Research
A.N) So another Chapter as I promised turns out I have one day in between each camp I'm supposed to leave tonight again and I just got back 3 hours ago my dad came up for a visit anyways...
"Clary that ridculous," I looked away, "fine if you believe so we can research it."
"Thank you sexy I owe you one,"
"And don't you forget that!" I kissed him on the cheek as we hopped into a cab.
We arrived back at the Instatute Jace was teasing me about being possesed. We had been reasearching for days on end I had spent every minute on it while Jace "researched". I was walking to the Library Jace following mumbling something most of what I caught was swearing and how he hated researching. I laughed and he smiled,
"Maybe we could do something a little more fun," Jace was running his fingers lightly up and down my arm giving me slight shivers, "hmm?" I shook my head spending almost everynight in Jaces bed had gotten to him I wouldn't even let him kiss me when we were both in bed. He didn't listen but I got mad when he tried to lift my shirt up and that was the end of that.
"Hm?" I asked inturupting him,
"Nevermind," I smiled kissing him sweetly on the lips he was still pouting,
"I'm gonna research help me?"
"You still owe me a lot of your time for spending every day in the god damn library for noth-"
"Ok I'll take that as a yes," I grabbed his arm dragging him in throught the double doors I grabbed the book I had been reading yesterday and Jace grabbed three,
"I think I've read this one three times already," I heard him mumble. I finished that book grabbing another I got half way through before I noticed Jace was still on first,
"Jace!"
"What?" he replied lazily his voice filled with bordom,
"Your suppost to be helping me research!"
"I am I'm researching something more important,"
"And what is that?"
"You!" I smiled and he grinned, "told you." I looked back down at the book my eyes on the brime of filling with tears,
"I won't be around much longer if we don't figure this out," my voice was hoarse but I could tell he heard me when his eyes jumped from the book to look at me,
"Clary?" I looked over at him blinking back the tears I smiled,
"Lets get back to work," he stared at me awhile longer before looking down at his book but he always looked back up every minute or so. I got the prickly feeling inside my head at first it hurt a lot and I went to the bathroom covering my mouth while I screamed so Jace wouldn't see or know, but now I'm used to it and I can sit through it with a wince when he takes over. I know its a boy couse everytime Jace kisses me when I'm possesed I'm back in control. I held my control until Jace looked away and then I was locked in my box again. Researching me are you! Good luck I'm not in your god damn books I never will be Clarissa. I see you have Angel Boy all under your thumb researching for you how pathetic. I knew that voice in my head I hadn't recognized it Angel Boy he was talking bout Jace only. Damn I knew who it was or I thought I knew. Why don't we have some fun, "Jace I'm kinda bored wanna do something fun?" I heard my voice say Jace perked up how could he still think this was me,
"Course lets go!" My body got up kissing Jace but my control was still gone I freaked this is not happening, Stop! I yelled STOP! I had no control as Jace pinned my body to the wall kissing me. I could barely feel Jaces lips go up my neck I didn't let the moan out. I didn't bite his lips I was trapped. Lets see how far our Angel Boy will go before he notices shall we little sis. Jonathon it was Jonathon. I watched as Jonathon controlled my arms to take of Jaces shirt. I tried to shut my eyes but I couldn't trapped in my head I saw everything felt every thought and all I could think of is this should be me. It was my body but it wasn't me inside. I was trapped inside to do nothing and I then I felt a tear go down my cheek I was ready to give up. He had won. I felt myself dissapear a little more each second as Jace continued to kiss me. I felt one thought go through my head over and over he doesn't know he doesn't know. He doesn't need to know that Jonathon took over does he? Sis after I have your body I can jump to another one I choose after that your as good as dead. I felt ready to give up I couldn't fight anymore and then all of a sudden I was on fire I didn't want to give up. I had Jace I had finally got Jace and I just give him up. I pushed against the walls surrounding me feeling Jonathon resist me tring to push me farther in. No! I screamed inside my head. I pushed and then suddenly I was staring up at Jaces face,
"What did I do Clary? Clary?" I was to stunned I had won against my brother for now I pushed Jace of me curling in the corner of the bed I began to cry, "Clary answer me."
"I was right."
Jace's P.O.V
I looked at her blankly, "about?"
"I was being possesed by Jonothon he was controling me," I shook my head,
"When did he t-t-take over?" I stuttered afraid of the answer she looked up meeting my eyes,
"In the library and I can't feel or do anything I have to watch what happens," a tear fell down her cheek,
"Clary I didn't know I couldn't tell-"
"Don't,"
"Clary please I di-" she giggled,
"I know," she crawled towards me letting me hold her, "it's just I was going to," she paused looking away from me,
"Going to?" she looked up her eyes full of tears,
"I was going to give up." It hit me hard and I felt a tear fall down my face I hadn't cried in awhile first my girlfriend is amazing to have someone control her body second I don't know if banging your girlfriend while she is possed is cheating and third to have almost lost her. That thought never lost my brain I almost lost her. I curled up beside her she didn't care that she was completely naked I thought about the differences between Clary and possesed Clary. Clary was asleep in seconds and I felt guilty because she wasn't there but that night could have been the best of my life. I hoped that the day she is it would be better.
A.N) Yipee! So long Chapter up hopefully next week! See you later! Oh and please Review I know everyone says to I just want to know I have at least one reader.