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vampirerocker09 - I like that quote. thank you I'm glad you love it. it makes me feel all warm in side :D

Katelynlovestoo - I'm glad you want more. and yeah i know i need a someone but a. the last one was rushed. and i really tried to make it make sense(did that?)

sidneydee - umm I'll try. I'm really busy so I'll try

coolieofreak - thank you!!

cat97 - Well i hope you read it! lol thanks for the support ;D

Bella-Marie-Swan-Cullen - I like your quotes. the second one is from Eclipse or Twilight?

My fav quote - "Did you seriously stop your foot? I thought they did that on T.V" Jacob Black Page 119 Eclipse and "And speaking of Italy and sports cars that I stole there, you still owe me a yellow Porche" Alice Cullen Eplices (Forgot the page number lol)

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight if i did Bella would be a vampire. even my brother says i don't own it :(

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Last Time

"Bella?" It was lower than a whisper

"Hi"

Edward P.O.V

I couldn't believe my eyes. Right in front of me is the girl I've loved for 51 years (A/N yes they known each other for 51) The girl I left is..is a vampire. No No

"Yes i am Edward" What the? "I can hear thoughts just like you pr cause we were very close but I can also put my own thoughts in to your mind and block anyone power probably cause you could never read my mind" I looked at her and tried to see if i can read her mine

"Please let him believe"

"I don't know how I'm suppose to believe this Bella" She looked at me

"You..You can read my thoughts now?" I nodded

"I guess." I looked at my family "Can you guys leave?" They nodded. Alice looked at Bella then nodded and left. "What she say?"

"She asked if i was going to be alright" I nodded. I was sitting on my bed and she was standing against the wall. She looked gourgues and no doubt that she was 'Bella Barbie' "I was" I looked at her

"Stop reading my thoughts" She laughed "come over here" She looked hesitant

"I don't know Edward" She look down. I got up hand walked over to her and placed my finger under her chin and made her look at me

"Please listen to me" I looked at her with pleading eyes "Please"

"Fine" She thought to me "But" I looked at her "You to tell the truth. no blocking anything. No editing nothing." "I mean it" I smiled at her

"Okay" I pulled her by her waste and hugged her "I'm sorry I caused pain for you. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you to be turned. That you had to face that all by yo--" She put her finger on my lips

"Shh. Its not all your fault" She put her nose on mine "You had no clue what was going to happen"She looked into my eyes "Why did you leave" I sighed and let go of our embrace. I grabbed her hand and pulled her over to my bed and sat down. "That doesn't answer anything" I laughed and she giggled and sat down.

"Okay I'll tell you but you have to be abously quite. No talking got it?" She nodded "Good" She laughed and playfully hit my arm. I rolled my eyes "Anyways when i told you that i didn't want you that i didn't love you. it was a lie. I thought that I would protect you if I left. What happened at your birthday and the way i saw my own, MY OWN family-" I said stressing my family "-hurt you. I couldn't I didn't want to loose you in any way. So my family left. I've regret every day but i wanted you to grow old and have a family. You wouldn't have been able to do that with me. Then when Alice came back and told me what happened I didn't leave my room. I only did to hunt. I couldn't believe that you die. And it was my fault. Mine." I looked down "I know if you don't love me then you can leave me it would be fi-"

"Shut up" I looked up at her and she kissed me. Her lips felt so soft, warm even. I missed kissing her like this. I felt her tongue graze my lip and for the first time I open my mouth. I felt her tongue explore my mouth. God I missed her.

Alice P.o.V

"Can you guys leave?" Edward asked the rest of us witch we nodded but i turned to Bella befor leaving

"are you going to be alright?"

"Yes" I nodded. and left the room.

"How do you think its going to go?" Rose asked

"Who knows maybe she'll not believe him" Then i had a vision

Vision time!

Bella and Edward on Edward's bed, wrapped up in the sheets smiling at each other. Bella's hair was in a messy cute look and had a goffy grin that Edward was the exact same and...oh my Carlise there naked

"That was fun" Bella said smiling and kissed Edward

"Yes it was" He continued to kiss her and then stared to kiss down her neck. She moaned

"Stop it" He kept sucking on her neck probably trying to leave a mark

"You know you don't want me too" He contiued to go lower "I'm glad you believe me" She giggled

"me too" Then she moaned "oh god, Don't stop"

End of vision

I came out of the vision grinning "Guys" They looked at me "I don't think that we should go into our room anytime soon" They looked at me like i was crazy. I rolled my eyes and stared walking "lets just say they forgive each other in an interesting way" They busted out laughing and stared walking with me

"Little Eddies getting laid!" Emmett boomed witch echoed down the hall. We all stared laughing at the humans faces.

Edwards P.O.V(Before Alice's Vision.)

I kept kissing Bella for a long time. It felt right and we had all of our boundaries gone it felt good. I kissed her full lips until she pulled away. I looked at her confusedly.

"What?" She smiled

"If i keep kissing you we will never be able to talk about stuff" I leaned in and kissed her "Edward" i kissed her again

"What if i don't want to talk right now" I whispered with my lips over hers and kissed her again. she pulled away...again "Okay okay i get it." She sat in front of me legs crossed

"So what questions do you have?" I told her in her mind

"What happened after I left" I heard her sadly sighed and she looked down. "you don't have to tell me" I said picking up her chin with my finger "I will still love like i have for 51 years." She smiled

"I'll show you" She grabbed my head and i saw what happened

Flashback(In Bella's P.o.V)

I was walking into the forest tyring to find mine and Edwards meadow. I couldn't exactly remember where it was. Its been 5 months since he left. 5 months since his family left. I kept walking with the feeling i was lost. Then i saw our meadow but it didn't feel as beautiful as i did when i was here before. Its twice as beautiful when he with me. I walked around the meadow and stared to have the feeling someone was watching me

"Who ever it is come out" No answer "please" I was scared. My dad said never go into the forest alone.

