A/N- Here's a oneshot delivered fast. Hope you enjoy
Jo stood there waiting for the boys with Camille. Big Time Rush had gone on a three week tour, touring all over the east coast. Jo had missed Kendall terribly, hating to be away from him knowing that their busy schedules always kept them apart. Camille squealed seeing the Big Time Rush bus pull into the parking lot. The bus stopped and the door opened. James stepped out immediately falling onto his knees.
"Yes! The sun is out and it's not cold no more. Thank god." James said kissing the ground. The girls chuckled at James's dramatics. James stood and saw the two girls standing there.
"I know you ladies love me but I have a girlfriend." James said with a smirk. Jo shook her head and hugged him softly. James hugged her back and hugged Camille. "So where is my girlfriend?" James asked. The girls looked at each other before looking at him.
"She's in her apartment." Jo said.
"Yea she said that she has a surprise for you." Camille said putting up air quotes when she said surprise. James flashed them a bright smile before he ran into the Palmwoods. Jo and Camille shook their heads.
"Sex." Jo and Camille said at the same time. They both looked at each other and laughed.
"Whoa who's gonna have sex?" Logan asked as he walked out of the bus. Camille squealed and jumped on him wrapping her legs around his waist. They kissed softly before Logan set Camille on the ground. Logan pulled away from her and hugged Jo softly.
"James and Rachel." Camille told him as he pulled away from Jo. Logan shook his head.
"I'm actually not that shocked." A new voice said joining their conversation. Everybody to see Carlos standing there with his helmet on and a corndog in his hand. Jo smiled as she walked up to Carlos and hugged him. Carlos hugged her back. Jo had always loved Carlos' hugs after Kendall because he was so soft and sweet. Jo pulled away and Camille hugged Carlos too.
"Yo what's taking Kendall so long?" Logan asked Carlos.
"You know why Logan." Carlos said with a smirk. Logan ceased his eyebrows trying to remember. Carlos slapped him in the back of the head.
"Hey what was that for?" Logan said rubbing where Carlos hit him.
"Because your being stupid." Carlos said sticking out his tongue.
"At least I'm still smarter than you." Logan muttered.
"Hey I heard that." Carlos said slapping him again. Logan slapped back causing them to get into a little sissy fight. The girls watched on amused.
"Wow you guys fight like girls." A voice behind Jo said. Jo smiled as she felt Kendall wrap his arms around her waist. She turned around smiling brightly "Wow." Jo breathed out. Kendall had grown a goatee which made him seem so much older. Kendall smiled softly as he kissed her. Jo responded by wrapping his arms around his neck. Kendall tilt his head slightly as his tongue darted out of his mouth and licked Jo's lower lip. Jo opened up immediately, their tongues meeting in a soft duel. They pulled away as soon as they they heard someone clear their throat.
"Can you guys save it for the bedroom?" Logan said with a smirk. Kendall and Jo both blushed causing everyone to chuckle.
"DOGS GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND CLEAN THIS SHIT UP!" Gustavo bellowed from inside the bus. Kendall rolled his eyes as leaned down and pecked Jo's lips a couple of times, smiling when she giggled.
"I'll see you later?" Kendall asked pulling her close and giving her a hug. Jo snuggled into his chest.
"Yea I'll text you." Jo said with a smile. Kendall leaned down to kiss her again when Logan tapped Kendall on the shoulder.
"Dude sorry to kill the moment but we got shit to do." Logan said. Kendall pushed Logan away and he kissed Jo on the forehead.
"I'll see you later babe!" Kendall shouted out as Logan and Carlos dragged him to the bus. Jo and Camille laughed at the antics the boys were doing as they were shoving each other. Camille and Jo waked into the Palmwoods and went out to the pool. They sat down in the tent and Camille looked at Jo who was daydreaming.
"Girl talk." Camille said with a smile. She knew that it was about Kendall by the look in her eyes.
"Doesn't Kendall look older?" Jo asked. Camille knew that wasn't what she was thinking but she answered Jo's question regardless.
"Yea the facial hair finally makes him look mature." Camille joked but noticed that Jo still wasn't really responding. "Okay Jo what's really on your mind?"
"When I kissed Kendall it got really intimate. Like if you guys weren't there, I think we would have had sex on the ground." Jo said with a blush. Camille just laughed loudly. "Camille..." Jo whined
"I'm sorry Jo but how long has it taken you to notice that you and Kendall have sexual tension?" Camille said with a smirk. When Jo blushed, that's when Camille got her answer. "Wait you never noticed?"
"No I mean was I suppose to?" Jo asked. Camille smacked her palm against her forehead. Sometimes she forgot that Jo was a blonde.
"Wow Jo I'm shocked. You can't tell by the way he looks at you? Or the way he kisses you? He wants you badly. You got lucky." Camille explained.
"How did I get lucky?" Jo asked.
"Because he's actually waiting instead of forcing on you or cheating on you." Camille stated. Jo looked at her to explain more. "I mean he could be like James." Jo shuddered at the thought. James and Rachel had been going out for a three moths and they were already going at it like bunnies. Jo even remembered walking in on them at a party. She'll never forget that.
