Disclaimer: sadly I do not own scrubs but I do own my ideas.. so there's a plus :)

Just wanted to thank all my reviewers, you guys gave me tones of ideas so thanks :) due to hating of the script format I am going to be redoing all the chapters with a format I hope/pray everyone will enjoy. After I am done updating the chapters I promise to put new chapters up so have some patients. :)

P.S thoughts are in Italics :)

DR. Cox POV :

I woke up to Carla looking down at me and Elliott smiling

What you doing she said in a singsong voice

Nothing I snapped and gently tore Barbie off me man she's a hard sleeper

"That doesn't look like nothing "

"You're crazy"

"Whatever but he-" just then Turk came running through the door with a stack of papers in his hand

Baby you gotta look at these he said giving one to Carla

Then he turned and handed me a paper I looked at it, it said

Dear : Dr. Cox

I just wanted to thank you for all you've done for me if it weren't for you I would of never made it as an intern. If your reading this then this means I have succeeded in my suicide and you are at my funeral. I am sorry I put you though this but that's not like it would matter since you never cared about me anyways, The reason I took my life was because I am nothing I'm not a good doctor everyone hates me excpesally you, I just couldn't take it anymore of it. I can't take that no one Loves me or cares for me I can't take how I'm not a very good doctor. I hate my life. I just want to say it's not your fault you couldn't have helped me even if you wanted to I was just a screw-up and a waste of life that was just tying you down. Well now I set you free…

Forever yours

JD (inset girls name)

Sorry this ones so short but this chapter is just a set up or whatever you call it for the next one. Please rate and review :)