Lolovivi Chapter 11 by Yinx

I blinked starring down at him, "What"?

"Will you marry me" he smiled up at me cupping my face with his hands.

I closed my eyes God knew I wanted to say 'Yes' but I already was putting him I danger with Bruce still out who knows where. "I can't" I whispered moving off him. I heard him call my name as I gathered my clothes. "I'm sorry, Sam" I said again hurrying out the door to my room.

I leaned against the door and held myself as I began to cry. This whole thing being in this house with Sam everything coming back here was a mistake. I wiped my tears and put my clothes back on. I was packing when a knock came.

"Mercedes" Sam's voice came through the door. I stayed quiet. "Mercedes, can we talk please"?

I took a deep breath as I walked over and opened the door. Sam sad look made him as handsome as ever. He had dressed too.

"I'm sorry Mercedes we weren't ready for that" he whispered starring at me. "But I'm not sorry for asking you to marry me" he looked down at his hands where held a small box. "I got this freshman year of college he sighed as if remembering. I was going to propose on Christmas but… yeah". He looked at me Mercedes "I've waited for you all these years but I won't wait anymore. I love you with every fiber of my being".

I closed my eyes "Sam it's very complicated my life right now"

"It can be very simple if you let it, Mercedes. I'm not saying all your problems will go away but I am saying that we will get through them together" he took the ring out and held it towards me.

I looked at the ring then up at him "I don't want to burden you".

"The only burden your causing is you not wanting to be with me".

"What if Bruce comes back and something happens to you it will be all my fault" I felt tears starting to fall as he embraced me.

"If and when that time comes we'll deal with it" he whispered.

I continued to sob into his chest "No Sam" I choked out.

He back up and stoop to eye level. "It's my choice I've chosen to stay with you whether we are married or not. I preferred married though" he smiled.

I choked out a laugh and nodded.

"What's to nod for Mercedes" he beamed thumbing away my tears

"Yes Sam I'll marry you" I smiled. Sam slipped the ring on my finger then kissed me so softly that I melted.

He picked me up and carried me back into his room where he laid me down on the bed. "I'll be back" he whispered pecking my lips.

Sam left and came back a minute later with my suitcase "Need to put your clothes up, Mela where they belong" he smiled.

"You think me sleeping in here is a good idea" I asked him

"Well you have been sleeping in my bed all these weeks. If the difference is that ring on your finger..." he said as a worried looked spread across his face.

"What will Vivi think"?

Sam came over and sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap "Maybe she will think there is someone out there that truly loves her mother and her as well because a man who says he loves his woman wouldn't beat her"

I hung my head I knew this would come up soon. I just wished it was later. I played with the ring and waited.

"Why did you choose him Mercedes? You knew I loved you I'd do anything for you". He nestled his face with mine. "Was he better in bed than me?

I laughed looking at him "No Sam you were always the best I've ever had".

"That's good to know." He smiled but it faded "Why him"?

"I was afraid, Sam" I confessed "You're never supposed to marry your first love".

"Rachel and Finn did and Kurt and Blaine. And Brittany and Santana are planning to wed in a few months" he explained to me.

"Well what about Mike and Tina Quinn and Artie and Puck and Lauren" I asked they had broken up over the years.

Sam cupped my face "Mercedes just because those relationships didn't work doesn't mean ours won't".

"It doesn't mean that it will either, Sam and I didn't want that. I thought you deserved better that you would meet someone better like I thought I did".

"Mercedes" Sam kissed my forehead "You were always the one for me. God made you for me and he made me for you. There was a something I was supposed to do when I proposed". He sat me on the bed and went into the closet coming back with his guitar and sitting beside me on the bed.

He began strumming "Are you going to sing for me" I asked watching his long fingers play the chords with ease.

"Yes, don't laugh, Mela. It's been awhile" he whispered blushing slightly.

"I love hearing you sing Sam, I missed it" I smiled.

