The time is set in the Pirate age, so things aren't that far along. Alfred and Matthew live in the woods more closer to nature then to civilization. This a coming of life story, please enjoy.

Disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia.

Alfred's Journal, Wednesday 18th,

Okay, dad says I need to put the date on my journal every time I write! That's kind of lame but I'll do it, I guess! Dad isn't feeling to well this morning, and Matthew went to go find some herbs in the forest outside, I'm a bit worried he'll get lost, but I'll go look for him if he's not back in 5 minutes. Matthew is good with that kind of stuff, medicine and herbs, I have some basic knowledge but he's really good. Mom would always talk about that stuff, but I never really listened I guess that's my fault I should have listened more, I guess that's one regret but I'm glad Matthew did. He's good, one time I got this really bad headache and I chewed on this plant and it made it go away! Really fast! I don't remember the name, I know what it looks like though! I'll ask Matt when he comes back. It's lonely right now, he's gone and dad is in bed…I want to go do something useful but dad told me to stay in my room and relax and if he needs anything he'll call for me. I'm bored! BORED! Bored! I'm kind of hungry too, maybe I should get a snack. Nevermind! Dad is calling me! I'll be back!

Great news journal! Dad gave me a mission! Matthew came back and is making dads medicine but I have this important mission to deliver this letter into town! It's pretty far, I asked dad how far once and he said it was close to three miles to get there, which is pretty far for a walk! No, no walk! Dad said this was important that I deliver this as soon as possible! I'm going to run it! Dad said that's what I had in common with mom! She was fast and strong, like a beautiful free horse. I will sprint the whole thing and back! Wishing me luck! It's been a while sense we've been to town!

Matthew's Journal. Wednesday 18th

Poor father is really ill and tired today, I went to go get some healing herbs I remember mom talking about, I couldn't find too many though, some Acorus root, Arjuna, garlic and some coneflower. I am not sure which I should use first but I have to give it a try. Maybe start with the garlic because it is good for so many things. Then wait a day and see what happens, Yeah, maybe this can be my medical journal for dad, I can record his progress. After I came back with all the herbs, Alfred came running out of dad's room, I was so frightened when he did but he said that dad gave him a mission to deliver a letter into town. He was certaintently excited to go do some, he was boasting so loudly he was going to run the whole thing. He's crazy and I could hear dad's laugh, which was nice but was soon muffled out by a cough. It seemed to make Alfred miss a step but he didn't turn and quickly ran out the door. I watched him, I stepped outside and watched him run down the only dirt path that pointed towards town, he ran forward and completely certain of what he was doing, He was fast and his stride was long and powerful, I watched till I couldn't see him anymore.

I went with the medicine and talked to dad, he was laying in bed, he seemed uncomfortable but I wasn't sure how to make him feel comfortable. Maybe I can find some Hackmatack which is good for aches and pains if I explore a little further. I stayed by his side, not sure if I should say anything, I kept silent the whole time, staring at him. He ate the garlic and his faced contorted funny. He then chuckled and let out a sigh, he then reached out and patted my head. "You're a good boy." He said and I felt near crying but I held it in, I'm actually kind of proud of myself. It was silent for a moment then he moved his hand and rested it by his side. "Dad-" I started. "Ooljee, I'm sorry your old man, is acting well…old. Haha, I'm sorry you have to take care of me." He said, he called me by my indian name, which again made me need to fight back tears.

"No it's okay dad." I told him with a forced smile, it was really hard with all that I was feeling, I bet Alfred could smile for him, a big great smile that would light up the room.

"Nah, it's not okay, but hey I've been through worse and you've made me some great medicine, just like you're mom, you were always good with these sort of things. For your hard work I'll make sure to get better quickly." He said an gave a chuckle, it was weak though, I gave a nod but looked down at my lap with my hands in fists trying not to shake and cry.

