Kurt sat gingerly on the edge of the bed, he was about to spend the night in Blaine's bed, sleeping beside him. His mind was spinning. He started unbuttoning his shirt not sure how many clothes he should leave on, when Blaine came back out of the bathroom dressed only in his boxers and a t-shirt. Kurt tried not to stare, he could feel himself getting a little warm. Blaine opened a drawer and pulled out a t-shirt and pyjama pants, "you can borrow these". "Thanks" Kurt muttered taking the clothes and going into the bathroom to change.
He changed slowly and washed his face. Folding his clothes and leaving them on a shelf next to some fresh towels. He opened the door and turned off the bathroom light.
The bedroom was now dark. Blaine has shut the blinds and was already in bed. Kurt walked over to the bed and slid in under the covers. Blaine was facing the wall so Kurt faced away from him keeping as much distance between them as possible. He lay there trying to fall asleep. After a while he could hear Blaine sniffing a little. He turned looking at him "Blaine, are you ok?" Blaine turned to face him "no" Kurt reached over and put his hand gently on his shoulder.
Both boys were just staring at each other. Kurt finally spoke "I broke up with Simon today" "oh" Blaine replied "why?" "It wasn't really working out you know, no chemistry I guess" Blaine nodded "same reason I broke up with Amy"
After another few minutes of silence Blaine spoke "Kurt, can I ask you a personal question?" "ah yeah I'm not sure there's anything about me you don't already know" Kurt laughed nervously. "Are you a virgin?" Kurt was glad the room was dark because right then he blushed bright red, "Blaine ...wh why do you want to know that?" "dunno, I was just wondering" "Are YOU as virgin?" Kurt threw back at him, Blaine laughed "hey I asked you first" Kurt sighed "fine Blaine, yes I am a virgin" "so, how far have you gone with a guy?" "Blaine" Kurt screeched out "what's with all the questions" "I dunno Kurt I was just wondering if you've ever had a blow job that's all" "Blaine, OH MY GOD I can't believe we are having this conversation, I don't think you're father would be too pleased with his darling son Blaine lying in bed with a gay guy discussing sex and blow jobs, under his roof!" "Fuck him Kurt, answer the question" Kurt rolled his eyes "No, I have never had a blow job from a guy, or given one" (Kurt clarified quickly) "oh" Blaine muttered.
Kurt piped up "So Blaine it's your turn to answer my qu" Blaine cut him off "Yes Kurt I am a virgin and no I've never had a blow job" he quickly blurted it out. "Oh" Kurt said a few notes higher than he planned "you sound surprised, did you assume I was screwing every girl I've dated since I was 13?" "well no, It's just I assumed you would have gone as far as a blow job at least" (Kurt couldn't believe they were actually having this conversation) Blaine laughed "well it nearly happened last night" Kurt sat up and faced Blaine, Blaine doing the same thing so they were now sitting cross legged on the bed facing each other, knees almost touching. "Crikey, tell me what happened" Kurt said.
So Blaine started to replay the story of what happened at Amy's house, the candle, the offer of sex, the little white and pink bedroom... Blaine was getting to the part of the story where he would need to either confess to Kurt why exactly he stopped Amy or tell Kurt a lie.
"So, she was finished unbuttoning my shirt and then she started to undo my jeans" Kurt put his hand over his mouth with a gasp "and then I, then I...I.. just didn't want to do it so I stopped her" Blaine hurried out the last few words of the story . "Whoah" Kurt said putting up his hand, "Blaine Anderson that is not what happened... you cannot lie to me, tell me what happened to make you stop her?" Blaine looked down at his hands and remembered what Jeremiah had said.
Your friendship is strong enough, what happens, happens. Go with it. Don't be afraid of your own emotions and desires
He finally spoke "ok, Kurt, I'll tell you but I need you to promise me you won't freak out, my parents are in the next room" "ok, I promise now tell me, did her parents walk in?" Blaine smiled "no, nothing like that. I stopped her because ... when she was doing that stuff to me I was..well...I was thinking about someone else" Kurt raised his eyebrows "oh, are you interested in someone else?" Blaine sighed "Kurt I was thinking about, I mean I was imagining that it was...well... you" Blaine said the last word in almost a whisper. Kurt thought he'd heard him but surely he had not said 'you', "what did you just say?" Kurt shook his head trying to clear his ears "I was thinking about YOU" Blaine said it louder this time.
Kurt just sat there with his mouth hanging open, Blaine was looking down carefully examining his fingers "Kurt I, I like you, I'm a bit confused right now, I know this sounds weird but I'm pretty sure I'm .. You know ..." He looked up at Kurt "I just know that when Amy was all over me last night I wanted it to be you"
Kurt just sat there, staring, mouth open. Blaine started to panic "Jesus Kurt say something, say anything, please" Kurt stammered "Blaine I..I..I..." Blaine thought what the hell, he leaned forward put his hand against Kurt's cheek and kissed him. Kurt's head was spinning, he must be dreaming right? This can't possibly be happening. He's sitting on Blaine's bed in the dark kissing him! Blaine pulled away realising Kurt wasn't kissing him back "oh god, Kurt, I'm so sorry I shouldn't have done that, forget it, I'm really sorry...shit..." he moved and got up off the bed quickly. Before Kurt could speak he was gone out the bedroom door. Kurt jumped up and ran after him down the stairs. Blaine was already at the bottom step when Kurt caught up with him, "Blaine wait" he grabbed Blaine's arm and spun him around, "I...I..." Kurt was lost for words he wasn't sure how to tell Blaine he felt the same way so instead he grabbed him by the shoulders and kissed him.
This time it was a proper kiss both boys moving closer, wrapping their arms around each other, lips moving, Blaine changed the angle and put his tongue into Kurt's mouth, Kurt gasped a little and pulled Blaine closer to him. It was heated and it was perfect.
Both boys were not sure how long they had been there kissing when they heard a creak of floorboards above them. They broke apart quickly and looked to the top of the staircase. Standing there in silence, staring at them were Mr and Mrs Anderson...