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Chapter 20: Porcelain

Kurt thought he would be grounded until he was at least thirty. Even though Burt had calmed down about the whole I-sneaked-off-to-go-see-the-boy-who-nearly-killed-me fiasco he was still mad at Kurt for lying to the school and to himself and going off that could have potentially hurt him.
Kurt wasn't sure how he felt about the whole thing. He just felt numb for a few days after.

Kurt went to school, dropped off by Burt or Carol (the trust in other's being able to drop him off had gone) and he was picked up straight after school, no more watching Warbler rehearsals. The Warbler's were relieved to see that Kurt was OK after the party and had heard all about his little adventure. Cameron had called him bad ass which made Kurt feel slightly uncomfortable.

He didn't want to be known as that kid and be associated with the ones who had made his life a living hell. He was to do his homework every night after school. He would have an hour on the internet to talk to Blaine and do whatever else. He was to do no online shopping and all electronics had to be turned off at 9:00 which meant that he had little time to talk to Blaine.

Every Thursday Burt would take him to see Caitlyn for his voice therapy. Kurt had decided that he wanted to do that alone, without Burt hovering protectively behind him. Ever since going Burt had been a hawk, watching Kurt's every move. Being an emotional teenager this pissed Kurt off. He knew that it was irrational for him to feel like this. His dad was looking out for him, protecting him but he felt like he was just being smothered. Like he had no alone time. When he wasn't with Burt he was with Blaine and if Blaine wasn't there then he was surrounded by the Warblers.

He felt as if he couldn't go to the bathroom by himself.
The nightmares were becoming less and less and Kurt was glad to see that at least something good had come from his visit to Karofsky, not that anybody else saw it that way. Kurt was on the edge of his tether and about to suggest they just implant a tracking device in him so they can know his whereabouts at all times.

With each week that passed Kurt grew more and more frustrated. He wasn't a child, he could handle himself. Just because someone nearly killed him didn't make him a porcelain doll. The only ones who weren't treating him differently were Santana, Brittany and Puck. Of course, Kurt wasn't mad at Blaine. Blaine had been incredible through the whole thing. Their relationship hadn't changed for which Kurt was thankful for. Blaine had been quite for a couple of days after and Kurt guessed that Blaine was hurt that he hadn't told him where he was off to.

Three weeks and Kurt was just about to lock himself in a tower away from the world so that he could never be hurt again.
His frustration became too much and it was Burt who took the brunt of it.
"Why are you in a mood?" Burt asked as they drove to Dalton.
"I'm in a mood because you are all treating me like a porcelain doll that could break at any second. Like the wind will knock me over and I'll smash," Kurt snapped. "Well I'm not and I'm tired of being seen that way."

Burt gave him a side glance before turning back to the road.
"Is this why you've been snippy about everything?" Burt asked. Kurt sighed tiredly and leant back against the seat.
"Yes," Kurt said quietly. "I know I screwed up going to Karofsky."
Burt's grip tightened on the wheel.
"But dad, it's never going to happen again. I have no desire to see him ever again or step foot in that...place again. I know I lied and broke your trust," Kurt continued. "But you all act as if I'm about to break down."

They sat in silence for a while, Kurt watching the tree's go by.
"We're worried you will," Burt said and Kurt snapped his head to him.
"What?" Kurt asked, stunned. He hadn't been expecting this.
"We are worried that you will break down. What you did Kurt," Burt shook his head. "That was a very emotional thing. I don't know how you were in the same room as him. Even Caitlyn was shocked that you went and saw him when I told her."

Kurt continued to stare, not believing what he was hearing.
"Blaine's been worried too but he seems to think you're doing OK," Burt continued. "He can't believe how much courage you have. While we were waiting for you to get back that day, he said he would never have been able to do it. We are all worried about how you handled it."

A lump formed in his throat but he cleared it away.
"Dad. On the way back I threw up because I felt so disgusted. I did cry that night," Kurt admitted quietly. "But you have to believe me when I say that I am OK. It's over and I want nothing to do with him anymore. If he ever tries to contact me again I'll ignore it. I've accepted and moved on from this and I want you to try and do the same thing. We can't let him hold us back."

"I'm proud of you Kurt," Burt said. "You know that right?"
"I know," Kurt said, smiling softly.
"You're still grounded for another week though," Burt said and Kurt chuckled.
"I deserve it," Kurt said. "I shouldn't have lied and I will never again."

Burt nodded. "Good."
They drove the rest of the way in silence. They pulled up and Kurt saw Blaine waiting for him patiently, a smile on his face.
"Dad?" Kurt asked before he got out of the car.
"Hmm?"
"Do you think...would it be alright if I visited mum?" Kurt asked in a quiet voice.