"A-Alfred, said he's going to run the whole way to town." I said somewhat shakily I cursed myself mentally for that, why couldn't I have said it lightly and make it seem funny to lighten the mood.

"Haha, Etu, that boy like some sort of wild animal, stubborn like your mom, he will run the whole way no doubt in my mind with a huge grin on his face the whole way." Dad smiled to himself then looked over to me with tired and cloudy eyes then sat himself up, I hurriedly tried to make him lay down but he just flicked my forehead.

"This old man, isn't a weak flower. Don't you worry, I will get over this with your help!" He said that so confidently, I could tell he was trying to hold back a cough. I stared at him in disbelief and then my eyes started to go blurry and I could feel myself getting on the bed into his arms for a hug. It was a nice hug, but it felt sad.

We stayed like that then he parted by lifting me up over his head with a smile. "You're so cute! Now scamper off now make sure you wait for Alfred to get home, I'm gonna take a little. nap." He set me down on the bed, I quickly jumped off and gave him a big smile.

"Will do!" I said to him and left quickly to wait for Alfred, I stepped outside and waited on our little porch and watched the tiny dirt path Alfred ran down earlier.

It was very boring but I looked out at the trees around us and felt the wind softly caress my skin, the air smelt nice. The rustle of the leaves and the sound of the birds chirping and fluttering about was very peaceful. A really pretty butterfly flew by my face and I watched it fly by till it was out of site. I guess, I was spacing out a lot at the time because I didn't notice the charging figure of my brother in full speed. I noticed when he started screeching my name, he was so loud and I turned to see him sprinting towards me with a big smile on his face. He was a bit sweaty, but that smile nerve ceased. At least I could count on that.

He came to a halt in front of me and was panting slightly. Then started to stomp his way inside, I grabbed him from behind which freaked him out. He yelled but I covered his mouth quickly and told him that dad was taking a nap and not to disturb him. He moaned about something like, having a record fast time with his run but I pulled him back outside.

Alfred's Journal, Same day!

I was super amazing, I ran so fast it only took me a few minutes to get to town but it took longer to find the post office, it was a lot busier then I remembered, a lot more people now. I ran around looking for it and I was having a hard time finding it but I was determined to find it on my own! It was mission form dad! So I ran around for a while looking for sign, when I finally found it and gave them the letter it was close to noon. I told them I was on an important mission and they had an equally important mission to deliver that letter. They laughed, I'm not sure if they were laughing at me or with me, but I think they will hurry. They better! I decided to run home and tell dad, I ran as fast as I did before, maybe even faster! I was sweating though because the sun was beating on me! I wasn't tired, and I was getting dirty from running so fast kicking up dirt.

When I got home Matt was waiting outside, I was super glad to see him but I wanted to tell dad right away, he grabbed me from behind, which scared me so bad! My blood was pumping so fast and then I'm suddenly grabbed and yanked me back! That can surprise anyone! Anyway, I guess I got him dirty and he got mad and demanded with bath. I told him I was fine and wasn't that dirty but he wouldn't let it go, his face was so funny. He was trying to look so big, I laughed and took his hand leading him to faucet pipe outside. I grabbed a bucket and started taking off my clothes, he looked so confused. I explained what I wanted to do and he seemed hesitant but chuckled and did the same. We splashed water on each other, it was really fun! I'm not sure how clean I got!

Johns Journal, Wednesday 18th.

Dear, I'm getting tired, I sent a letter I never thought I would send. Hopefully I am over thinking this and I will get over this, whatever this is. I wouldn't mind joining you, wherever you are, I miss you but I know I need to stay with them. They are so much like you it's scary. The bright stubborn Alfred and the smart patient Matthew. Dear, your soul is guiding them, I hope it's guiding me too. I love you.

Alfred's Journal, Thursday 19th.

Yesterday's run made me so sore! It hurts but dad is still resting up so I need to get some of the work done! We have a vegetable garden that I need to help tend with Matthew. I also need to help clean the house and get some firewood stocked up. Got to go!