Sam kissed me "I missed you" he grinned as he began to sing.

"In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...

Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle..."

Sam finished the song and was about to kiss me when the doorbell rang.

"That's probably Vivi" I whispered glancing at the clock on the bed side table. I stood up and leaned forward and kissed him hard "I love you Samuel" then went to the door.

Dinner was quite until Vivi asked "Mommy what's that on your finger"?

I glanced at Sam who gave me one of his lopsided smiles. "Um, well Mr. Evans has asked me to marry him and I said yes" I smiled at her.

Vivi looked at Sam thinking "Are you going to be my new father"?

It was Sam's turn to glance nervously at me; I just smiled and nodded. "Err step-father mostly, I don't want to take the place of your daddy" he smiled.

"Why can't you be my real daddy"?

"Because he's not Vivi" I said taking the pressure from Sam.

"But I want him to be, Daddy hurts you mommy, Mr. Evans doesn't" she spoke the truth.

I didn't know how to answer that but Sam did "If you want Vivi I can be your father that way you still have your daddy"

Vivi got of her chair and climbed up in Sam lap "Can't you be both"?

Sam laughed and looked at me "Your daughter knows what she wants how about you Mela"?

"Yes Sam, her mother knows what she wants too" I giggled.

"What does me…Mela mean, Daddy" Vivi asked Sam.

Sam chuckled I saw him blink back tears "It means love. Like how much I love your mother".

"My name means love too. 'There's always love', right Mommy" she beamed between me and Sam.

I nodded "Yes, Vivi".

"Can I have a name too" Vivi asked Sam.

"Hmmm" Sam stroked his chin pretending to think "How about Tarien"?

"What does it mean" Vivi asked wide eyed.

"Princess" Sam smiled pecking her cheek.

"I like it" she hugged him "Mommy do you like my name" she asked turning to me.

"I love it, baby" I smiled at Sam.

Sam lay on top of me that night as we made love. We had done it so many times with our parents in the house we knew how to keep our cries to a minimum.

Sam thrust deeper finding my cervix and began to roll his hips. I bit my lip knowing that that move always made me scream for mercy. "Sam stop" I gasped looking up at him placing my hands on his chest.

He immediately did. Sam looked worried his hand cupped my cheek "Did I hurt you? We don't have to do this til we are married…" he started to ramble.

I chuckled "No, I want to… it's just you doing that move…I can't handle it without screaming"

Sam laughed as he began again "Maybe I want to hear you scream, Mela" he whispered in my ear then nibbling the lobe.

"We'll wake up Vivi" I muffled a cry with my fist.

"If we do she'll know her mother is being thoroughly loved by her father" he moved my hand away and kissed me deeply.

I could feel my body about to give and Sam shuddered so I knew he was about to give too. My walls clamped down on his member; I felt his seed enter me as he growled loudly. We starred at each other awhile before Sam pecked my nose.

"I need to get condoms so we don't have another scare" he whispered pulling out and lying beside me.

"It wouldn't be a scare now since we are prepared, if it happens" I laid my head on his shoulder; I felt him brush his lips across my forehead.

Sam wrapped his arms around me "I can't wait to start baby making with you, but let's get married first" he grinned at me.

"Okay, Sam" I smiled cupping his face.

Like clockwork I woke up around three. Sam held me fast in his arms so it was some trouble getting away. I finally did, I put on his robe and went to check on Vivi. I opened her door and felt the cold of room realizing the window was open. I walked over and closed it turning to see Vivi wasn't in her bed.

"Vivi" I whispered turning over the covers and looking under the bed. I rushed to her bathroom. Nothing. I search the guest rooms. Nothing. My heart started to race. He couldn't have known where we were. Nothing as I check the living places. I rushed back to Sam room and stopped when I saw a piece of paper taped to one of the mirrors.

Hope you enjoyed your little fuck.

He had taken her; Bruce had taken Vivi.