"So then what?" Jo asked. Camille shrugged looking down at her nails then looking back up at her.
"You can sleep with him. You're not a virgin so the nervousness can go away." Camille said. "I think I need a manicure."
"Camille this serious stay with me. I can't sleep with Kendall." Jo stated crossing her arms. Camille rolled her eyes. She heard this story to many times. "I want to wait till I'm married because then it would be true."
"Jo you're not a virgin."
"I know that and I regret ever losing it."
"And who said you won't marry Kendall?" Camille asked with a smirk. Jo blushed and looked down.
"I knew I should of never told you about the dream." Jo muttered. Camille laughed loudly attracting people's attention. Camille quieted down and looked at Jo.
"Jo you love him so why are you scared?" Camille asked seriously. Jo looked down tears threatening to come out of her eyes.
"I just don't want to get hurt again." Jo said softly. Camille reached over the table and grabbed Jo's hand.
"I promise you. Kendall won't hurt you. He loves you too much to do that to you Jo. I've known for a while and Kendall isn't like that John kid you told me about from your place." Camille said nicely. Jo sighed hearing the kid's name that she hated for the life of her.
Her and John were childhood buddies that started dating two years before Jo left Hollywood. He had taken her virginity and a couple of months after she found out that he had been cheating on her the entire time they were dating. Jo had never been so heartbroken in her life. To top it all he had given her a STD. That's why when Jo came to Hollywood she lied to Kendall about having a boyfriend because she didn't want to go through the pain again. But she was glad when Kendall didn't give up on her because now she was very happy with him.
"I don't know Camille. I feel like sleeping together would ruin what we have." Jo said finally speaking the truth. Camille squeezed her hand lightly.
"If anything it should make it stronger. But it's okay, you don't have to do anything if you don't want to. I'm sure Kendall will understand." Camille stated. Suddenly Camille's phone went off. Camille checked it and it was a text from Logan.
Come hang out with me :)- L
Camille texted back a simple okay and looked back at Jo who was lost in her thoughts again.
"Well Jo I'm going to leave the decision up to you." Camille said while getting up. Jo also stood up.
"Where are you going?" Jo asked.
"Logan wants to hang out so I'm going."
"What ever happened to sisters over misters?" Jo asked with a smile. Every time she ditched Camille for Kendall, Camille always said that. Camille shot Jo a dirty look.
"Shut up. Plus I'm doing a favor for you because Kendall is going to be up in 2J all sweaty from the work he just did and probably jerking off to a picture of you. So get your booty moving so you can help your man out." Camille said with a big smile. Jo shook her head trying to get the image of Kendall doing that.
"Shut up Camille and go to Logan." Jo said pushing her away. Camille only laughed as she walked out of Jo's sight. Jo sat down trying to collect her thoughts. What Camille had told her plus the kiss earlier was making her head spin. There was only one thing she could do. She had to talk with Kendall.
Jo stood outside of 2J wondering what to do. She didn't know how to approach Kendall about this. She was just going to improvise. She knocked on the door and a couple of seconds later Kendall opened the door only having a towel wrapped around his waist.
"Oh hey babe." Kendall said leaning down to give Jo a peck. He opened the door wider to let her in. Jo was trying to control her hormones that were screaming for her to jump him. His chest was defined with a little patch of hair growing in the middle. Her eyes trailed downwards past his six pack and looked at the v-cut of his hip and line of hair trailing downwards to where Jo's imagination took over.
"I'm gonna go get dressed. I'll be right back." Kendall said. Jo nodded her head but Kendall's words didn't even connect with her brain as she was still imagining what was under the towel.
'Jo calm down. You only came to talk to him.'
'Fuck talking Jo. Just jump his bones. He won't have any problems.'
Jo knew she was going crazy when she heard the two voices in her head tell her what to do. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath to calm down. It worked and Jo relaxed into the couch. Kendall came back out in cargo shorts and a wife beater.
"Isn't that James' wife beater?" Jo asked. Kendall shrugged as he sat down next to Jo. Jo got a whiff of his scent as he put an arm around her. It was natural with a splash of some kind of fruit. Jo could never get sick of that smell.
"I guess. All our stuff got mixed together so whatever." Kendall said with a small smile. Jo also loved Kendall's dimples which were perfect to her. "So what do you wanna do?"
"Can we talk?" Jo asked meekly. Kendall's eyes got wide as he started thinking about what he did.
"I didn't do anything wrong Jo." Kendall said softly. Jo laughed as she kissed him on the cheek.
"Not like that you big dofus." Jo said with a smile.
"Hey I'm not a dofus." Kendall protested. Jo smiled brightly as a plan came to her.
"Are you sure about that?" Jo said as she climbed into Kendall's lap, straddling him. Kendall raised an eyebrow but he didn't question anything.
"Yea I'm positive. I'm to cool to be a dofus." Kendall said cockily. Jo rolled her eyes as she shifted towards Kendall near his center. Kendall gulped as she shifted her hips and came in contact with his private parts. Jo looked him in the eyes and saw the love that he had for her. She also saw the pent up lust in his eyes too and she knew hers mirrored his eyes. They quickly connected their lips, the kiss turning hotter by the second. Jo licked Kendall's bottom lip for access which Kendall allowed quickly. While their tongues were battling for dominance, Jo ran her hands up and down Kendall's chest, running her hands over his nipples causing him to groan. They pulled away to catch their breath.
