Disclaimer: Versions of these characters belong to Stephenie Meyer in another time and place. I am making them have lesbian sex with each other.
AN: i was way too impatient to wait for erica to beta this chapter, so dont blame her if its a big ole mess. i spent the whole day putting together furniture for HGTV with some fabulous gay guys and now im just sore and tired, but i wanted to post this before i went to bed.
im still loving the guesses. you're all still wrong, but please dont stop. its very, very entertaining. im trying to force aiden to write a japser/edward manlove outtake for this story. we'll see if he does it. anyway. enjoy!
Chapter 10: CRY
...you don't know how to play the game. you cheat, you lie. you don't even know how to say goodbye...
The speed with which Edward put me back down was rather impressive. I was back upright in half a second and another second later Edward was all the way down the front steps. He took them all sideways, keeping his eye on Leah. Obviously she couldn't take him, but he could tell a fierce temper was behind those almond eyes.
Leah turned her head and looked at Emmett, then walked quickly, but calmly up the stairs. She didn't look at me again, but paused and whispered harshly to Rose as she walked into the house.
"Bring him back for another round?" she hissed. As she crossed the threshold, Leah grabbed Alice's hand and towed her back into the house. I blinked, watching Alice disappear into the kitchen and then I looked at Rose. I blinked again, speechless. I'd never seen Rose look this way. She was visibly hurt by what Leah had said.
"Ah- we'll see ya on Monday, Bella," Emmett muttered.
I turned and looked at the boys. "Yeah. Thanks for coming." I could tell they wanted to say bye to Rosalie, but when I glanced back at her, she had the end of her ponytail between her fingers. Her eyes were watery as she pretended to look for split ends. There weren't any.
I left the boys to their departure, taking Rose by the hand and led her back into the house. Leah had quickly maneuvered Alice upstairs while the rest of us were still in shock.
Rose followed my lead as I began picking up glasses and carrying them into the kitchen. In silence we continued to clean. Finally when we were outside putting out the tiki torches, Rose caved. She sank down on the back steps and went back to picking at her ponytail. Amazingly she'd managed to keep the tears at bay.
I sat down beside her and waited until she was ready to talk.
"Leah didn't speak to me for three days after the whole Emmett thing," she said with a heavy sigh. I wasn't exactly surprised.
"Didn't he come home with all three of you?" I asked.
"Yeah, but we were just going to screwing with him and then send him home with blue balls." She let go of her hair and looked across the lawn, then shook her head like she was trying to dislodge a memory. I wanted to know the whole story, but I didn't want to push her if it was making her even more upset. But Rosalie opened up anyway and gave me the details.
Alice and Leah had genuinely passed out after having a few too many. They were all pretty upset over Emily and Rosalie in a moment of weakness, let Emmett undress her. Then the kissing started. Drunk and aroused Rosalie couldn't bring herself to stop.
"I don't think I'd let myself really deal with Emily's leaving. I know it sounds awful, but at the time I needed something besides Alice and Lee L- Leah. Know what I mean?"
"Completely. It was sort of like they reminded you of what you'd just lost," I said taking her hand. It was odd talking about Emily like this, but I understood. I couldn't imagine losing Alice or Rose. The mere thought of not being with them made my chest hurt.
"Exactly." She went on to tell me that Emmett was actually really good in bed and had things been completely different, she probably would have gone out with him. They'd had sex for a good hour before Rose sent him happily on his way. When she'd returned to her bedroom, however, Leah was awake.
"She didn't say anything to me. She just walked out of the room and slammed her door," Rose told me. Apparently the silent treatment was Leah's typical reaction when angry. Rose continued with her story, the tears completely gone now. She smirked when telling me the last bit. "I actually broke down and cried before she would talked to me."
I stared at her, shocked. Even though I'd seen the moisture had lined her eyes minutes before, Rosalie did not strike me as a "crier".
"I know she's a bitch, Bella. I do. It's just I love her so much and after Emily left, I just—I couldn't stand having her upset with me."
