I do not own the copyright for this, I do not have permission this is for non-profit function so yeah leave it be. August 22, 2011.

The New Sensation

Dream 2/3 – Counselling

Dr. E. Tibbell had awakening in a like the one he had at his office. It was like he was awake but Dr. Tibbell was confused, he remembered going home from his office and getting into bed and dozing off. Yet he seemed lucid, quite awake and aware of his surroundings, although it seemed a little dreamlike as he saw the background of his surroundings were black and had no substance. It wasn't till he noticed this that his office came into view, a gentle blue wall with hard wood siding, and custom made black marble flooring.

The room was just filled with the furniture and bare surroundings at first, like his two seat imitation brown leather couch and two longue chairs of a blue colored fabric to the left and right of his chair. Then the little details like the clock his little knickknacks and particular décor came into reality. Dr. Tibbell was confused, everything that happened made the entire surrounding seem like a dream, but he never been so aware even during a light sleep before, it's as if he never went to bed. A haunting chill went up his spine as the intercom above his door went off with a loud bell like chime. Then in a crackling moaning voice the intercom said, "Dr. Tibbell your nine o' clock is here".

That voice wasn't the sound of Dr. Tibbell's secretary he was sure of that, and he didn't open his office till ten in the morning. Although a sudden light went off in his head as he realized that he went to bed a little before nine. The door swung open and inside came a lizard like being dressed in a knee cut pair of beaten up blue jeans. This was mortifying to Dr. Tibbell but he was a little confused as the lizard paused at the door, then looking back I heard a sharp growl from the lizard creature.

Then an argument between the lizards daunting voice and a somewhat booming deep voice behind it, "come on Freddy you promised me, I stopped transforming now get your butt in here".

The response was a particular nasty rebuke, "you blackmailed me into this, we don't have a problem, and I am not the one with the problem. SO PISS OFF"!

The voices although unnatural and the sight of the lizard creature both repulsed and frightened Dr. Tibbell the contexts of their words seemed to suggest that one of them is trying to take them to marriage counselling. Dr. Tibbell recognized this from his patients at his office; he was a marriage councillor and had many when one partner or spouse would refuse to even enter the office. The idea of them admitting that there is a problem with both himself or herself and his or her significant other; it's always best to let them work out this step between the two of them. If Dr. Tibbell got involved it would show a bias to the other and that would make the process more difficult.

Although as the lizard and the unseen owner of that creepy voice from Dr. Tibbell's point argued he wondered why is he considering them to be a marriage counselling couple? True the surroundings seem to lead to that affect but all in all the whole scene was horrific and surreal. Finally the lizard managed to convince the other to come inside, who seemed a bit more horrific in appearance when compared to the lizard. He looked human but it seemed his skin was burned off leaving a bloody fleshless complexion, he wore an odd outfit, a Christmas sweater, a fedora, and on his right hand he wore a glove with razors at the end of his fingers.

The appearance was of course terrifying for Dr. Tibbell but the situation that the two horrid figures were in made them less threatening. The lizard and the burnt man argued before the lizard drew the others attention to Dr. Tibbell. Giving a hand gesture the burn one leaned forward and his gloved hand stretched out. It was quick but it stretching out was frightening for Dr. Tibbell and the pain made him worry for death as the blade entered his year. He felt head splitting pain until he felt it leave his ear suddenly and he touched his ear and felt nothing, but he remembered things of both John's and Freddy's past. From their childhood up till the time they both decided two days ago to go to a relationship councillor.

Dr. Tibbell looked at both Freddy and John and said in a very monotone voice "why me"?

John leaning forward and saying quite honestly "because a couple we killed recently recommended some relationship councillors and we didn't like the other two so we are trying you out and see if you can help us out".

Dr. Tibbell nodded remembering what they did to those other doctors in the memories Freddy left in his head swallowing hard he tried to get into the professionalism of his craft hoping for survival, "and what problem is that exactly"?

Freddy said out in a harsh hissing tone, "Because this bitch turned me into a fucking fag"!

John whipped his tail towards Freddy's head but Freddy ducked out of the way before it hit him, "Freddy you promised me you'd try with me, I love you".

Freddy got up and slashed his glove at his seat and continued making its fabric with each slash as he went into a revealing rant. "I am tired with this life John. I thought I loved you but fuck look at me, I have a half sewed up just between my balls and my asshole. We have a kid that I can't even fucking do what I want with…"!

