Chapter 9
When you think about what you might loose, You loose the thing that is most important to you.
I looked to see the picture of me when I was holding Bella when she was born and held it close to me.
There were agents all around.
"Clear!" I kept hearing from the other people in the hues.
"Clear!"
"Clear!"
"Clear!"
Peter came up to me.
"Come on, we're going back to the office to see what we can do."
I nodded and walked out.
I thought about the past few days.
How I had met her at the airport. The talk we had in the soft room and this morning, waking up to help her get dressed. Was that all I was going to with her. She was the only thing that I had left of Kate. If l lost her… If I lost her I would follow her to heaven.
I thought about a song that I had herd on the radio in the car a few days before with Peter. I thought about it and the line "There is no mercy just anger I find." I was angry. The tears came rolling down my face and I was so sad.
I looked at the picture and cried. A single tear fell on the bottom-right corner of the photo. I thought about her laugh. The way it sounded like wind chimes in a light spring breeze. Her eyes were so blue and they were so bright. I looked up to see a park that passed us by.
I saw all of the kids playing. Then I saw a father pick up his daughter and carry her as if she was flying. I wouldn't be able to do that with Bella! I cried harder.
Peter looked at me.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"No!" I snapped. "My girlfriend is dead, my daughter has been kidnapped and I never will be with her again. Well… If she doesn't make it, I will follow after her. "
Peter pulled over to the side and looked at me
"Listen to me, you are not going to kill yourself. We are going to find her and we will bring her home to you. Safely. Neal, I care about you and I don't want any thing bad to happen to you. I will do everything in my power to get her home to you safely! She is your daughter and I will make sure that she is okay!"
We drove to the office in silence.
I hope that you are enjoying this. The next chapter will be up soon.
The song is called A Dangerous Mind By Within Temptation. I will post the lyrics on my profile.