"I get that." I squeezed her hand gently, resting my head on her shoulder. She sighed and pulled her hand from mine, wrapping it around my waist. We sat like that for a long time, listening to the traffic on Third. I'd sobered up quite a bit and truly just wanted to make sure Rosalie was okay enough to get a restful night's sleep. I knew what fighting with Leah felt like and I didn't want to move from that spot until Rose was ready.
After a little more time went by, Rosalie took one last deep breath and moved to stand up. I followed her, lacing her fingers with mine. She turned towards me, tucking a loose piece of hair behind my ear.
"Did we ruin your birthday?" she asked softly.
"No," I replied, with a slight smile. "Leah's like that with me all the time."
Rose laughed pulling me a little bit closer. I didn't know if Leah's little outburst had taken the mood out of her, but apparently it hadn't. Rose eyed my lips closely. I gazed back at her, thinking of all the things I wanted to do to her and her to me.
"I had a great time. I'm glad you guys forced this non birthday party on me," I said.
"Good. Happy Birthday," she whispered, pulling me even closer. Our breasts were touching now. My body reacted immediately. All I wanted to do was feel her naked skin against mine.
I should have been a little apprehensive, but considering Leah had already fucked me on the porch it felt stupid to stop Rosalie when she began loosening the string to my bikini top. When she'd removed it completely, I went to work on hers, freeing her perfect nipples. I didn't hesitate, taking one in my mouth, gently teasing the other with my fingers tips. She sighed heavily and I glanced up to see her head drop back. I wanted to hear her make that noise again, so I focused my attention back down, slowly tracing the peak with my tongue.
My pussy was aching. I wanted to keep adoring her like this, but the rest of the fabric between us had to go and I had things in mind that didn't involve standing up.
I moved my lips to her neck, nibbling at her collarbone.
"I want you right here, right now, but –" Rose breathed.
I looked up at her. "But you think fucking on the lawn will be cool for about one minute?" I said.
"Exactly," she said with a smile. "And I want to take my time." She didn't need to say anything else. We made quick work of the mess in the backyard and headed up to her room. We pretended to ignore the sounds we heard coming from Leah's room, but we both knew she was using her harness and taking Alice in away they both preferred. Hard and rough.
Once the door to her bedroom was closed, Rosalie and I slowly undressed each other. I wanted to be naked underneath her, but the way she was kissing me took away the need to rush.
When she was out of her shorts and my silly grass skirt and bottoms were ditched on the floor, we stood at the foot of the bed still kissing. I let my hand drift between her legs. She parted them for slightly, letting me feel just how wet she was for me.
I brought my mouth back to her nipples and we fell back into the same stance, her head tossed back, my tongue swirling and plucking. My feelings for her made it easy for me to ignore the throbbing between my legs. I was dying to come, but I loved the way she shuddered against me. I loved the little sounds she made when I stroked at her clit. I knew in the back of my mind I wouldn't go to bed unsatisfied and for now I wanted to please her.
She came softly, twitching a bit between my fingers, breathing my name in high tones. Before she could recover, I dropped back on the bed, pulling her on top of me. We started kissing again, hungrily exploring with lips and tongues. Her thigh found my clit and I was helpless to resist the urge to rub against it. The sparks flew through my body as I pulled her closer, whimpering against her lips. I was just about to come when Rose rolled me on top of her, breaking the contact.
"Up, on your knees," she panted looking towards the headboard. She shimmied beneath me as I walked to the top of the bed on my knees. When my hands were planted firmly on the wall, Rosalie wrapped her arms around my thighs, pulling me down so her mouth met my dripping lips. Nothing could have kept my eyes open.
Immediately I began to quiver, feeling her warm tongue against me. Every moment that passed was filled with intensifying pleasure. She was gentle, using her lips lightly on my pussy, her tongue sweeping the length of my slit over and over, penetrating me when it could.
My head was swimming, thinking of Rosalie's face, thinking the love I had for her and just how much she was turning me on. My moans and whimpers were the only way I could express the way she was making me feel.
A few moments later I felt myself moving. I hadn't made a conscious decision, but I was quickly on my side rolling so I facing the foot of the bed, my mouth level with her with her beautiful cunt.