"Well well well. Edward has left you. So sad." I looked behind me and saw no one "Behind you" the voice said and i turned around to see Victoria "Hello Bella. Miss me?" I was scared shitless

"Victoria?" She laughed

"Yes its me. So what happened to your 'love' he left you" She laughed "So sad! He killed mine!" she zoomed over to me "Mate for mate right?" She smiled

"Just kill me" I didn't want to live without Edward "please"

"Oh. No I'm not going to do that" I looked at her confused "I'm going to do what Edward was afraid to do. and you'll have to live with the pain of loosing him forever" she laughed then Bit me

"Ah!" Then i fell into darkness

Flash

I woke up three days later. My throat dry. I stared after the woods and found a buck. I went into attack mode and dug my teeth into it. The blood felt so good. After i was done i raced to my house. I remember Edward saying that I'm would attack my dad if i was a new born so i had to leave. Leave without saying good bye to him. Something i didn't want to do. I ran into my house

"Dad?" No answer. good. I walked over to the counter and wrote a note to my dad the read it out "Hey dad i thought i would catch you before i left but i didn't I'm heading for a road trip. I need to leave. I love you and don't worry about school. Just say i'm sick or something. I love you. Bella." I put the note on the T.V knowing he would see it and packed a few clothes. I drove to San Fransisco and pushed my truck off the bridge and ran to a payphone and dialed 911

"Hello?"

"Hi I'm on the Golden Gate bridge and i just saw someone go off the bridge in a truck. oh my god." i said trying to sound frantic

"We'll send some police please be calm" The lady said

"Okay thank you" i hung up and took off. at lease my dad would know that i loved him

End of flashback

Edwards P.O.V

I looked at her. I caused her so much all her pain was cause of me. If i never left I-

"Don't you DARE blame your self" I forgot about that "Yeah you did" She laughed "This is no way your fault ok? I love you and always will okay?" I smiled and kissed her.

"I love you" I said kissing her neck

"I love you too" She kissed me. Oh god i missed her.

Bella's P.O.V (The morning after)

I looked over at Edward and smiled. He was humming my lullaby and stroking my hair. He looked deep in thought and i didn't want to be a snoop. He looked down at me "What are you thinking?" I asked jokingly he chuckled

"Nothing, love" I looked at him

"Don't lie to me. I know when your in deep thought and I'm be respectful of going through your mind so i asked. See what get for being nice" I faked a mad face, pouted, huffed, and then pulled my arms across my chess and sat up from him "Lets see how you like it" I felt him chuckle "You think this is funny?"

"I know Edward and Bella had a great time"I heard Jasper's thoughts and smiled. I turned to see him

"Fine then" I got up with the sheets over me witch exposed his naked body

"Oh wow you left me wi-" The door opened and Emmett and Jasper stopped where they were

"God Edward put some clothes off" I busted out laughing and they turned there heads toward me "You did this to him?" I nodded

"Yes cause he thought I was funny about a serious thing" Jasper laughed and Emmett looked like he would have died if he need to breath. I picked my clothes up and walked in to the bathroom and changed. I came out and saw Edward with just his jeans on. I looked at his abs then blushed

"You can blush!?" Emmett asked. I nodded

"Yeah i don't know why but i can." Edward smiled. I eyed him and listen to his thoughts

"I liked how i found that out"I blushed while remembering

Flash back!

I was laying down on the bed -naked- with Edward hovering over me -naked- i felt way to insecure at the time

"Your beautiful" He said to me kissing my neck and i blushed. He looked up at me "you never lost it" he rubbed his nose against my cheek. "God i missed you" Then i felt..

End of Flash back

I blushed again thinking about it

"Please Bella with all this emotion going off between you too please stop" Jasper asked and i blocked his power. He looked scared "what just happened"

"You weren't listing yesterday. I can block peoples power from just me or from everyone." His eyes became larger

"That's amazing" I laughed

"Well i got to go. I'm guessing Alice is wanting to-"My phone rang. I looked down at the phone to see who it was "-Speak of the pixie." I answered "Hello Alice?"

"Where are you!? We have things to discuss! You better get your naked or clothing self over here now!" Then she hung up. I shake my head and slipped my cell in my back pocket.

"I better go before your-" i said pointing to Jasper "-wife is going to kill me" I walked over to Edward and kissed him "I'll see you guys later" and left to face the raft of Alice

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I have a homepage. I have pics of the outfits from last chap. and my friend pointed out...there was A LOT of blue lol. if you see the outfits you'll see what I'm talking about :D

Oh and if you don't get this part...

""God i missed you" Then i felt..." Then you need to REALLY think my friends :D

Yes they had sex. No i will not do a "sex scene" why...this is a "T RATING!" meaning TEEN! meaning NOT MATURE! lol. I only know certain things. Okay and that's from my perverted friends that i have.

Also when Bella tells Edward what happened she grabs his head cause when she's doing an actual scene like that she has to have physical connection

Anyways I did like your guys answer soo...

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