Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't updated this in a while, admittedly I kind of gave up on Twilight in general. But anyway now I'm back and ready to finish my stories!
Quick side note: My computer is currently broken. I am using my parents computer to update but I don't know If I will be able to update on schedule all the time so you are warned don't expect a good updating schedule as I do not have one.
Also just to let you know I prefer to rely on inspiration rather than outlines so even I don't know where this story is really going to go.
Disclaimer: I don't own the story just the plot.
Anyway enough of me talking here is the next chapter, hope you enjoy
( Bella's P.O.V)
As I drove home I couldn't stop thinking about Edward. Gosh he is so cute! When I got to my house I realized another car was in my spot so I had to park on the street. I wonder who's here I thought as I got out of my car. As I neared the house I heard Charlie call out to me "Bells is that you? Come over here and meet Billy and his son Jacob". I quickly dropped my backpack off at the stairs and walked into the kitchen.
As I walked in I saw two tanned skin men with black hair. They both smiled at me as I walked in. I tried to smile back as best I could. The older one who Charlie said was Billy had shorter black hair that fell to his shoulders. He had a few streaks of gray in his hair and a few smile lines. Other than that he looked just like the kid next to him who I realized was Jacob.
I briefly remember Billy from when I used to spend my summers in Forks. Charlie would always drive down to the reservation so that he could go fishing, I would play with Billy's younger son Jacob. This was when Jacob's mom was still alive, she would always let me help her bake cookies and help with dinner. She is one of the reasons I'm a decent cook today. She was like a 2nd mom to me and it hit me kind of hard when she died. After she was gone I decided I didn't like Forks so much anymore and since then haven't been. When we were little though Jacob and I were best friends, like partners in crime as his mom would always say; We would climb trees and run around playing cowboys and Indians I would always be the Cowboy of course. They were really fun and simple times. I miss them.
Billy smiled at me " Hi Bella. You've grown up into a fine young woman" he was wearing a blue dress shirt with a pair of dark blue jeans with brown cowboy boots. "Hey Billy, nice to see you again" I replied with my try at a smile. He gave me a nod so I turned my attention to Jacob. His hair was long, probably down to his mid back, he was wearing a Bob Marley shirt and a pair of black basket ball shorts. "Bella!" he yelled as he gave me a bear hug. "Um, Jake…can't breathe""Oh. Sorry" he said as he sat me down. Usually I would be embarrassed and awkward if someone tried to hug me. But Jacob and I were still close; we always talked on the phone and would go on webcam as well as text. He knew that something bad happened to me but I never told him what it was. I promised him I would when I moved back though.
I didn't realize when he was sitting but as he sat me down I realized he was fucking huge. He was at least 6'2 and was all muscle. "Wow Jake you've really grew" I said shocked, I knew he was tall and that he worked out but things are different on a screen as compared to in real life. He grinned at me "Yeah I know" Then he turned to Charlie who currently took Jake's seat to talk to Billy. Charlie was wearing a plaid flannel button down with a pair of jeans, it was a nice change compared to that awful uniform he wore every day.
"Um Charlie can Bella and I walk around for a bit" Jacob asked looking down at my father who glanced at us with a shrug and a nod, apparently the conversation he was having with Billy was too important to interrupt. Jacob smiled and led me out of the house.
"So I'm Bella. I have to ask you something but you got to promise not to get me in trouble" I just nodded at him. He took a deep breath then squared his shoulders. "Okay, um want to smoke?""Smoke what?" I blurred out like an idiot. Smooth move Bella. I of course should have realized Jake was talking about weed. He started smoking at 14 and since then has never stopped. Billy knew about it but it didn't bother him, in fact sometimes they would smoke together. They called it bonding. Jake told me once that my dad smokes with them too but I never believed him, I didn't think my dad would smoke if he was a cop.
He just looked at me before going into his car, after a moment he came back with a rolled up joint."This" he said excitedly. My eyes scanned the joint hungrily. And I subconsciously licked my lips. Jacob chuckled "Guess so" We walked down into the forest a little before we started to smoke the joint. As I took my first hit my eyes rolled in the back of my head I couldn't help but sigh. Jake laughed at me before taking a hit of his own. Downing it like a pro without so much as a cough. I let the smoke come out from my lungs and watched it travel through the air.
"So still don't believe your dad smokes?" he asked smiling at me. I laughed " No, and nothing you say will change that" Jake grinned " Okay" the way he said it got me suspicious and I wondered what he was up too. Before we both knew it we were finished with the joint and high as kites. When we got in the house I was glad to see Chinese and quickly put loads of food on my plate. Jake did the same.
