Disclaimer: I asked my fairy godmother for twilight she said it was stealing. -.-

A/N: So here's the first chapter. Hehe. Warning chapters may be short but content is pretty good! Lol. Last chance to walk away! Wait no I lied you can't walk away now, your mine! Alllll minnneee!!! XD

Chapter One: Haunted Dreams

Three months. Its been three months since he left. Three months and I can't think of anything but him. I remember the day like it happened yesterday. It still tore me apart every time I thought about it.

"Bella, we're leaving." I took a deep breath. This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared. But still I had to ask.

"Why now? Another year-"

"Bella, its time. How much longer could we stay in forks after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming he's thrity-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless." I stared at him trying to understand what he meant. He stared back coldly. With a roll of nausea, I realized I'd misunderstood.

"When you say we-," I whispered.

"I mean my family and myself."

Those words had hurt but it was what came next that hurt the worse.

" Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.

Those cold eyes stared at me every time I closed my eyes. They haunted my dreams at night. I feel so bad for Charlie. I wake up almost every night yelling now a days. He has dark purple circles under his eyes and I know he hasn't gotten much sleep either.

"Bells, I'm going over to Billy's do you want to come? Jake misses you." I sighed I knew I should go, just to make him think I'm getting better. Even though I felt like part of my soul was ripped out of me. Edward had taken my heart, my soul, my being, now I feel like an empty shell. My endless thoughts of what I did wrong is the only thing that kept me from being a corpse. That and of course my breathing.

"Go on without me Dad, I have some homework to finish. Have fun!" The fake cheeriness in my voice made me wince. I was a horrible liar but at least Charlie couldn't see my face. That would give me away in a heart beat. I heard the floorboards creak outside my door. I turned my face toward the window just incase he opened the door. I heard his hesitation as he kept taking in a breath to talk then stopping.

"Bells…," he finally started. "I know these last couple months have been hard. But people do love you Bells. Your friends miss you. Don't throw your life away because of an idiot boy." I stayed quiet as I heard him turn away and walk down the stairs. I walked over to the yellowed lace curtains and pulled them back looking outside. The sun glinted off the hood of Charlie's car as he drove away. On a sunny day like this Edward would be out hunting. I winced at the thought of him. It was so hard not to think of him anymore.

I sighed and grabbed a random book off the shelves. I had to blink back tears as I realized it was Wuthering Heights (sp?) the book Edward would always make fun of me for reading. I tossed it on the floor. I laid back on my pillow and closed my eyes welcoming the darkness that I knew well now.

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I woke up with a gasp, drenched in sweat. I gripped my comforter in a death grip as I tried to hold on to parts of my dream. Edward….. He had been in my dream. But there was something……..Wrong with Edward. What was it? I looked around the darkened room trying to figure out what I was forgetting. The important detail that made my dreams so disturbing. I gasped with realization as it came to me. Edward had red eyes and he was no longer My Edward. He looked at me not with love but as he was hungry. Very very hungry.

I shiver crept up my spine and I shook my head to get the picture out of my mind. I looked at the clock. Four AM. I slept for over twelve hours and I was still tired. Two hours until I had to get up and get ready for school. I will make the most of it. So I laid back down and closed my eyes again, hoping for a dreamless sleep.

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A/N: Muhahaha! End of Chapter one! XD Hey I'll make a deal with you. You give me reviews and your favorite twilight character will come knocking on your door! If you don't I will find out and they won't be knocking on your door to say hi…..Lol

~Wolfie~