Disclaimer: Versions of these characters belong to Stephenie Meyer in another time and place. I am making them have lesbian sex with each other.

AN: so i'm going out of town and wont be on the computer, but i just love you guys so much i wanted to post one more time before i left. erica and i had a really hard time getting our shit together to post this, but after a few loads of laundry between us, two episodes of LA INK and some flickr and twitter stalking we got on it.

the reviews have been awesome, the pms have been awesome and you ladies dropping the pics and the porn on thread have just made my day.

cullen08 and KianaBby - lets meet at the Abbey. ill show you two a good time.

erica, steph, em, bba, reney ... i love you fuckers. (steph and aiden are my achilles heel, if you were wondering.)

ps u fuck with my angelface and ure fuckin with me. word is bond. (see steph i am black)

Chapter 8: Stellar
... how do you do it? make me feel like i do...

Not only was I a bad liar, but I was even worse at covering up my other emotions. The day was terrible. I was grateful that Alice wouldn't be back until later that evening and Rose had left again before I woke up, but I couldn't avoid Emmett and company at school all day.

I was quiet through every meeting and lunch.

"My girlfriend and I just had a fight," I lied after the tenth time Emmett asked me what was wrong. It wasn't that I lied about the fight, it was that I had lied to myself about what Leah was to me and worse yet, what I was to her. I didn't even know how to wrap my mind around her words. No one had ever been that – cruel to me before. I had no idea what to do.

I guessed things would go back to normal; Leah would go back to hating me, but now things were so different. I – had let myself develop feelings for her. I didn't know what those feelings were, but they were something and they were enough to make the words she said hurtful. I replayed them throughout the day while I pretended to listen to Emmett.

Didn't you notice ….. I kept ALL of my clothes on?

And while I ignored texts from Alice and Rose.

Now you wont be wondering.

By the time I got home I could barely keep it together. Leah had emotionally gutted me. Worse yet, she thought, well, knew about my pathetic obsession and now I had to live with her.

I was praying I would beat Rose home, but I wasn't that lucky. Her car was in the drive way when I pulled up. I took a deep breath and gave myself a whole minute before I opened the front door. I needed another minute but I saw a head of black curls bobbing near the hedge next door. I was in no mood for a formal introduction to Jessica Stanley.

"Bella," Rose came rushing from the kitchen. "How come you didn't – holy shit! What's wrong?"

I looked up at her through watery eyes and just sank down on the stairs. I didn't want to tell her, but I didn't know what else to do. She sat down next to me, wrapping me in her arms.

"Sweetie, talk to me. What's going on?"

"Leah—" I sobbed.

"God, what the fuck did she do now?" Rose was geared up for yet another story of Leah's general rudeness.

"We had sex the other night," I sobbed some more.

"You WHAT?" she gripped my shoulders, turning me towards her.

"Monday night, after she got home she fucked me on the porch and she kept her clothes on and then I told the guys at school she was my girlfriend by accident …" I was just blubbering then.

"Okay. Okay, slow down. Back up and tell me exactly what happened."

I took another deep breath. I tried to wipe my eyes and then I told her everything, starting with our post-jog kiss from the week before. Rose listened intently, not asking any questions just nodding and encouraging me to continue when I got really choked up. I managed to spit most of it out, but I came unglued again when I recounted our conversation from last night.

"She said what?" Rose growled.

I sighed, "She basically said she pity fucked me so I would stop wondering what it would be like to sleep with her."

The silence that followed scared me. I turned and looked at Rose. I didn't know people could look that pissed off. She was oddly still and her mouth was slightly open. I could see her tongue working around the inside. She was a time bomb and I had definitely just lit the fuse. I mean, I had really done it. The new girl can't handle a little rejection and now I had just screwed up our perfectly happy living situation.

"Rose," I panicked. "Listen, this is me and Leah's problem. Don't worry about me. I'm just being a baby. You and Alice are all I need. Really."

"Okay," she said calmly. A little too calmly.

"Okay?"

"Yeah. I mean if you're sure you're fine. Then fine. I'm glad you told me though."

"Good. Let's just forget about it. Okay? What do you want for dinner?" I got myself together and started cooking. By the time Alice came home, all the traces of my tears were gone. The story of her trip to San Diego was enough to push Leah out of the front of my mind.

Alice was starved for some loving so we spent a few hours adoring her cute little body. I did give her a gentle spanking for all the naughty texts she had sent me. When I finally checked my phone I saw that six of the texts were of her tits, butt and pussy. I was so glad I didn't look at my phone around Emmett.

