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In a split second, Izaya's face grew hot and dark red, just because of the words the bodyguard had just said. Quickly his hands got up to cover his dark red cheeks. He let out a short and silent squeal, like a little high school girl and kicked with his legs. This couldn't be true. It was his first love and all he ever dreamed about, and the one loved loved him back? It was too good to be true. He wouldn't believe it. The bodyguard was lying. That was all he would believe.

His face grew into a darker red, when he turned his head to stare up at the blond, his eyes wide open in hope, that what he just said was true. His heart was beating faster and faster for every second. It was beating so fast, that he thought he might just die. Die of happiness. He scooted just a little bit closer to the blond, his eyes watching the other male's face carefully, trying to figure out if it was a lie.

Shizuo pulled his head a bit back, when he realized how close they were. It wasn't uncomfortable close, it was just... too close at that moment. "Don't stare at me like that, flea," he finally said to break the awkward silence between them. "It's true. I... I am in love with you..."

"N-Not as much as I am in love with you, Shizu-chan." Izaya sounded nervous. He was insanely nervous now. He scooted even closer to the taller male, so their bodies touched. "But if you are in love with me, then..." He paused, feeling his face grow even more hot and into an even darker red. "Then kiss me." He leaned his head closer up to the blond and slowly closed his eyes, waiting for their lips to finally meet. He hadn't been counting, but he had dreamed about kissing Shizuo at least a thousand times. This would be his first kiss from his first love.

Shizuo took a deep breath in and leaned close to the informant. But right as their lips was about to meet, he pulled away again, feeling his heart beat faster and his face get an almost invisible red color. "I'm not going to kiss you, flea." He slowly turned his head and looked away from the raven haired next to him.

Izaya slowly opened his eyes to stare up at the blond, his face slowly going pale. He leaned back a bit and lowered his head to hide his obvious disappointment. "Why not?" he asked in a mumbling and disappointed tone. He really thought it was going to go smoothly after they both had confessed their feelings for each other. Or was Shizuo lying about it?

Shizuo slowly turned his head a bit to hide his face completely from the other. "I... haven't really kissed anyone before..." he answered honestly. It was true. He had never kissed anyone before and he never thought he was going to kiss anyone ever. Who would kiss a monster anyway?

Within a short second, Izaya lifted his head up and stared at the blond with wide opened eyes. "You haven't?" Here he was, thinking the bodyguard wouldn't kiss him because he wouldn't kiss a guy. That thought quickly got pushed out of his head, when he realized that both their first kisses would be from each other. And that made him blush again and his heart beat faster. They would get their first kiss form each other. He small but happy smile got spread across his face, just by that thought.

"Well, I haven't kissed anyone either, so..." Izaya stared at the taller male with hope in his eyes, hope that he would get his first kiss from the man he loved for so long. His love had only gotten stronger for every day. Not even the endless fights would make him love him less. They made him love him even more. "And you..." he paused to swallow thickly, before he continued; "you like me, don't you?"

Shizuo turned his head to look back at the raven haired, before he slowly nodded. "Yeah, I... I like you." His voice wasn't in a mumbling tone anymore. He liked that damn flea, and he couldn't lie about it anymore. He really liked him. He didn't know if he loved him, though. He wasn't ready to love anyone and he wasn't sure if he every was going to be ready to say 'I love you' to anyone. Not even if he really loved that person.

Izaya's face quickly got into a dark red color again and his heart was beating really fast suddenly. He waved his arms up and down several times, before he stopped and turned around to hide his completely dark red face. He smacked his hands up to his red cheeks and tried to calm down. But his heart only beat faster and his face only grew more red, when the bodyguard moved closer.

Shizuo scooted closer to the raven haired, close enough for he could see the one red cheek on the informant's face. "You're not used to people liking you, are you?" Even though it normally would sound like he was mocking the other, he wasn't. Not at all. But the raven haired's reaction was almost impossible for him to not tease him just a little bit. He didn't, though. He knew this wasn't the time to tease.

Izaya turned his head just a bit to be able to glance at the bodyguard. His heart was beating ridiculously fast, just because he was so close to his love. He had only been this close to him, when he was about to get killed. It was almost too good to be true. But he had realized, that this was reality. This was true. Shizuo did love him. Or at least like him.

He turned around to face the blond and looked up at him, his face completely red. "N-No... I'm not used to people liking me. Especially not, when I like that person back... way too much." He took a deep breath in and lowered his head a bit, before he continued to speak; "I'm acting like a freaking high school girl with the worlds biggest crush, dammit!" His voice cracked, like he was about to cry again. This time it would be out of happiness, though.

Shizuo tried holding it back, but he couldn't. He just leaned back a bit and laughed. Yes. Shizuo Heiwajima, the monster of Ikebukuro, laughed. And because of something the flea, Izaya Orihara, said, the person everyone thought he hated like hell. But he didn't hate him. Not at all. He had only realized that a year or so ago, though. But it was still new for him.

Izaya looked surprised up, when he heard the unfamiliar laughter. He couldn't remember ever seeing the bodyguard laugh. And that only made him smile lightly. His laughter... It went right into his heart, like he just fell even more in love with him. Just because of that laugh. "Why are you laughing? Not... that I don't want you to."

Shizuo slowly calmed down and stopped laughing. He leaned just a bit closer to the informant again, a small smile planted on his lips. "You just called yourself a girl." It wasn't that funny, but he still laughed. This was definitely not how he pictured his first love and relationship to be. Wait... relationship? None of them had asked, but for some reason, both of them knew they wanted to be together. Probably forever. It was... weird for Shizuo.

Izaya lowered his head slowly, the light smile not leaving his face. "Oh..." was really all he could say. He didn't know what he was supposed to say. His heart kept beating fast, faster than it should be able to. He was very close to his beloved monster after all.

Not giving it a second thought, Shizuo placed a few fingers under the informant's chin and tilted the other's head up again. He stared down at the raven haired for several moments, before he slowly leaned close to the other. Without hesitating even once, he let his lips meet Izaya's in a soft kiss.


A/N: And why did I make it so fast? I couldn't stop all of the sudden. I just kept writing, and before I knew it, I had finished this chapter.

Anyway; please review~! ^w^