John interrupted Freddy "I don't want him to be a killer"!

Freddy snapped back at the interrupted, "He should be! He is my son! Before I met you I would kill for no reason but pleasure. I got pleasure from it damn it! Now it's killing people who you want to kill, no more raping and gutting out girls, no more fucking over random kids now its pedophiles and kid killers and other people who make this world worth living in, I was a pedophile myself you know! I used to take them behind the furnaces and fuck them till they died in my hands and then I gutted them out for fun! But you ruined that! You're ruining me, you making me into something I am not! I look at my gloved hand and…" (Freddy paused looking at his reflection in the razors on his gloved hand) "…I just don't want to be what I am not. I used to be a sadistic killer, now I am just some shallow flake. Ever since I met you I haven't been doing nothing right and when I do something that barely resembles my past I just, fuck up".

Freddy had stopped and was looking out into open space, the words he just spoke were his own and hard to deal with, John gripped his seat cushions and waited for Freddy to finish before he said his peace. "Freddy", John wasn't sure what to say but he cleared his throat and responded, "I haven't been the best thing for you I admit at times. But does that matter you love me don't you"?

A few silent moments passed then Freddy responded.

"I don't believe I do, I was addicted to something about you but now it seems to have run its course" Freddy didn't bother turning around as he said those words.

"Fuck you Freddy"! John said those words harshly, "I am not taking that kind of bullshit remember I'll fuck you up and you can't control me like you used to".

Freddy laughed and said dizzyingly, "when did I ever control you! Your make me crazy in love one moment, in pain of either you fucking me or when I am ecstasy and I haven't had a good killing in years. Or a decent fuck, fuck I have become such a fag and I can't put up with it".

John was about to attack Freddy when Dr. Tibbell interjected, "Hold please". Both Freddy and John stopped and looked at Tibbell as he was ready to give his evaluation of what he witnessed with both his new 'clients'.

"Alright after receiving your memories and witnessing your feelings here I am able to give an evaluation and recommendation for you two".

Freddy or John didn't bother to sit down as they both made up their minds as what they wanted to do regardless of what Tibbell recommended.

"My recommendation" Tibbell began, "is for a brief separation. I say this because I think Freddy rushed into this relationship due to deep seeded hatred for women due to a number of factors but namely his lack of a motherly guardian or any female role-models. Thus creating in him a sort of kinship with the male role that makes him want to kill women in a sexual manner to satisfy his need for a mother he never got. I also noticed even though he killed men with women he treated them as a way of sustaining his need for souls, pleasure from killing, or just honestly because he resented the beatings his step father gave him. Now what John did for you Freddy is gave you that motherly affection in which Sigmund Freud would declare as your way of having sex with your mother like all males wanted. I don't think that literally but considering your drama and your sexual history your translation of having love for your mother in a sexual manner isn't far off. Since John is both male not your primary hated gender and showed a motherly love for you, your subconscious took to it as it lacked that motherly attention. Now however you are noticing that John has changed, becoming more dominant in the relationship by giving you a vagina he in a way castrated you and by taking a more demonic form became more of a masculine father figure. Freud believed that boys feared their fathers would castrate them thus creating rivalry and in this situation even though Freud work is conjecture I think due to Freddy's mental instability he does show that train of thought. Thus creating now a realization since John has lost his feminine image that Freddy once adored completely that John is generally a selfish, shallow, and if I may say a completely nonsensical person. I would suggest a complete dissolve of the relationship due on those factors but since a child is involved in the relationship and as a councillor I have to present factors to keep the relationship going until I find there is no chance for any sort of reconciliation. So I am going to suggest a two year separation in that times merely explore your options, think about yourselves, and find possible alternatives. Then after that time apart we will meet back here and discuss whether or not you two are meant for one another.

John looked at Freddy, Freddy looked at John. John gave Freddy a sad smile and said, "Told you he was good". Freddy nodded and said "yeah I suppose that is the best we can do right now". Freddy and John talked to one another in quite whispers then Freddy left the room.

John then said to Dr. Tibbell "alright see you in two years". His expression was sad and completely hear broken though as Dr. Tibbell's vision faded into blackness. Then he awoke.

…to be continued.

Authors Note: "I hope none of you are taking everything before this seriously".