Wow! Guys you are absolutely amazing! I am sick today so I decided to write you all a chapter!All of you answered my question and I hope you will answer my next one. When I was reading all of your reviews, I was grinning like a fool. My brother came in and was like, "Uh…What are you doing?". I replied with, "reading my fanfiction reviews!" Then I ran around the house. I get excited easily. Anyway enough with my rambling…..

Disclaimer: I don't own hush, hush or any of the characters.

Enjoy!

Patch's POV:

Chpt 3:

I took another swig of beer and looked over at Rixon. He was playing pool and he was obviously winning because of the smug grin he had on his face. I would usually be playing on his team, but I haven't been to Bo's in 4 years. These 4 years have been a roller coaster. Ever since I found out Nora was pregnant, I swore to myself that I would become a better person. I wouldn't drink, go to Bo's, gamble, and any other thing that I was doing wrong. Here I was breaking two of those promises. I was a horrible person. Why couldn't I have been the one who died? I should be the one dead and Nora should be alive. She would have been a far better parent than I was.

****Flashback****

I woke up to the sun in my face and Nora by my side. God! I love this girl, I thought. As if responding to my thoughts, she flipped over and on top of my and nuzzled her head in the crook of my neck. She started to wake up and nibbled my neck. She stretched her body and straddled me. She walked her fingers along my bare chest all the way up to my lips. My eyes widened at how provocative she was being. She laughed and laid on me again.

"Are you trying to get me to not go to work?" I grinned.

"mhmmmm, " she laughed.

"I love you. You know that I right".

"And I love you, " she bent down and kissed my lips. I moved my head up and kept kissing her. I sat up and struggled to get her top off. She moaned and pulled my hand away. I felt the hurt, but I knew she didn't want to go that far this morning. I still kissed her and I moved her below me. I was hovering above her and panting fast. She leaned up and wrapped her legs around my waist pulling me down. I groaned and tried so hard not to do so much more. I licked her bottom lip and started sucking on it. She tasted like fruit and I couldn't stop. My phone started ringing and I was quick to answer it. Nora pouted and was still tangled with me and the sheets as I answered it.

"Hello?"

"Patch?"

"Uh… yes that's me"

"Its Rixon. I have to tell you something important. The archangels were talking and I overheard them and they said-"

"Rix. Can't it wait till..uh I don't know…3 years. I have to go to work and Nora 's already not letting me."

"Fine, Patch, but don't say I didn't warn you".

I heard the reciver go blank and Rixon was gone.

"Who was it?" Nora asked with puppy dog eyes.

"It was just Rixon. I promised it was nothing you have to worry your little head about, Angel"

She smiled at her nickname, but then became suddenly serious. Her brown eyes were big and she looked at me as if she was scared.

"What is it, Angel?", I said with concern in my voice.

"I have to tell you something," she stated not looking at me. I tilted her chin so she would look at me.

"You can tell me anything," I said trying to look into her face for the answers. I promised her I wouldn't look into her mind anymore than I needed to. I cupped her face in my hands and forced her to look in my eyes.
"I'm…I'm…er…pregnant," she whispered quietly.

****end of flashback****

I would love to say I was one of those people who got so excited and ran and told everyone, but I ruined the moment, just like I always do. I stared at her and ran a hand through my hair, dumbfounded. I didn't know how this could have happened. I was horrible and now I wish I could have taken it all back. I left her for a month! A WHOLE MONTH! That would have been my one wish. To stop it all. To stop her from hurting , to help her through the pain I put her through. It was all because of me.

I leaned down onto my arms and breathed heavily through the pain. All I could feel was hurt and longing. Longing to change what I've done. Longing to have her back with me in my arms. I needed her close to me. That was the only way I could deal with the hurt and the pain. I couldn't erase my memories and I didn't want to. I had to get through and I had to do it with Nora in my heart.

As I took another swig of beer I felt a small tap on my shoulder. I ignored it at first because I just wanted to be alone. I figured this person would just go away and leave me alone.

"Go away," I mumbled.

"hmmmm.. well that's not a nice way to treat your girlfriend," I heard the girl say. She was mocking me and I knew that voice well. The archangels were tricking me again. That voice…. I've heard it before.

I slowly turned around and stared. It was her. All thoughts left my mind…

"Nora….,"

WOOT WOOT FOR CLIFFYS! Sorry guys I just was at a brain loss of what this chapter would look like. So its kinda short….sorry about that Sometimes I write long stuff and sometimes I write short stuff. Anywhoooo Please REVIEW! I will love you forever and it will help me feel better from my horrible sickness. Blehhhh I hate being sick!

Question of the Chapter:

What love song fits Nora and Patch's relationship?