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Live Free or Let Me Die

Digidestend Angel


Chapter Two

Falling Inside The Black


Don't leave me alone
Cause I barely see at all

-Skillet


Beck sat against a tree, relaxing in the shade, with bushy brown haired Nathaniel on his lap in Beck's protective arms. They both were watching Cat and Julian, who were at the swings; Julian was yelling "higher, mommy, higher" as Cat softly pushed his swing with giggles. "Mommy is pretty, daddy." Nathaniel said suddenly.

Beck nodded absentmindedly. "Yes, mommy is very pretty, son."

"Do you love mommy?" Nathaniel asked, looking up at his father.

"More than anything in the world." Beck said, kissing Nathaniel's forehead. "Mommy is daddy's princess."

"Mommy's a princess?" Nathaniel gasped.

Beck chuckled, but he nodded. "Yup. Mommy's a pretty princess."

"Do you love Julian?" Nathaniel asked.

Beck nodded again. "Yeah, I do."

"Do you love me, daddy?" Nathaniel suddenly asked with a sweet smile, like his mother's.

Beck held Nathaniel closer. "Yes, Nathaniel. I love you very much. Do you love daddy?" He asked with a teasing voice.

Nathaniel suddenly reached up and gently pulled on Beck's hair, laughing. "More than the world, daddy!" He said loudly.

"The world?" Beck asked in disbelief, but he was smiling at the same time. "You sure about that, kid?"

Nathaniel nodded quickly. "Yeah! I love you, daddy!"

Beck held back his tears of happiness. "I love you, Nathaniel." Beck sighed as he felt Nathaniel slowly go to sleep for a nap. "I love you, my son."


Cat took Beck's free hand into both of hers as they drove home on the rainy roads. "Who would've thought how crazy today was going to be?" She said, leaning on his arm.

Beck gripped the steering wheel with a safe grip as he chuckled. "Well, the boys had fun."

"I hope they don't catch a cold though." Cat mumbled.

Beck kissed her head quickly. "They'll be fine. They're Oliver's. We can live through anything."

Cat giggled. "Isn't that the truth? I still think it's funny that we suddenly had a flat tire when we were driving home from the park." She said, her voice drifting away.

Beck frowned. "Cat…"

"Sorry, sorry." Cat leaned away from him, but kept a grip on his hand still. "I'm still…paranoid."

"Don't be." He said softly. "It's been three years. We must move on eventually. Todd is…dead. We are in peace."

"I know." Cat sighed. "I know."

Beck took her hand and kissed it. "I love you, Cat Oliver."

Cat smiled. "I love you, Beck Oliver, my wonderful husband." She peaked back at her sleeping boys. "The twins sure are tired. We put them in their car seats and they just fell right asleep."

"I'm sure being stuck on the side of the road all day was pretty exhausting to them." Beck grinned as Cat giggled again. "We still made the best of the rest of today though. They never complained."

"No, they didn't." Cat mused. "We should go on vacation." She suddenly suggested.

Beck smiled. "That's not such a bad idea, Cat." He told her, making her smile brighter. "Where do you want to go? You pick. Anywhere in the world, we'll go, I promise."

"Anywhere?" Cat asked.

"Anywhere." Beck gave her hand a squeeze. "Wherever my princess wants to go, she'll go. Whatever she wants, she shall get."

Cat squeaked with excitement. "How about Disneyworld? We haven't taken Nathaniel or Julian there yet."

"Disneyworld sounds perfect." Beck told her, giving her a smile. Cat smiled back. Beck looked back at the road, but slammed on the breaks when Cat screamed. "SHIT!"

"BECK!" Cat screamed, covering her eyes.

Beck swerved away, but the slippery roads were too much for their truck to handle as they rolled off the side and kept spinning down a hill until the bottom, which slammed on all four wheels. Beck groaned and took deep breaths as he regained his senses around him. Cat was unconscious next to him, and one of the twins was crying. Beck looked back with scared eyes and Julian was bleeding from his eyes, which frightened him. "Julian, it's okay." Beck whispered, attempting to hush his son. He tried in pain to turn harder to see Nathaniel, but what he saw terrified him. "Nathaniel!" He screamed. He reached back with extreme pain as he held Nathaniel's tiny bloody hand. "Oh, my son." Beck said, tears coming down. "Daddy loves you…remember?" Beck sobbed. "Daddy loves you." He said again as he heard sirens.

"Daddy?" Nathaniel's weak voice was heard over his brother's crying.

Beck sighed in relief. "Nathaniel."

Nathaniel opened his exhausted eyes and looked to his screaming brother. "Julian…"

"Julian is going to be alright, son." Beck reached over for Julian's thrashing hands as well.