"Jo what are we doing?" Kendall asked as Jo started kissing down his neck.
"Isn't this what you want?" Jo asked as she bit on Kendall's neck. Kendall closed his eye as he felt her tongue lick over the bruised area.
"Jo come on talk to me. Whats wrong?" Kendall asked as he gently pushed her away. Jo looked down, feeling tears come to her eyes for the second time today.
"I thought you wanted this." Jo mumbled sadly. Kendall looked at her confused. He placed a finger under her chin and forced her to look at him.
"What do you mean?" Kendall asked confused about everything. Jo buried her head in between Kendall's neck trying to calm herself. Kendall knew she would break soon so he just softly rubbed her back helping her calm down. Finally Jo got off Kendall's lap and sat next to him. "You ready to talk? Kendall asked sweetly. Jo looked at Kendall and smiled weakly.
"Back home before I came here, I dated this boy named John and I thought I was in love with him. We were dating for about six months before I lost my virginity to him." Jo paused trying not to cry from the memories. "We were sexually active for about another three months but I guess all perfect thing s always end. One of my friends was having sex with the entire time we were dating." Jo felt the tears fall from her eyes remembering the feeling when she caught them. Kendall pulled her closer and kissed her forehead.
"It's okay Jo, you don't have to tell me anymore." Kendall whispered. Jo shook her head.
"I wanna tell you Kendall." Jo said. Kendall nodded and Jo continued. "When I found out, I freaked out. I didn't know what to do. When I broke up with him, I had girls come up to me and telling me that John slept with them. So I went to the clinic and I found out he gave me a STD. I was so hurt that I kinda threw myself into judo and acting. Then a couple moths later I came here and met you." Jo finished as she looked up at Kendall. Kendall got up and walked towards his room. Jo sat there shocked and hurt more than ever. She was about to get up when Kendall back.
"Kendall..." Jo started but Kendall covered her mouth.
"Let me talk first." Kendall said as he removed his hand from her mouth. "Jo, I know how it feels to be hurt in the past but we're here now. I love you so much and I promise you I won't hurt you on purpose. Maybe by accident though." Kendall joked. Jo smiled, loving how sweet Kendall was being. Kendall helped Jo stand up and he kissed her sweetly. "I love you Jo."
"I love you too Kendall." Jo said softly, smiling. Kendall pulled out a box and opened it. "Kendall what is this?"
"I've been trying to think when was the right time to give you this and I think now is the right moment." Kendall said as he pulled the necklace out with a locket. Jo looked at the necklace in awe as it was real gold.
"Kendall..." But Kendall cut her off again by kissing her softly.
"I wanna give it to you. I want you to know that I'll always love you even if we aren't together at that moment." Kendall placed the necklace around her neck and smiled. It looked beautiful on her.
"Kendall I don't even know what to say." Jo said her voice full of emotion.
"You just kiss me." Kendall said with a smirk. Jo smiled and she wrapped arms around his neck and kissed him softly. Kendall pulled her closer to him and then Jo pulled away.
"Kendall I want it." Kendall looked at Jo all confused.
"I want to make love." Jo whispered. Kendall looked her in the eyes to make sure there was no regrets or anything and all he saw was love and lust.
"Are you sure Jo?" Kendall asked concerned. Jo just smiled and kissed him passionately causing Kendall to shudder slightly.
"What do you think?" Jo said with a smirk. Kendall kissed her and picked her up by her waist. Jo wrapped her legs around Kendall's torso and Kendall walked towards his room while kissing her.
"So was it good?" Camille asked. It was the day after Jo and Kendall had made love to each other and now Jo was telling Camille in her apartment. Jo blushed thinking about yesterday.
"It was amazing." Jo said with a dreamy sigh. Camille laughed at Jo's actions.
"I told you Jo. Now give me some deets. Was he well endowed?" Camille asked. Jo turned more red from Camille's question.
"Camille!" Jo said embarrassed. Camille laughed as she got up and sat on the bed with Jo.
"I was just kidding Jo. I can tell he's big already." Camille said and Jo kept on blushing. "So anyways, have you opened the locket Kendall gave you?"
"Oh no I didn't. Thanks for reminding me." Jo said as she took the necklace off her neck. She opened the locket and she saw a picture of her and Kendall kissing. She remembered Carlos taking that picture after her and Kendall had a big fight. She smiled softly as she read the words in the locket.
'This may not be a promise ring but I promise to treat you like the queen you deserve to be for the rest of my life. Love Kendall.'
Jo teared up a little and Camille moved in to read.
"Wow he must really care for you?" Camille said after she read the passage in the locket. Jo nodded as she placed the necklace around her neck.
"I'm so lucky to be with him." Jo said and Camille agreed with her. They both laid down on the bed and continued talking about things but in the back of Jo's mind she was thinking about Kendall the entire time.
A/N- Another oneshot for all you readers
Hope you guys enjoy it