Holiday! That's what we were doing, we were all on holiday. I made sense of it, where we were I don't know but It was hot and sunny and quite dusty with big fields of flowers… maybe crops? Must be somewhere in the south.

And now we were walking towards… a bus? A big yellow school bus. My brain didn't even question it - we all just got on it, and Emmett was there along with everyone else who I didn't register, he was leaning over the back of his seat in front of me grinning about something.

The scene changed again, and we were all in this big house with wood everywhere – not stacks of wood laying around, just like wood panelling on the walls and a big wooden stair case.

Why were we on holiday in a boarding house? There were people everywhere, coming and going from room to room. Again my brain just went along with it.

I was upstairs in the next instant, standing in a bedroom with a big white bed in the middle of the room and Jacob was lying on the bed eating something.

Then there was a girl in the room, leaning by the chest of draws that had suddenly appeared. My brain registered her as Emma Roberts the actress although I couldn't make out her features clearly.

She was flirting with Jacob.

"Remember our first time?" she giggled

"Yes, of course I do" Jacob's husky voice answered her.

My blood was boiling. They were talking about their first time, together! And I was standing in our bed room watching.

Then I looked at her, and she was pregnant!

"This is your baby" he silky voice said to Jacob.

I wanted to die. "You got her pregnant!" my brain told me that I said these words. Jacob looked at me coldly.

"Yea, what's wrong with that?" my heart squeezed.

"Get her to leave, we need to talk about our baby" she demanded.

And the white door was slammed in my face.

My eyes snapped open, and I realised I had been dreaming, that's why nothing made sense -but my heart was in my throat and my panic was real.

I turned my head to the right and found Jacob wide awake staring at me.

"What?" I asked him, still trying me separate the dream from reality.

"Your heart was beating like a train, and I could feel your panic while you were sleeping. What were you dreaming about?"

I sighed heavily, and rolled onto my side to face Jacob "Nothing, I just had a bad dream that's all" I snuggled in closer to him, and he wrapped his arms around me.

"It's ok, im here" he soothed. "Want to tell me what happened?"

"Not really" I don't like talking about my dreams. Especially dreams where my boyfriend was going to be a father to someone else's baby.

"Go to sleep then babe" he kissed me gently.

I better tell you what's happened, Emily had her baby – a boy after all - and she went ahead and called him Riley. Riley Call.

She gave birth to him about 3 months ago, and he was a whopper – 8lb.9 Glad it was her and not me.

She went into labour in the house; Me, Jacob, Emmet and Embry were the only ones in at the time.

She was screaming and yelling at the top of her lungs after about 3 hours after her first contraction, and I don't think it helped when Emmett dug out a video camera and I was jumping up and down on the sofa filming it shouting "let's turn this into paranormal activity 3!" with Emmett flicking the lights on and off.

Jacob laughed but Emily screamed at me calling me an insensitive bitch.

Then Embry grabbed the camera off me and threw it at the wall, smashing it to bits. Then that pissed Jacob off and it turned into the Jerry Springer show for about half an hour.

We eventually got her to the hospital and Emily refused to let me in the room with her, but also refused to let me leave the hospital.
So I had to sit in the waiting room with Jacob, Emmett and the rest of the pack.

Seriously the whole pack!

It was really uncomfortable being the only girl surrounded by all those guys, they kept asking me questions about birth and baby's that I didn't know the answer too, until Jacob told them to shut up.

We sat there for 4 hours. 4 hours of hell.

Then once we all saw the baby; oo'ed and aww'ed we were all finally allowed to leave. And I swore id never be going back.

And then Emily and Embry came home with the baby. And that was the end of any peace and quiet I ever got.

The baby cried constantly: it cried in the day, it cried in the night, it cried when they left it alone, it cried when they held it, it cried when it shit itself, it cried when it hadn't and it cried when it wanted to be fed. Then it only stopped crying long enough to guts down its milk. Then it started again.

I was on the brink.

Countless times me and Ness escaped down to La Push. I was knocking on Jacob's door at the early hours of the morning. And she was knocking on Seth's.

See, even the boys had stopped spending the nights with us it was so terrible.

So in the end, we gave up and I practically moved in with Jacob. Well I moved myself in, not my stuff. I usually went home in the day – but not for long.

Billy couldn't care less, because he was hardly home himself.

And Jacob loved me being in his house, so he didn't have to be around vampires all the time.

I think he just got a thrill out of my being in his territory – what with him being half wolf and all that.

We even bought a new bed and everything, because he still had a single bed from when he was younger. And oh my god it squeaked.

So we went out, hand in hand shopping for our first bed together.

We had to move things around in his room, to squash the bed in, but we managed to fit it in. But you have to turn sideways to walk around the room.

But it didn't squeak. And we could both fit in the bed.

Oh! And as for me and my hunting, everything was ok as long as I hunt at least every 2 weeks. Otherwise I start to get a bit tetchy around humans.

Emily doesn't seem bothered by blood, not even now after she's had the baby.

So it's just me.

And as for having to explain why I didn't come back after I went off to get a bandage at the party, I just said that I had a problem with blood. Well I wasn't really lying.

Then they asked me why I didn't come back once everything was cleaned up, so I just told them the truth that I got distracted with Jacob.

I just didn't tell them it was in the middle of the forest.

And then my world got that little bit weirder, when Emily went down Emily Uley's with the baby one day and Leah happened to be there.

It wasn't an easy pill to swallow I can tell you.

"Why is she staring at my baby like that?" Emily demanded when Leah wouldn't stop looking at Riley.

I was a bit freaked out too. And we all looked to our boyfriends for answers.

"Well!" Emily was furious.

And when Leah asked to hold Riley for the 100th time Emily lost it completely.

Embry explained to Emily about imprinting and how they can imprint on a baby, but that it wasn't the same as imprinting on an adult.

That they just wanted to take care of their imprint and protect them, and then eventually they would love each other as lovers when the baby grew up.

Quill and Claire walked into Emily's house not long after the convocation had finished and we could all see for our self how it worked.

They also told us that Seth had imprinted on Renesmee when she was born.

But of course Emily wasn't having any of it, and refused to let Leah anywhere near Riley for at least a month.

But she finally came round in the end.

So anyway, I was currently sleeping down Jacobs and it was very soothing having him all around me; his clothes, his things, his scent, It helped me get back to sleep much more easily than I would have if I'd been at home.

And with everything that's happened in the last 3 months no wonder why I was having wacky dreams about people getting pregnant by my boyfriend.

My boyfriend. I kissed his lips gently and watched him sleep. Then I hooked my leg over his and pressed myself to him as close as I could.

Next chapter is a biggie.
I hope you all aint abandoned me
Please tell me what you think – I know im a nag.
Katie xx