Disclaimer: sadly I do not own scrubs but I do own my ideas.. so there's a plus :)
Just wanted to thank all my reviewers, you guys gave me tones of ideas so thanks :) due to hating of the script format I am going to be redoing all the chapters with a format I hope/pray everyone will enjoy. After I am done updating the chapters I promise to put new chapters up so have some patients. :)
P.S thoughts are in Italics :)
JD POV :
POV:
" Whoa were am I? "
I look around and see that I am sitting on a brown park bench, everything around me is white and I look down to see I'm dressed in white. It's silk I notice as I touch it. I felt like I was on a cloud and then I remembered.
Hey where's the Lesbians I yell
" Umm sorry Jd but no lesbians for you"
" Am I dead?"
" No not yet"
" What is this place?"
" It's the transition room as we like to call it, you see since you killed your self you died earlier than your time so you are not dead but not alive either"
" weird.."
" Yeah I guess you can say that anyway I'm Matt, nice to meet you"
Yeah is all I can say as I shake his hand.
"It feels soo soft like a babies bottom "stop that he'll probably think your weird let go of his hand let go!
I started Rubbing his hand on my cheek, no no you idiot let his hand go!
are you okay? Matt said as he was trying to pull his hand away
so soft.. Huh what yeah sorry I said as I drooped his hand
" you're kind of weird"
"yeah I know"
" Okay so your probably gona want to follow me"
Matt walks over to a door and waits for me to come by him
Before going I look at the man to make sure he's not weird, he seems to be in mid 30's or 40's im not sure, he's got long black hair that's down to his shoulders with some gray in it. He's very tall or at least taller than me anyway, He's also wearing a silver silk pajama thing.
I shrug and head over by him.
As we step through the door I see that were at sacred heart, getting nervous I try to cover myself.
"they cant see you Jd"
" oooh okay"
Just then I see Dr. Cox pushing a stretcher down the hall with Carla by his side, they look really worried so I go and try to see what's going on.
As soon as I walk into the door I see Dr. Coxholding on to someone then he sets him gently down on the hospital bed. I can't see the face because all the nurses are in the way and turk keeps on blocking my view. Wait.
"Turk? why is he here?"
Look who's on the bed Matt said as he points to the body
And then I see him... I mean me.. its me on the bed and man do I look bad, I guess someone found out and saved me.
I glide over to the bed watching as Dr. Cox works on me. Wow he looks so determined and is … is he sad?
" How did they find me?"
"I called them"
" Why?"
"Because it's not your "
" but I'm done with life"
"why do you say that?"
" No one cares if I die believe me they didn't care to help me when I was alive anyways"
" It doesn't look like that to me"
"well to me it does"
" Okay I'm going, I'll be back later when you realize something useful"
"wait were are you going don't leave me"
" I'll be back in a little bit; if I were you I'd stay in this room"
Then he left and now I was stuck here at sacred heart ugh.
I watched myself the whole time not sure were to go and what was going to happen to me. After a while I saw some of the nurses backing away and then they left the room leaving Cox, Turk, and Carla In the room alone.
Dr. Cox looked bad like he was gona break down any minuet, but knowing him I knew it was just an act Just to make Carla think he cared.
He let out a big sigh then asked
" were... Were there any signs?"
After that Carla and Turk both told Dr. Cox of the things I used to talk to them about in private, I was a little irritated…
Then Cox brought up Elliott I knew someone was missing, she's probly glad I did this to myself..
"She was off today omg I should call her and tell her what happened!"
After talking about how I killed myself Turk and Carla left, I decided to stay in the room waiting for him to drop the sad act like I knew he would.
there gone now you can stop pretending like you care! I yelled
I screamed at him but he didn't seem to hear me, he gave a slight shiver then went over to the door, locked it and shut the curtains.
Then my mentor, the guy who was a total bad ass and has no emotions what so ever... broke down. He cried he eyes out like he was a little baby.
He was sitting on a chair next to me and he had his head in his hands
" Dammit newbie why!"
He cryed for a few more hours before falling asleep
So still think no one cares? Matt asked making me jump
yeah I said although part of me believed him
"Follow me"
Matt took me over to the on call room I gave him puzzled look
"Just get in"
I walked in to see Turk holding Carla while she cried in his chest then I looked at C-bear and saw that he was also crying.
"What about now?"
" Doisnt prove anything"
"Okay whatever you say but im going to bed, you can sleep here tonight and I'll meet you back here in the morning"
"we can sleep?"
" Your not dead remember?"
"Ooh yeah"
Then I hoped on the nearest bunk, shut my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
Hope you liked this chapter, I tried to keep in character with Jd but make him depressed at the same time so hope you liked it :)