The two gallons of water I had drank to re-hydrate my face caught up with me around three am. I wasn't so surprised to find that Rosalie had left Alice and I in her bed. It was probably her turn to feed Leah's late night pussy cravings. One would think that would have made me upset, but it didn't. It made me feel – justifiably indifferent. My initial assumption was correct. Leah was nuts. I had no reason to want to be around her. She was a moody, pushy, egotistical bitch and if that meant that she didn't actually want me, then great.

Sure the sex was great, but looking back it really wasn't better than any other time I had been with the girls. It was just the fact that I had been wanting her so much that made the sex seem so good. That was it. She had kept her clothes on. We didn't even kiss. It was just sex, sex I could have had with anyone. Leah was no one special. I was perfectly happy with Alice and Rose and it really wouldn't be a challenge to keep out of Leah's way.

As I slipped out of bed I made up my mind. I was over this stupid infatuation with Leah. She was crazy and mean and she was doing me a favor by pushing me away. I bet Emily didn't even have a grandmother. She probably took off after one of Leah's mental episodes. Yes. That was it.

I opened Rose's door and was just about to creep towards the bathroom when I heard voices downstairs.

Thankful that the steps didn't creak, I snuck down the stairs. I could hear Leah and Rosalie – arguing.

"Babe, what the fuck do you want me to do? I can't turn back time," Leah demanded.

"I want you to stop fucking with her. Jesus, Leah. We agreed. You said you would try," Rosalie almost yelled. They were talking about me. Fighting about me rather. I had to put a stop to it, but I wanted to hear a little more first. There was a long pause and I heard one of them open and close the fridge. Most likely Leah.

"I talked to Emily," Leah finally said.

"And? What does that have to do with anything?" The fact that Emily had been brought into the conversation did not seem to impress Rosalie in the least.

Leah sighed heavily.

Rose finally said, her tone back to normal. "Lee Lee, listen to me," I'd never heard that nickname. "I know things are hard, but you can't take it out on her, okay?"

"That's not it. I – I'm sorry. You're right. I did tell you that I would try," Leah sighed again. I'd heard enough. I was sick of being the house charity case.

I stepped into the kitchen to see Leah and Rosalie standing next to the stove. They were both in tanks and panties, probably having properly sexed each other before this conversation started. Leah had her back against the counter and her arms were wrapped around Rose's waist. Rose for all her outrage, was standing between Leah's legs, lazily dragging her fingertips across Leah's cleavage. They were both looking down, their foreheads touching. For a split second I really couldn't help but marvel at how much they looked like a couple.

I cleared my throat and then both snapped to attention. "Sorry. It was hard to ignore the decibel level."

"Sweetie, Did we wake you up?" Rose asked. They both relaxed a little, but Rose stayed wrapped in Leah's arms.

"No. Uh- let me just say this and you two can go back to what you were doing. Leah, I'm not exactly sure what your issue is, but I also don't care anymore. I'm not going to stand here and go on about how you really should give me a chance cause you'll really like me, because frankly I don't care about that anymore either. Rose and Alice have been more than welcoming and really - you're not here enough to actually get in my way. If you don't like me, that's fine. We can go back to ignoring each other. - Deal?" I considered throwing some jabs in there about guys who had fucked me better, but I really was going for the high ground.

Leah just stared at me blankly.

"Well?" I prodded.

"Uh – sure. Fine. Deal." She blinked, shaking her head.

"Great." I walked over towards Rose and she took a small step closer to me. It didn't escape me that she was still practically standing between Leah's legs. I slowly brought my hand up to her face and gently caressed her cheek. "I'm going to back to bed," I whispered against her lips. I could feel Leah's eyes on us, but I honestly didn't care anymore. I wanted to say good night to Rose and I wasn't going to half ass it just because Leah and I had just agreed to hate each other.

"Okay, sweetie. Love you," Rose whispered. It was the first time she'd said it. I think from the way she was about to rip Leah's head off, she actually meant it. I felt the same way. Leah was a raging asshole, but I was falling in love with Alice and Rose. They were more than I could have ever asked for.

"Love you too," I said quietly just before our lips met.

so bella grew some balls. but will she let leah touch them again? probably. i know leah is a huge cunt, but don't worry im going somewhere with it. im loving all the guesses you guys are coming up with. NONE of you are right so far. sorry.