Burt stared at him for a moment.
"I just...I need to talk to her," Kurt said, fidgeting slightly. "I haven't seen her in months. Not since the incident."
"Yeah, you can go see her," Burt said.
"Can Blaine take me?" Kurt asked.

Burt thought about it for a minute.
"Yeah, he can. He brings you straight home afterwards though."
"I promise. Thanks dad," Kurt said. He squeezed his hand and then jumped out of the car and headed to Blaine. Burt smiled as he drove off, wondering how he managed to get such an amazing kid. It was all Elizabeth, Burt thought, all Elizabeth.

Blaine greeted Kurt with their usual morning kiss and smiled happily at Kurt.
"Hi. How are you doing this fine day?" Blaine asked teasingly and Kurt chuckled and rolled his eyes fondly.
"Not as frustrated. I talk to my dad on the way here. He told me how you've all been worried that I'm going to break down," Kurt said.
Blaine shifted sheepishly.
"Sorry. I just..I love you so much Kurt and I'm worried about you," Blaine said.
"I know," Kurt smiled and hugged Blaine. "But I'm not going to break down, I promise. I've dealt with it and moved on."

Blaine smiled.
"You amaze me," Blaine sighed happily and pulled Kurt in for another kiss.
"I actually have a favour to ask," Kurt said, once they pulled away.

Blaine looked at him confused.
"It been approved by dad so there's no need to worry," Kurt said. "And you don't have to if you don't feel comfortable."
"What do you want me to do?" Blaine asked, taking his hand.
"I was wondering if you would come with me to visit my mum?" Kurt asked quietly.

Blaine froze and swallowed.
"Your mum? You want me to meet your mum?' Blaine asked. Kurt nodded.
"She would have loved you," Kurt said quietly. "You don't have to if you don't want to. I understand, I just want you to meet her."
"I'd be honoured Kurt," Blaine breathed.

Kurt smiled brightly and hugged Blaine tightly.
The bell rang and the two hurried off to class. Blaine was nervous throughout the day but Kurt kept comforting him with his bright smiles and holding his hand. When the day ended to two of them headed to Blaine car and climbed in. Kurt gave directions and they drove, the radio playing softly in the back ground.

Blaine's nerves were getting stronger as they pulled into the Lima Cemetery.
"Are you OK?" Kurt asked softly, looking at Blaine worriedly.
"Sorry. I'm fine, just nervous. I've never lost anyone so I don't know what it's like and I don't want to screw this up for you," Blaine admitted.
Kurt took his hand and rubbed his softly.
"Blaine, you can't screw this up," Kurt said. "You don't have to come."

"I want to," Blaine said firmly and Kurt nodded.
"Then you'll be fine. I love you and you're not going to ruin anything, I promise," Kurt said firmly.
"Ok," Blaine said quietly. They got out of the car and Kurt linked his arm with Blaine and led him through the graveyard. They walked for a while before coming to a stop in front of a marble headstone.

Blaine read the inscription and felt his throat tighten with emotion.

Elizabeth Hummel
Wife, mother, daughter, angle
The music in our hearts

Kurt kneeled down by the grave stone and Blaine followed him. Kurt briefly touched the headstone before withdrawing and taking his hand in his.
"Hi mum," Kurt said softly. "I know it's been a while since I visited but I know you know that I was in hospital because I could...feel you there."

Blaine hand tightened in Kurt grip and Kurt rubbed his thumb over Blaine's skin.
"This is Blaine mum, my boyfriend and best friend," Kurt said and Blaine felt nervous again. "He wanted to meet you."
"Hi Mrs Hummel, it nice to meet you," Blaine said awkwardly and Kurt giggled softly.
"You can call her Elizabeth," Kurt said, smiling at him. His eyes held tears that were threatening to release at any moment.

Blaine wasn't sure how long they sat there. He listened to Kurt tell him mum about everything that had happened, Dalton, his new friends, classes, therapy and so much more.
"I'll come visit again soon mum," Kurt promised and touched the headstone again.
"Bye Elizabeth," Blaine said and helped Kurt to his feet.

They walked back hand in hand and slid into the car.
"Do you think I could visit with you again?" Blaine asked, suddenly shy.
"Of course. You don't have to ask," Kurt smiled. "You know, you're the first person I've ever taken to see her."

Blaine was overcome by emotion and a tear slipped out. Kurt wiped it away and kissed him gently on the lips.
"Let's go home," Kurt whispered. Blaine nodded and gave Kurt's hand a squeeze before starting the car and heading home.

Please review! I hope you enjoyed the chapter! So I'm kind of running out of ideas for this story so I think, sadly, that it will come to an end soon which is devastating because I have had so much fun writing this. I really think that chapter 21 will be the last one. OMG even I didn't think this would happen and so soon! All good things must come to an end though.