P.s. Dad got up today it was really cool!

Matthew's Journal, Thursday 19th.

I can't talk much, i'm sorry, I have some chores to do with Alfred. It's going to be hard but I think we can handle it. Alfred is excited to chop wood with dad's axe. He better be careful. The day is out and Alfred is already in bed asleep. Dad got up in the afternoon, he seemed better but was shaking a bit, his muscles seemed tense and he would have to brace himself. He smiled and just laughed when I looked worriedly at him. After Alfred chopped a few pieces dad told him to come in. Dad didn't want Alfred hurting himself. He said that Alfred would need to save his energy for when he goes back to town to check if he was written back. Alfred just smiled and gave a nod.

Matthews's Journal, Friday 20th

Today dad is okay but I decided to give him some Arjuna, this time I also filled his room with lavender, it helps relax his body. I feel he hasn't gotten better though, he looks pale.

Matthew's Journal, Saturday 21st.

Dad seems a bit better, I will use more of the Arjuna, today as well maybe that's all he needs. I sure hope so!

Matthew's Journal, Sunday 22nd.

Dad seemed to have gone back to how he was Friday, he's moving around more but he's tired and pale. His knees are hurting. Alfred is trying his best to help but he's not really good at anything unless it uses strength. Still, I let him know he is helping. I made dad more garlic.

Matthew's Journal, Monday 23rd.

Dad is sleeping in more, he usually gets up sooner but that's okay. I made him some herbal tea that mom always made, I used some peppermint leaves to help flavor. Alfred seems determined on doing something and asks when dad needs him to go back into town.

Matthew's Journal, Tuesday 24th.

Food is getting low, i'm not sure what we're going to do, we usually go into town by now but dad isn't feeling well. Dad has saved up money from a long time ago when he was a young man. He usually only spends it on food we can't grow. Alfred loves meat, it's expensive though. Brother seems really focused lately though, he's not smiling as much.

Matthew's Journal, Saturday 27th.

I'm sorry, I kind of forgot to write in you, I've bee distracted lately with dad. He isn't getting better nor is he getting worse. It's hard to tell but today he gave Alfred and me a lot of money to go get whatever food we want. He said go get as much meat and sweets as you want. He said with a smile, He said it was because we were being such big men that we deserved it. Alfred smiled brightly again and grabbed my hand and started dragging me to town. I was reluctant to go and leave him alone but I was also excited, Alfred said it had gotten bigger and there were a lot of people. I clutched his hand nervously as we got closer. It was big! Bigger then anything I've seen! Two story buildings! Made of concrete, wood and brick material. All had pretty porches and paint on them with flower gardens, in town there were so many people! I was so scared to lose Alfred or get lost from him, he seemed confident and to know where he was going. When he finally pulled me through the crowd of people and into the market, I couldn't even think, it was unbelievable. He went and got the meat and some sweets, I found some fruits I've never seen before, and decided to get a few to try. It was all delicious.

Alfred's Journal, Saturday 27th.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I was super busy and I had a hard time writing down my thoughts for the longest time! Today dad gave Matt and I money to go get food, a lot of food. While we were there though, I stopped by the post office and found that dad got a letter back, I was so happy, I'm glad they decided to rush for me! Maybe this will bring good news for dad, and that will lift his spirits and he'll get better!

John's Journal, Saturday 27th

Dear, things seems to be coming to an end. For me, for the boys and for our family. I still think they will manage, they're like you, so strong. Well Roderich and Elizaveta agreed, bless their souls. I'm so tired lately, I'm a horrible father for doing this. They'll like it with them though, they're good people, interesting too.

Building character, like I said this is a Pirate fanfic, but I need to build a backbone for Alfred and Matthew, I want to have rich characters and meanings. The letter will be explained or shown in the next chapter. Please Read and Review! I know it seems boring but it will be worth it!