on a smile even if she is in great pain. Is know crying? I felt so weak.

"Tell me what's wrong..maybe I can help" She said sweetly.

"Well...I..I..I" I started not sure how to start. I was never the one to talk about my feelings. I was always the one listianing not taking I never ever pored my heart out. I felt pathetic.

"Shhh..Beath and when your ready start" She said sweetly in a motherly way.

She would be a great mother one day. Suddenly the image of the two girls I saw in my dream poped in my mind. The the girl with orange hair looked a lot like Alice. Her sister I assume has the same personality as Alice. Could they be Alice's d... No of course no Runo they are part of your imagination. They are not real.

"Well I am confused. You see a moment before you guys entered I was with Marie and Jason. And I told him I loved him which I never did. I never say I love you with out meaning it. So any who he...he hugged me and I felt like I had butterflyies in me...Not like I have with Dan when he used to hug me. They were small but still there. I dont know if I am starting to fall for him or if I just love him but as a brother. And I dont know what to do" I explaimed Alice just nodded listining on everything.

"Well what did you feel when..when you saw Dan?" She asked.

"I..I don't know I have mixed emotions. I..I...I felt happiness, saddness, anger, anxious, and a whole lot more" I told her.

"Okay how...mmm How do you feel when your around both of them?." Alice asked.

"Well with Jason I feel protected, cared for, wanted, I feel like some needs me" I started.

"And with...Dan I feel Protected, Cared for, belonging, happy, lonleness, worriedness, and a whole lot more. I feel mixed emotions for him" I told her. She nodded.

"Truthfully Runo I think you should give Dan another chance. It sounds like you still love him" Answerd Alice.

"Alice I love you like a sister. But no no uh no way. He broke my heart. He leaves all the time to save the world he replaces me all the time. He is cocky, dence and a idiot at times and I know I still love him but I just dont want to get hurt. It hurt the first time and I don't want it to happen twice." I told her. She smiled.

"Look Runo..I go through the same things. I also feel useless when Shun go's on a mission and I can't go with him. Yes I feel replaced at times. But then I remind myself that he Is fighting for me and no one else. And even when we have a long distanse reashonship we still find time for..well us. Everything cant be perfact but at least we are happy to be toughter we understand each other we laught tougther and we stay together." Alice told me.

"I know but...At least Shun call's you everyonce in a wile. Dan he never does that. Sometime I think that he goes on mission's just to torcher me." I told her tears falling freely.

"Runo..has it ever accourd to you that he did that so it wouldnt hurt. I mean haven't you thought that he missed you like you. Or that he does'nt want you to go because he is afried to loose you" Told me Alice.

"Then why did he not tell me before he...he just dicthed me and in our date. Our date no goodbye no note no nothing. And he never calls" I snapped.

"Plus he hurt me with thoes hurtful words. He he never even apoligized." I finshed.

"Look Runo I know you well in off to say that you can be brave, caring, indepentet and...stuborn girl. And I know you know that he said thoes hurful word because he was angry and he took that anger at you. So just save the stuboeness and forgive him. I am not asking to forget the events or to date him again just forgive him and save the friendship you had before. And let him work at making things right again and then maybe in the furture you can give yourself another chance at love" Said Alice.

"Oh okay but what about Jason. He loves me he helped me what about him!" I asked her.

"We both know you don't love him. You just said thoes words to see if they could become reality. The butterflys you had well they are just part of you imagination" She told me. I knew she was right.

"Now get sleep you will need it" I nooded.

With that she left. Jason knocked and came in. He smiled and gave me my goodnight kiss. When I felt it I knew and was certin that I felt nothing. I sighed as he left. Well I have to make a diseion tomarrow. Eaither I brake up with Jason and give Dan another chance, Or bake up with Jason and forgive Dan. There is still the choose of choosing non and starting once again over but this time with my parents. I needed to think things through so I desided to take a take a walk.

I quickly put on back skinny jeans. And a yellow shirt with yellow sandels. It has been a wile for me to put on yellow. It always reminds me of Dan and our past aventures. I made myself down the stairs. I felt someone watching.

[Dan's P.O.V.]

I decided it was time to go to Runo's room and apoligize as I was about to knock on the door. I heard foot steps I quickly hid. I was surpice to see it was Alice. I saw Runo open she looked like she has been crying. I quickly worrid I wanted nothing more to esvdrop but I did not. They spent a lot time talkin. After half a min Alice left. I was to knock on the door once again but heard foot steps once again so yet again I hid. It was the devil. Ugh I hated that guy. What was his name again..Mason, Jardon oh yeah Jason. After he left I decided to know. After 10 min of debating with myself I decided I should wait till tomarrow. As I was about to leave I heard her door open. I once agin hid. There Runo decended down the stairs I quickly watched as she left. I looked at my watch and saw it was midnight. I decided this was my chance. So I followed her.

As I saw her walkin down the beachside I smiled. She looked so beautiful with her hair cascadind down her back.

"Dan..." Shoot did she see me. I quickly relized she was talkin to her self.

"Why did you have to be a idiot. I wish you could've ran after me. And explain things to me I would've forgiven you." I was about to speack up but sge started again.

"Idiot...Why? Now everything is diffrent and I dont know if I can ever forgive you..It's too late" she spoke tears falling freely. I hated seeing her like this so fargile.

"But I still love you.." It was a wisper but I could still hear her. Than I desided it was time with new hope I quickly spoke before my courage drained.

"Runo I.."

[Runo's P.O.V.]

I came to the beach thinking of everything that had accord. I spoke to the ocean. When I was little I never gad friends. So since we use to like next to the sea I offten spoke to the ocean. Of course this was all before I moved and met Dan. I felt some one watching me but I did not care.

"Runo I..." I heard someone speake. Shoot I know that voice any were. Slowly I turend around and wisped

"Dan..." The words Alice told me replead in my mind. Forgive Dont Forget

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