Rosalie caught on quickly, opening her legs, one knee bent, foot planted on the bed. She pulled me closer, spreading my thighs with her hand. I wasted no time pressing lips to her wetness, licking fiercely, swallowing every drop. At the same time she went back to kissing and licking my pussy. The sensations were more than we both could handle.
We spent the rest of the night in various positions, some times taking turns and others, pleasuring each other simultaneously, but for these minutes, during this perfect connection, lips to lips, I was in heaven.
And nothing Leah said or did could change that.
Saturday went by in a quiet, sleepy haze. Leah was away on set. It being my actual birthday, Rosalie and Alice let me decide how I wanted to spend it. We spent the whole day in front of the T.V. eating junk food and watching bad movies. For dinner I'd made waffles. All around it was a pretty good Saturday.
Sunday – was a different story.
I was ripped from sleep by something smashing against Leah's bedroom wall, a room that shared a wall with Rosalie's room. I looked at Rosalie who was sitting up on her elbow, alert as ever.
Just as I was about to ask her what the hell that noise was, the screaming started.
Rosalie quickly scrambled to the end of the bed and put some clothes on. She was out in the hall the next moment. I followed, pulling my panties on and the first top I saw, a sweatshirt of Alice's.
Leah's bedroom door was closed, but we could hear every word.
"No Seth! That is fucking bullshit and you know it!" Even though Leah and I had some rather unpleasant interactions, I never thought for a moment I would hear her sound like this. Her tone went beyond anger. She was furious.
I exhaled when I saw Alice come cautiously up the stairs. For a moment I was terrified that she trapped in a room with Leah, especially when she was throwing things.
"Why? Why the fuck would she do that? – No. Seth, you know that's not gonna happen!"
I looked at Alice and mouthed, "Who's Seth?"
"Her baby brother," Alice whispered. I nodded. Later I thought it was interesting, in a way, to find out that Leah had siblings.
"Yeah, well apparently she says a lot of things – I'm not pissed at you. – Yeah, yeah. Thanks." There was another pause and then her voice grew a little softer, but still loud enough to hear. "No. – Fine. I have to go. – Bye."
We all tensed, ready to dash away from the door the second the knob turned, but nothing happened. There was some motion in her room and its sounded a little like Leah was muttering to herself. Then she was back on the phone. This time we couldn't hear much, just murmuring.
After it was silent again for a long time, Rosalie braved knocking on the door. They hadn't talked to since Friday night, but clearly whatever her brother had to tell her had nothing to do with Rose.
"Lee?" Rosalie said, opening the door. I ducked back into Rosalie's room, just peeking out. Alice came further down the hall, but stayed out of Leah's room.
"Babe, what are you doing?" Rosalie asked, her voice is filled with worry.
"Leaving," I heard Leah say. I tensed, my stomach tightening. I could hear drawers opening and closing, items being shoved places. Just then I saw Leah side step Alice into the bathroom. I ducked further back. There was no way I was crossing her line of vision.
"Where are you going?" Rosalie asked when Leah reappeared.
"Hilo." I thought for a moment, realizing I had no idea where that was.
"Why?" Alice whispered.
"I'm not talking about it."
"When are you coming back?" Rose asked. I didn't like the desperation in her voice.
"Don't know."
"Do you want me to call a replacement?" Rosalie struggled to remain calm. For a moment I wondered what the heck she was talking about and then I remembered that Leah still had a week left on her movie shoot.
"Just called Liz. She's on it."
"Okay. Can I at least take you to the airport? I don't want your car just hanging out at LAX for who knows how long," Rosalie said.
"Sure. Fine."
Rosalie came back into the room at lightening speed. I plopped down on the bed, trying to stay clear of the door just in case Leah came back out in the hall. I knew I was the last person she wanted to see.
Rosalie was in her clothes in a matter of moments, slipping into some flip flops and pulling back her hair. She didn't pause to look at me as she took off after Leah down the stairs.
I stayed put for a little while, even after I heard the front door close. Finally I slid off the bed and out of the room to find Alice.
I didn't have to go far. She was standing in the same exact spot in the hallway, her arms wrapped around her chest, silent tears streaming down her face.
ok. so. leah's slightly unbalanced and she throws things, but i promise the situation will get better. keep the guessing come though. really.
