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Raven's Point of View
"So anywhere you want to go?" Dojo asked as we flew.
"Not really," I said in monotone.
"Then how about we just fly around and if you see somewhere you want to stop…" Dojo said.
I laid down on his back with my hands under my chin, "Sure," I said.
He handed me the Power Blocker, "Do you need this?" he asked.
I grabbed it and put it on and felt my powers slowly fade. I let my emotions go crazy. Sadness and Love were the strongest. I felt tears sliding down again, "It's always any girl, but me…" I said, "Melchior just used me… and now Beast Boy…"
"But you still love him right?" Dojo asked.
I sighed, "I don't know why," I said, "I don't even know why I like him. We're opposites."
"Opposites attract," Dojo said.
"I know…" I said sadly.
It was quiet after that. We were over Paris after a few minutes, but I didn't really want to stop there…City of Love after all. Dojo continued to fly and I moved my face so my cheek was on my hands. I mindlessly messed with the Power Blocker, but didn't remove it, "Feeling any better?" Dojo asked.
I shook my head, "Not really," I said, "If you need to get back to the Temple go ahead."
"No, I don't have anywhere to be," Dojo said.
We were over Egypt now and nothing really but sand so why even stop? I felt Love bring up images of Beast Boy, but Sadness just pushed them away. I felt Robin trying to figure out where I was, but I cut the connection not really wanting to be bothered right now. I sighed again, "Dojo, did Crystal always like Beast Boy?" I asked.
"Mmm, yeah, I think," Dojo said, "She was always close to him like she was afraid she was going to lose him."
"And she seemed jealous at the Tower…" I said sadly, "She's another Terra."
"I have a question," Dojo said, "What did we do to make Gar so mad at us?"
I was quiet, "You seriously don't know?" I asked moving to where I was sitting up.
"Uh…should we?" Dojo asked.
"All I'm going to say is that it has to do with Beast Boy's past and what you never realized," I said.
"Master Fung alert!" Dojo said.
I laughed lightly, "It's not for me to tell," I said, "Beast Boy trusted me with it, as well as the Titans. Wither he trusts you with the information is for him to decide."
"Can't you just tell me?" Dojo asked.
"No," I said.
"Fine," he said.
I laid back down with me cheek on my hands. I couldn't get the feeling of Crystal kissing Beast Boy out of my system. I shivered slightly. What I want to know is if he kissed her back. Of course he did. He may be mad at them, but if he loves her he'll forgive her…he did with Terra. I sighed again, "Why can't I just be more like the girls Beast Boy likes," I said, "I can't even show emotion without a Wu on my wrist and I'm just plain creepy."
"Now that's not true," Dojo said, "True you re darker than most girls, but that's called uniqueness not creepiness."
"Then why does he like peppy girls like Terra and Crystal?" I asked, "I just have to face facts. I'm never going to find the right guy for me…if there's even one out there. I've opened my heart twice and it's been stomped on and crumbled twice…well no more," I took the Power Blocker off, "From now on my heart is closed and Love is locked away."
"Isn't that bit much?" Dojo asked.
"No," I said in monotone.
"Raven," Dojo said landing in a field and turned small, "There are many characteristics of yourself that you're missing. You're different from most girls because you've been through more than they could ever imagine or want to go through. You lock yourself away from the world to protect others. Most girls your age wouldn't care what happened to the world as long as they were happy. You've opened yourself up once and got betrayed by that person. It's not because you opened up Raven, it's because you're inexperienced in this sort of thing. But you also opened up to friendship and look what it brought you…four best friends that would do anything to protect you," Dojo put the Power Blocker back on me, "Just because you have to wear this to show emotion doesn't make you weak it makes you stronger because it'll help you understand your emotions better and how to control them without this thing. Like a tricycle. The more you practice the more ready you'll be when you take it off the training wheels."
I smiled at the little green dragon, "Thanks for the speech Dojo," I said, "But I think I've had enough of Love for this lifetime."
Dojo sighed and went big again and I climbed on, "Let's just go back to the Temple," I said, "I'm a little tired from all the crying from before."
"Alright," Dojo said and took off.
I laid down on Dojo's back and slowly fell into deep sleep.
Beast Boy's Point of View
"I said go away Crystal!" I yelled for the tenth time.
"Nee! Ek wil weet hoekom jy kwaad vir my!Jy was nog nooit kwaad vir my voor!" Crystal yelled. (No! I want to know why you're mad at me! You were never mad at me before!)
I glared at her, but kept quiet, "Garfield!" she yelled and grabbed me by the arm and into a building, "Hoekom moet jy lief is Raven en nie ek nie!" (Why do you love Raven and not me!)
"I've already told you that!" I yelled, "About a million times now!"
"Why?" Crystal yelled.
I tried to break free of her hold, but she always had an iron grip, "Let go," I said angrily.
"No!" she yelled and kissed me again.
Caught off guard I just stood there for a few seconds before pushing her off, "Stop that!" I yelled wiping my lips again.
"No!" she yelled and went to kissed me again, but this time I grabbed her wrists and pinned her to the building.
"Listen here Crystal," I growled, "Whatever friendship was left between us is now gone. Do you understand? And if I hear about you taking anything out after this on Raven you are going to be kicked so hard by donkey you won't even have butt anymore."
Crystal looked shocked, "What happened to you?" she asked.
"A lot," I growled and let her go causing her to fall to the ground.
I walked away from her anger clearly on my face. Suddenly, Dojo flew down with Raven on his back fast asleep. I ran to them, "Where'd you go?" I asked.
"Uh…nowhere really," Dojo said, "She kind of felt Crystal kiss you."
I froze, "What!" I yelled.
"She apparently had a connection with you…" Dojo said.
I looked at the sleeping Raven, "Aw man," I said, "I think I just blew it."
"Huh?" Dojo said.
I grabbed Raven gently off Dojo and he turned back to his tiny self. I held Raven bridal style and close to me. I saw Dojo go a little wide eyed, but I ignored it and took Raven to her room. Raven didn't stir once. When I put her on her mat I saw the Power Blocker on her wrist. I slowly removed the Wu and placed it beside her head. I put some of her hair behind her ear and she moaned, but didn't wake up. I sighed and left the room and slid her 'door' closed before going to my room.
A/N That's this chapter hope you enjoyed. R&R.
