Disclaimer: sadly I do not own scrubs but I do own my ideas.. so there's a plus :)
Just wanted to thank all my reviewers, you guys gave me tones of ideas so thanks :) due to hating of the script format I am going to be redoing all the chapters with a format I hope/pray everyone will enjoy. After I am done updating the chapters I promise to put new chapters up so have some patients. :)
P.S thoughts are in Italics :)
JD POV :
I stood in the room as Carla handed Dr. Cox the folder. As He opened it and then his face fell
" Cocaine Positive" I noticed his voice crack on that last word
Carla and Elliott immediately started to cry, I also noticed C-Bear was trying not to
" He never liked to cry" I smiled
" As for pills it was a mixture of Proza, Xanax, and Tylenol"
Wow even Dr. Cox looked like he might cry
I walked over to Perry and put my hand on his face, he shivered under my touch
Just then I hear someone flat lining then Dr. Cox yells "Get a crash cart" as he rips open my shirt
What's going on? I ask Matt who suddleny apprears
" your dieing "his voice sounded painful, I looked at him and saw a tear escape his eye
"what? how you said I wasn't dead?"
"You weren't, your running out of time. Pretty soon you will be stuck here like me"
"how long do I have?", I turned back to watch Perry work not knowing if I was rooting for him to save me or not.
"A day"
"Why n-"
I turned around and saw that Matt had disappeared
After what seemed like forever I finally started to come around, Dr. Cox looked so happy when he saw my heart monitor beeping.
He leaned agents the wall for support, I guess saving me took allot out of him. After everyone left it was just me and Perry standing next to each other looking at my body. He was doing that stance he always does when he's tence, the one were he has both hands behind his head.
"Perry?"
Yeah
"Me and Turk are going home, you should leave and get some sleep"
"didn't you guys go yesterday?"
"No we were in the on call room; we were to shaken to go home"
"I'll be here"
what… your not gona leave me? i pracatly yelled, I wish they could hear me.
Carla kissed his cheek and they hugged then she left
Dr. Cox then came and sat down by me, I went to sit on my bed looking from him to my body.
"How ya doing Jd?"
"What no girls names?"
" well you look like shit, your hairs gona all flat"
Its funny how he can be both helpful and mean at the same time. I smiled again and just stood there watching Perry try to wake me up, after trying to talk some more I guess he got sad because he started yelling at me. I cringed even though I know he couldint see me.
"Oh God why did you do it, did I push you to far is that it did I say the wrong thing did…. Did I make you do this?"
wow he's really hurting, "It wasn't all your fault you know, its not your fault you couldn't deal with a girl like me"
"Did I do this to you?"
No I did... I did this to me"I said then I started crying I couldn't help it
Then Dr. Cox got angry and decided to murder the chair.
Half way into it Elliott walked in, she stayed in the doorway though proly didn't want to get hurt, when Perry was finally done, he wiped his face from the tears and walked over to Elliott.
" Are you sure they don't care now?"
turned around to face Matt, I deserve to die I said, my eyes threatening to spill more tears.
" how can you say that?"
"I'm nothing but a let down to them, I don't deserve them, I don't deserve a 2nd chance"
My voice cracked on that last part and It was taking all I had to not curl up In the fetal position and cry like a little girl.
" Yes you do"
"No.. You do, take my body go ahead and live your life"
" that's not for me, I made my decisions and I'm going to stick by the choices I've made You on the other hand.. you need to get out of here and enjoy your life"
"I don't know what to do"
"Well you got a few hours so you better think good"
He disappeared.
I turned around and Perry and Elliott were no were to be found so I ended up walking around the building.
When I got tired I went back to my room and fell asleep on the floor.
This was an okay chapter I guess, anyway im almost done with the re-formatting of the chapters, I just got one left yay! so I'll probly put a new one up in a few hours. Ooh and I went camping over the weekend and I got this amazing idea for a fanfic so be sure to check it out.