"Mommy?" Nathaniel called. "Where's my mommy?" He asked, panic rising in his voice.

Beck gulped as he looked over to Cat, who was bleeding from her forehead and still limp in her seat. "Mommy's not feeling good right now." Beck said, tears again leaving his eyes. "She'll be okay. Mommy's always okay, right?"

"I want mom." Nathaniel suddenly said, tears leaving his eyes.

"I know you do, but mom-"

"I want mom." Nathaniel softly demanded.

Beck was getting a bit frustrated. "Nathaniel-"

"I WANT MY MOM!" Nathaniel screamed, pretty much joining his brother. "MOMMY!"

Suddenly Beck felt movement next to him, and Cat gasped awake. "Nathaniel?" She whispered and then cried out in pain, her hand heading to her head.

Beck let go of the twins' hands as he grabbed Cat's bloody one. "Don't touch it, baby."

Cat was breathing heavily. "What happened? Where are my sons?" She looked back, but held back a scream when she saw the conditions her boys were in. "Oh my god!"

"Stay calm, Cat." Beck begged, not wanting his wife to have a heart attack at this very moment. "You hear that? The ambulance is coming now."

"Mommy!" Nathaniel cried out, reaching for Cat.

Julian's cries ended, and now he was screaming bloody murder. "MOMMY! MOMMY!"

Cat suddenly was fed up and unbuckled her seatbelt. She yanked her hand out of Beck's grasp and struggled to open the car door with just one good hand. Beck noticed her other hand was shaped odd and figured it was broken. Cat let out a battle cry as she shoved the door open and it opened. She stepped out of the car as Beck stared at his wife's strength. "That's my girl." He muttered and then took his own seatbelt off, hoping he was able to move. Soon Cat had the backdoor open and held Julian in her arms, tried to calm his screaming down. Beck took Nathaniel out. "Hey, kid." He whispered as he moved Nathaniel's hair out of his bloody face. He noticed the blood was coming from Nathaniel's forehead, but it was much bigger than Cat's wound. "Oh god."

Nathaniel was suddenly quiet and in a daze, staring at his father. "Am I dying, daddy?" He asked softly.

Beck sobbed as he shook his head. "No! No! No, you aren't! You're going to be okay!"

"Daddy?"

Beck gulped. "Yeah?"

Nathaniel gave him a small smile. "Mommy's a princess?"

Beck nodded, seeing that his son seemed to like talking about Cat. "Yes, yes, mommy's a princess."

"She's your princess?"

"She's your princess too." Beck told him with desperate hope. "Mommy can be your princess too."

Nathaniel seemed surprise, but satisfied. "Mommy's my princess too?"

"Yeah, yeah, she is." Beck told him.

"And Julian's?"

"And Julian's." Beck said, rocking his two year old in his arms. "Mommy's everyone's princess, huh?"

Nathaniel nodded slowly. "Yeah…I love mommy."

"Me too." Beck chuckled.

"And I love brother…"

"He loves you too." Beck said, fearing what was about to come.

"And…" Nathaniel's words slowed. "I love you, daddy." He whispered.

Beck sobbed. "I love you, Nathaniel." He kissed Nathaniel's cold, wet lips through the blood and mess. "I love you!" He cried out as he no longer felt Nathaniel make movement. "I love you!"

Beck heard footsteps and he noticed Cat walk over to their side with a gasp and wide eyes, and Julian in her arms, asleep. "NO!" She screamed. She quickly fell to Beck's side and leaned onto Beck's shoulder. "NO!" She sobbed, and Beck leaned his head against hers, sobbing with her.

The emergency officers arrived at the scene finally, their flashlights shining on the soaked, broken family, with one dead son in their arms.


No, it wasn't too soon to tell which twin you guys liked better, because one HAD to die (goes with the storyline) and I had to choose one.

I almost didn't update tonight, because this pregnancy is taking its toll on me. I'm so exhausted. I'm home now from the hospital, and surprisingly walking a bit (with a walker, of course). But I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore. I'm also suffering from major depression too, which is part of my mood swings. So if I miss a day to update here and there, that's why. I apologize, just in case.

Yay! We have 10 reviews! Once again, 10 reviews and I'll update! Chapters 3-17 are completed, by the way! No flames.

-Digidestend Angel-


PREVIEW FOR CHAPTER 3: Angels Fall Down

Beck cleared his throat again. "This paper in my hands is a handwritten poem by my wife, Cat, who wrote this for Nathaniel. I'm going to read it for her."

Beck sighed. "This is called, Our Baby." He bit his lip, but spoke.