And that's how we carried on, all weekend. Well, until Billy came home.

And needless to say I was feeling a little bit rough every time I moved. Well, wouldn't you?

But anyway! Jacob had brought me breakfast in bed, after our first night together. It was so romantic, expect for the fact I couldn't eat it.

But it got eat, by Jacob instead.

So come Sunday morning when Billy came home from fishing, Jacob had to go out on patrol, and I had to go home so I could eat something.

Jake couldn't drop me home, but Seth was going to see Ness so I got a ride with him.

I burst through the front door, calling for Esme, and ran for the kitchen.

"You don't need to shout Hunny, I can hear you"

"Yea, sorry" I said in a rush. "Can you make me something to eat please, im starving!"

"What. Didn't Jacob feed you?" she laughed.

"Yea, I just couldn't eat anything" I plonked myself down on the stool at the table.

Jasper looked at me over his paper.

"Mornin' Kate" he drawled

"Morning jazz" I smiled.

Then everyone else filed into the kitchen, and sat at the table.

Emily, Embry, Seth, Ness and Bella.

"We've been thinking of baby names" Emily announced looking at me.

"Oh yea?" I raised my eyebrows at her.

"Yep. If it's a boy… I like the name Riley"

Everyone stopped.

Emily looked at them all. "What's wrong with that name?"

"Well, considering it was the name of a vampire that tried to kill Bella. Im not sure it's too popular with everyone" Esme cleared it up.

Tried to kill Bella? Really? AMAZING!

"Oh I really like that name Em!" I smiled widely "Don't let that stop you from naming it Riley. You've always liked that name."

"Yea I have" she looked sideways at Embry, who sighed.

"If you like it hun, Its fine with me"

"Great" I smiled.

"You not hungry anymore?" jasper questioned me as I pushed my breakfast around my plate.

"Im still hungry… I just can't eat it." What the hell was wrong with me? I was starving, yet I couldn't eat anything?

Jasper watched me intensely.

"Leave it, if you don't want it" Esme pulled the plate away from me.

I nearly fell off my stool when I heard a howling noise coming from outside.

"Oh my god! What was that!" I screeched as I threw myself off my stool.

"It's ok" jasper chuckled. "It's just Jacob."

"Jacob? What? Is he hurt?"

"No, he's just calling you"

Jacob was calling me? Then I realised, I was finally going to see him as a wolf.

I practically flew down the stairs and out the back.

I stopped just short of the grass, when I saw what was in front of me. This wasn't a wolf, it was a horse! It was huge. But it was clearly a wolf.

I stepped back a bit, im sure my mouth was hanging open. Then the wolf made a kind of whining noise, almost like a begging sort of sound. And then it got down on its stomach.

Was it Jacob? How could I tell?

Oh suck it up Kate, Jesus!

I inched towards the wolf, and then I could see by its eyes – Jacobs's eyes. It was Jacob. Then it – no it wasn't an it – it was Jacob.

Then Jacob slowly stood up as a got closer to him. He was so tall!

He was a beautiful wolf. He had lovely russet brown fur. I was finally close enough to him, for me to reach out and touch him.

So I did. When I reached out to Jacob a rumbling sound came from him, and I snapped my hand back. Then he just stepped forward and nudged his head into my stomach.

And then I slowly ran my fingers through his fur.

"Jake?" why I asked I don't know. I knew it was him.

Then there was another rumbling sound. And this time I laughed.

"Awww who's a pretty boy then?" I joked as I stroked behind his ears.

Then he licked my face and I laughed even harder.

We stood like this for a while. Until someone! Just had to interrupt.

Of course when I turned around it was Bella.

"Hey Jake" she said quietly. And I just couldn't help it, I wrapped arm arms fully around his neck, and buried my face him his fur. He smelled amazing.

"My Jake" I mumbled into his neck. And then he let out another one of those rumbles.

Then I pulled back, kissed him on the nose giggling and walked away.

I just made it into the house when Bella caught up with me.

"Kate, can we talk?"

I didn't bother turning around.

"What about?" my voice was like ice.

"I don't know what I've done to upset you so much?"

Oh how about breaking my soul maters heart! That wouldn't cut it. So I just said nothing.

"Kate?" she came and stood in front of me. I just breathed deeply. In through the nose, out through the mouth. "Can I talk to you about Jacob?" In through the nose, out through the mouth kate!

"What do you want to talk about him for?" I didn't pretend to hide my annoyance.
"You do know that me and Jacob were a long time ago, and even then there wasn't a 'Me and Jacob'" she stepped a bit closer to me. "I know I hurt him Kate. But imagine how much worse it would have been if I decided to be with Jacob and not Edward."

I had to supress a hiss.

"Can you imagine it Kate?"

Yes, all too well!

"Jacob was meant for you, not me. That's why I could never love him enough. I loved Edward because Edward was made for me. And you're the only one who can love Jacob enough."

What did she want me to say?

Did she want me to admit that I was permanently scared that Jacob would leave me and run back to her? Is that what she wanted to hear? Well it wasn't happening.

"Yea, your right" was all I could manage.

She smiled at me. "So, can we be friends?"

"Mmmm" was all I said, then I went to my room.

I spent all day in my room; going over everything in my head, marvelling about Jacob, remembering our weekend, being hungry.

And then Jacob came in, topless too.

"What's the matter babe?" he asked me as he threw himself down on the bed next to me.

"I just missed you" I mumbled as I snuggled up against his side.

"N'awww babe" he pulled me closer to him and kissed my cheek. "I missed you too"

We stayed like that for ages, I really had missed being in his arms.

"Jake?" I mumbled against his chest.

"Mmmm?" he was half asleep.

"Do you love me more than you loved Bella?" I squeezed my eyes shut tight.

That was it. He wasn't half asleep anymore. He flipped me over so I was underneath him. I still didn't open my eyes.

"Kate…" he touched my cheek "Look at me"

I did.

He did his Jacob sigh, and his eyes just bore into mine.

"What I felt for Bella, felt. Was just childish love, we were best friends and that's all there was too it. Even though I couldn't see it at the time, that's all it was. And it doesn't even scratch the surface of what I feel for you. Do you hear? It doesn't even come close. We were never meant to be more than friends, because I was always meant for you. I was born to love you."

How could I argue with that?

"So you won't leave me?"

"Oh Kate" he rolled on his back pulling him with me, so I was laying on top of him with my face in the crook of his neck. "I could never, ever leave you. I love you so much. You have to understand."

"I do" I pulled back to look at him. "Im sorry for questioning you, I- I just love you so much."

"I love you more" he rubbed his nose against mine. "And I want to marry you, and only you Kate."

"Do we get to have lots of baby's and live in a big house?" I giggled

"Oh" he rolled me back over "We can have thousands of baby's! And the biggest house I can buy." He grinned devilishly

"Do we get to have one of those ugly family cars?" I rubbed his nose with mine.

"The ugliest" his voice lowered.

"And will we get to have a pet dog?" I battered by eyelashes.

"Baby! You can have a pet giraffe if you want one"

my laughed dissolved as he hungrily kissed my lips.

I hope you all enjoyed that. Do I get some reviews now? I've missed them.
Now, I've finally planned how my story is going to end. And im really excited to write it!
I just need to slap myself to stop me from rushing it.
Thank you again, Katie xx