Hey everyone here is a long chapter to make up for not updating in a month. Once again I am sorry but my computer is currently broken. I've been trying to update my stories whenever I get my hands on a computer and its taking a while to update everything so once again sorry for the wait.

Also just wanted to thank anyone who has followed this story of sent in a review you guys are amazing and I'm sorry I don't tell you all that as often as I should.

Disclaimer: I don't own Scrubs. If I did Dr. Cox would have his shirt off during the entire show.

( J.D P.O.V)

I woke up with a huge headache.

"Gah!" I said pathetically as I held my head in my hand.

Where am I?

I shook my head slightly to clear my head. Under the pain of my head injury was my vision and I sighed happily when everything was clear.

As I glanced around I realized I was on the stair case on some floor; then I remembered what happened on the roof.

Fuck Dr. Cox probably brought me down here to after I fell. Oh no he's probably telling Carla and Turk what happened. I should get out of here.

Grimacing in pain I got up off the floor and made my way down the stairs towards the entrance to the hospital.

I made sure to keep my head down the entire time so no one would see me, as nervous habit I also rubbed my neck with my right hand allot.

With a backwards glance at the hospital full of sick patents, wonderful nurses, and courageous doctors I walked away from the place I called my home.

Good bye Sacred Heart.

(Dr. Cox P.O.V)

"Carla, the kid needs to come with me" I stated firmly. If anyone could heal J.D it was me.

"Why?" she asked her face still in Gandhi's chest, I just finished telling them about what happened on the roof. Carla was still very upset about it.

I sighed. I definitely didn't want to tell them about my own dark past.

"Because I've been through this before, I know exactly what he's going through"

Carla gasped. She turned towards me, her tear soaked face looking at me with realization. "That's why you left"

I nodded.

Gandhi just looked at us confused; before he could ask more on the subject I changed it.

"So are we in agreement?" I personally didn't care what they said, I'd be taking J,D either way but I knew Carla would be mad if I didn't tell her first.

"Yes, I know you can help him Perry. Please do"

I nodded and we all walked away.

Now to go get J.D and take him to my house

Well kid your finally getting what you wished for, you get to stay in my place for a few days although I wish it was on better circumstances.

I pulled out my cell phone to call Jordan.

Ring…..Ring…Ring…Ring

"Hello?"

"Jordan"

"Per-per, something wrong?"

"No but I was wondering if you could drop Jack off at your moms for a few days"

"Ooh Perry, Are we going to have fun tonight" she squealed in a seductive purr that made my lower region react.

"No sorry Jordan but It looks like we're going to have a visitor for a few days and I don't want Jack to see what's going to happen"

"What's going on Perry?"

After I explained to Jordan that J.D would be staying with us a few days so I could help him quit his addiction and get better she agreed and said she'd call her mom.

"If anyone can help that kid, it's you Perry"

"Yeah I know"

"Okay I'll my mom and fix the guest room"

"Okay Jordan, I love you"

"I know you do"

Click.

I couldn't help but smile at Jordan antics.

As I walked back up to the stair well I felt J.D only to find that he was gone.

"FUCK" I yelled. Then I went Newbie hunting.

(J.D P.O.V)

I hailed a cab back to the apartment and quickly began to pack my things. I knew I wouldn't be able go back to Sacred Heart, Dr. Cox would have told Carla and Chocolate Bear about my drug addiction. With them knowing the whole hospital would know so my job is deffintly gone.

How could a drug addict be a doctor? I mused as I packed my bag.

I didn't know where I was going or what I was going to do with my life but I just had to get away.

After I finished packing I decided to write Carla and Turk a letter telling them I would miss them. I also added in a bit about Elliott and Dr. Cox.

A sudden bang outside caused me to get up and go over to the window, I saw get out of a cab and stalk over to my building.

"Shit!" I yelled I started to pull my hair out frantically.

You can go out the window.

I nodded to myself then grabbed my back and started opening the window. Just as I had it opened as was about to step out I heard the front door swing open.

"Newbie!" I heard Dr. Cox yelled. I flinched. Oh crap.

(Dr. Cox P.O.V)

I walked into the apartment. "Newbie!" I shouted. I knew he was here, he was doing what I did before. I shook my head to get old memories out of my head and began my search for the kid.

As I walked further into the apartment I saw him, looking like a deer in headlights. He had a back slung over his side, the window was open and one foot was on the fire escape. I also noticed it was raining and the rain was coming into the home.

"J.D what are you doing?" I said softly hopping I could coax him back inside the house.

He looked at me confused for a moment before answering "I'm leaving"

"What about your job?" I asked taking a step forward. I saw him tense for a moment.

"What about it, I'm sure everyone knows I'm a drug addict by now"

"What makes you say that" Another step.

"You told Carla"

I nodded "Yes I did, But I did it to help you. Not to rat you out anyone"

"So" he said at a loss for words.

"So J.D I want to help you."

"You can't" he said firmly.

I saw deep sadness in his eyes and sighed.

"Please come inside. I have to tell you something"

He shook his head

"Look J.D I'm the only one who knows where you are, if you don't like what I have to say you can leave"

He started at me for a moment, eyebrows scrunched together as he tried to figure out what to do. With a girly shrug he came back into the house and sat down on the couch next to me.

I angled myself so that he could see me and took a deep breath.

" It's easy to lose oneself when you have no one to hold on to" seeing Newbie's questioning look I continued " Yes I do know what your going though, I went though it too"

"You..You had Jordan" he stammered.

I shook my head sadly. "No I didn't. She had just cheated with Petey. I was lost and alone"

"Carla" he said uncertainly.

" No I left the hospital for a while, came back a few months before you showed up No one ever asked me what happened and I moved on. You see with me it's different. I didn't have anyone but you….you J.D have people here who care"

"Like who?" he asked. Sadness and hopelessness covering his features. The look he had on his face reminded me long ago when I went though the very same thing he is right now.

"Like me" I answered firmly " I'm going to help you beat this J.D. I promise"

Aha and the plot thickens! We are nearing the end dear readers!