As we were eating Charlie asked us how our walk went. Jacob smiled at me before replying " Oh we didn't do much walking, we smoked a joint out in the forest" I choked on my food causing everyone to look at me. Quickly I grabbed my water and forced the food down. "You okay Bells?" my dad asked. I nodded but couldn't speak. I can't believe what Jake just said, I'm going to kill him! " So yeah as I was saying Charlie, we got some really good stuff on the rez so I brought a few joints and me and Bella did one. Charlie looked at me " You smoke?" I kept my head down and mumbled a quick "Yea" before Charlie and Billy started laughing. I glanced up to see Charlie handing Billy 20 bucks. I looked at them curiously. " I bet your dad that you smoked, he said you didn't" I looked at them weirdly " Arnt you going to lecture me or something?" I asked not wanting to hear the answer but trying to understand what was going on.
Charlie laughed "No Bella. Now you're a smart girl and I know you know that drugs are bad. But honestly, weed is fine, I smoke all the time with Billy and Jake" I looked at him like he grew two heads. "What?" I said causing everyone to laugh. Jacob nudged me in the ribs "Told you"Soon all the food on our plates were gone. After my 3rd helping (Jakes 6th) I finally felt full.
Afterwards we all sat in the living room smoking the rest of the joints Jake brought, at first it was awkward smoking with my father but soon the pot kicked in and we were all laughing and having a good time. Once everyone started to sober up Charlie and Billy got some beers and started watching the game on Tv and Jake and I went upstairs to chill. We both lay on the bed and listened to my stoned playlist on my I-pod from my docking station.
"Wow Bella I never knew you were so chill" Jacob said as he continued to stare at my ceiling. My eyes were closed as I said "Likewise". I heard Jake laugh before turning on his side to face me. I reluctantly opened my eye to look at him. His eyes were glazed and he had a huge grin on his face. I laughed "Jake you look retarded" He just grinned more and continued to stare at me."You should come to my place and chill we can go on the beach and smoke some herb then go cliff diving""Sure" I said excitedly. I really liked to chill with Jake. He took my mind of the pain for a while. Just like Edward did. He will never like you Bella. You don't deserve to be happy. You deserve shit! A voice in my head reminded me. I forced myself to ignore it as I focused on Jake and what he was telling me. As the last verse of Collie Man by Slightly Stoopid came on we heard Billy yell for Jake to come down because it was time to go.
Jake sighed and got to his feet before pulling me in for a hug " I know something bad happened to you, and you don't need to tell me about it right now but I just want you to know that I'm always here and that I'm going to make sure that your happy. So, here's a little homecoming gift" he said with a smirk as he put something into my hand. When I opened it I saw at least a gram of good bud and put it away.
(Edwards P.O.V)
As I looked into the bag a wave of sickness overcame me and I quickly threw the bag aside to rush to the bathroom. After vomiting and rinsing my mouth I went back to my room to find Alice sitting on my bed. The bag clutched to her chest. Edward!" she scream "What are you doing with this?" She let the bag fall from her hand in disgust. I watched as a few razors and other sharp objects fell from the bag. I looked away when I began to feel sick again.
"Are you self harming Edward? Do you need help?" she asked looking at me with scared tearful eyes. I shook my head. "It's not mine Alice" She nodded then closed her eyes "I thought that since what happened with Tanya maybe you-" "I don't want to talk about that!" I yelled, quickly my anger vanished and I sighed " Sorry Alice" She nodded again before asking "Who?""It's Bella's Bella Swans" my voice straining with some sort of emotion as I said it. Alice paled. "What should we do? And how do you know?"I'll talk to her about it so don't say anything" I quickly added "I know it's hers because she started screaming in bio, I guess she fell asleep and she ran out. I grabbed our bags but dropped hers in the hallway as I put everything back in the bag I saw it. I pointed to the bag which now lay on the floor "And well I got curious" I finished."Are you sure you can handle this Edward" She asked after a moment."I have to Alice. I already failed someone I can't, no I won't do it again" Alice nodded and left the room.I quickly locked the door and put everything back in the bag. Then I left my head fall into my hands as I thought things through.
Okay so just to let anyone know Billy is not in a wheel chair. He can walk. I know this is a bit angsty right now but it will get better. They are going to help each other with their problems and their past is going to be revealed soon. And did anyone else love the stoner Charlie? Because I totally do haha. I decided well why not I mean I already made Jacob a stoner so why not Billy and if Billy does it Charlie should too!