Chapter 5
She pulled away a little. "How he failed to notice your clothes all over the living room floor I don't know." she giggled.
He laughed. "That's something along the lines I've been telling you. He must be thick."
"Yeah… Perfect match, they deserve each other." she rolled her eyes. "She's not the one to do things like that. I reckon he put her up to it. Because when she found out exactly what was going on, she told me he told her we weren't together. She was on the phone to me, pleading with me and told me it was going to stop. Obviously it hasn't."
Jack nodded. "He probably did."
"I'll shut up about it now…" she smiled.
He smiled and kissed her on the forehead. "So are you okay?" he asked.
"I will be." she nodded.
He smiled and stroked her hair.
"You're almost naked… and I'm… not."
She smirked.
He laughed. "I know." he smirked back. 'But we can't carry on.. It wouldn't be right.' he thought.
"It's you I love." she said after a moment's silence.
"And I love you." he answered, smiling.
She beamed up at him and pulled him to the bedroom by his hand.
Curious, he allowed himself to be pulled.
She pushed the door shut and kissed him.
He kissed back, holding her close to him.
At this, she pressed her body against his as she deepened the kiss.
He kissed back deeper, still keeping her close.
Her fingers trailed down his chest, feeling every bump of each toned muscle.
He trailed his fingers down her back, over the fabric of her top, and back up again.
She kissed his neck softly, feeling his hands move up her back into her hair.
Soon she looked up at him. "Is this what you want?" she asked quietly.
He glanced down at her. "I don't care what I want, but do YOU want this?" he asked.
"I want you forever." she smiled softly.
He smiled at her and kissed her gently. 'I can't give you forever, but I can give you the best time of your life…' he thought.
She kissed back and put her arms around her neck.
He kept a firm grip on her, not letting her go.
"I love you Jack." she whispered, pulling him backward to the bed.
"I love you too Gwen." he smiled.
She sat down on the bed, looking innocently up at him. She then pulled him to her by his hands and then put her hands on his hips.
He smirked at her and hit the bed next to her.
She leaned over and kissed his chest.
He put his hand under her top, stroking small gentle circles on to her skin.
She trailed soft kisses further down his body.
As she moved, his hands travelled gently higher up her back and she looked at him.
"What?" he asked, looking at her.
"Nothing." she shook her head and made her way up his body again.
He shook his head, smiling at her and kissed her on her head.
She smirked up at him and sat up sp she could pull off her top and she kissed him again.
He kissed back and watched her.
She sighed after a bit. "Are you sure about this…? It's just that… I'm doing all of this and… I'm not getting anything back…" she said, keeping the feeling of being rejected out of her voice.
He looked her in the eye. "I do. Believe me I do… I just don't want to hurt you in any way. You've already been through a lot…"
"The only way you could hurt me is by being away from me." she told him gently, smiling a little as she lay next to him.
He looked at her. "But I don't feel that. I feel that it will make you worse with me around. I can't do that to you, I love you too much." he said.
"You'd make it worse if you left right now…" she said quietly, now looking away, knowing at some point he'll get up, get dressed and leave.
"I won't leave you now then." he said as he shuffled toward her, wrapping his arms around her and kissed her head.
She wrapped her arms around him, putting her head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.
He stroked her hair as he held her firmly.
She felt her eyes close and felt herself dragged unwillingly into sleep.
He pulled the covers over them with one hand as he held her. He closed his eyes as he felt her falling asleep on him.
She shifted a little as she fell into a deeper sleep.
He smiled, his heart racing with her being so near, being able to hold her.
She whimpered a little as her dreams took over.
He opened his eyes and watched her as she slept.
She moved and whimpered again occasionally but she remained asleep, torn between being kept in her dreams for a while longer and wanting to wake up.
They stayed this way for a few hours, and he whispered "I love you."
Her eyes fluttered open and she gazed up at him as her vision focused, her eyes naturally wide again.