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Epilogue
I'm Married; to an over protective lunatic.
Really, he was pacing a hole through my floor boards.
" Jev…please stop…your making it worst…" my voice sounding hoarse and he wasn't making it any better. Over the past few hours I was sick, I meant really sick.
I presume of it to be a stomach flu, on my… to be wedding night. Lovely…
"sorry angel….but I just don't get it…you were fine this morning…." He was clearly concerned and I had no doubt any husband would.
But this was getting a little out of hand, it was just flu. It'll pass by twenty four hours.
" Jev…this is nothing…" to express my deep statement of reassurance, I bolted to the bathroom.
" very reassuring…I'm taking you to the hospital…." Was all he said, as he left me sitting by the toilet.
When my mouth was wash, and I felt less sick, I found Jev once again, pacing in my room, talking to someone on the phone.
" Fine….we'll wait here…yes…thank you…" as he flip his phone close
" I'm gonna go get something to eat…." But before I could leave the door, I felt cool arms warp around my waist.
" you're not going anywhere, angle….stay in bed, I'll get you something to eat.." as he carried me to bed
A good twenty minutes later, I have tasted the most orgasmic chicken soup in the world, it was simply divine that I could inhale it all day long, as its taste creamed in my mouth. I gave out a heartily moan of pleasure; just as I found Jev stiffen beside me.
"stop that…"
But I didn't, this was too good to be true. Since when did Jev not make a rhetorical comment on my desires? This was priceless, as I saw tiny beads of sweat sprout from his forehead.
It almost made me cough the soup out. He was agitating, and it was odd, Jev never, I mean never looked like this to me; he was the master of calmness.
I cock my head to the side " you know what..I think I'll have a nap…" as I gently place the bowl in his hands and tuck myself in under the covers.
I woke up with the sun shining on my face, blinding me with radiant light. As I squinted my eyes and gave a lazy yawn, feeling rather healthy, after barfing half of what I ate back out, my mouth tasted stale.
As I took in my surroundings, I suddenly remembered that I had a husband.
'where was he then?' isn't it that man and wife lived on the same house?
" good morning, angel…I hope you're feeling better…" Jev came in through my bedroom door carrying a few empty boxes. The one placed atop the other.
"..uhh- yeah I am..what are those for?"
"There're for you…" as he walked towards my closet and began to put all of my stuff in the box.
"excuse me? I'm afraid you have no right in changing my wardrobe at the moment…"
" Oh..no..i'm not changing them, angel…I'm taking them away…" He turned towards me and smiled.
"To where?"
"To our dear home my love…."
"-huh?"
" I called your mom last night….told her what happen….and I also asked if you could live with me…"
" just like that? She said yes?"
" apparently I think your mom doesn't want you to go to med school, angel.."
"yeah- I sort of figured that out…so?"
"hmm?" he turned towards me, eyebrow raised
" our home? Really? I get to move in with you this very morning?"
" yes, angel….."
It was all too surreal; married at seventeen.
There were no doubts as I pinch myself to wake from this dream. But it wasn't a dream; this was real, as I step in through the doors of my new bedroom.
Jev had bought a house, just by the shore. It was beautiful, with that white picket fence and that baby blue porch.
My bedroom; no it was our bedroom, as Jev had called it. Cream walls, a king size bed, and large book shelf filled with every classical novel I know, a walked in closet, a bathroom half the size of the bedroom, it was too perfect, and I could not grasp the fact that this was now my life, my new life.
The perfect kitchen, with that light yellow hues of morning and the dirty white pantries filled with every supply you could find. The kitchen was twice the size of the bedroom; it was by far the largest area in the house.
" you like it, angel…?"
" this is for me?"
" all of it…just for you angel." As he tenderly kissed my cheeks trailing it towards my jaw as he reached my lips with that warm kiss as gentle as butterfly wings, as my stomach tighten in pleasure.
As we broke our kiss for the much needed air, he went to take two shinning crystal wine glasses and a bottle of orange juice from the fridge.
" a toast to happy endings, my love…" Jev said, as he smiled happily and click his glass to hers.
Life couldn't get any better than this, I swear. But there was something missing, as I stared upon my dark pools, I could get lost in that darkness, but no. Not now, as I held back and suddenly felt nervous.
We were alone, in a house by the shore, nobody was here, and it was an exact hour drive from the farm house.
I was happy, I really was grateful, but from what I could dispatcher of what this meant. It made unwanted shivers run down my spine.
I was having second thoughts; yes, I wanted it, I was eager for it. But now that I had it, right in front of me, I could initiate it.
I am now hesitating.
Am I really ready for this? Could I really not wait for a few more years? After graduation?, after college?, after our church wedding?
Should I wait when I am older? Am I being reasonable in my decisions? Am I regretting the very moment I said yes to him?
What was the difference? I was still going to be a girl manipulated my hormones.
But no; there is a difference. I'm married, I'm mature enough, I was the one who initiated this, I was the one who was eager for this, wanted it so bad that I went as far as calling of the engagement.
I had to be ready for this, otherwise, why did was I so eager on wanting it all?
Hormones… Yes I was now blaming it on my feisty teenage hormones.
As I felt him take the glass away from my hands, I looked up at him in wonder.
As he stared at me with dark lusting eyes, I immediately blush.
Okay..i'm a bit nervous.
Heck' I'm damn petrified.. as I felt this fingers tracing the outlines of my jaw and caressing my cheeks, my heart skittered.
As I stumbled backwards, suddenly shaking in anxiety.
" it's alright Nora…we're not going to do anything you don't want to…." as he held me in his arms tightly and kiss my forehead.
I just nodded unconsciously as I debated on bolting and staying.
"..how bout be go for a swim angel? There's no one here…..let's take a moment enjoying the first day we have here…after all what's a beach house without beach privileges…."
And that's how our day went by; as I sat beside him watching the horizon change its colors to pinkish hues, as dusk came.
"..i wish it could always be like this….." I sigh softly
" we could be like this all eternity, angel..and I won't complain a day of it…as long as you're in my arms.."
" how do you do that?"
" do what angel….?"
" dazzle me so much?..it seems that, you know the precise words to say, that makes my heart beat so much faster…" as I blush a deep dark red
" that's because I love you, angel…and I have the mark to prove it…."
As the moon rose ; a full moon tonight, and it was beautiful.
The prefect night for a wedding night…as I blush an even darker red, at the thought, yes, I admit my innocence. I admit that, I was irrational and thoughtless before. Because standing in this situation, made me doubt my capabilities, will I be desired by him?
What if he won't want me anymore after tonight?
It brought my heart to a panic as I felt it beat frantically. But all else faded, as I felt the touch of his warm lips trailing gentle kisses down my shoulders. As his fingers rub patterns along my bare stomach, making me feel pure bliss, and that pulsing desire of passion.
As our nights events brought as to the trails of discarded clothes along the hallways towards our bedroom. Leaving me in nothing but a bikini, as I blush deeply when Jev started looming over me, trailing tender kissing along my neck, I suddenly felt embarrass.
" what's wrong, angel?" as he pulled back and looked at me
It just made me blush even more, my heart pounding in ecstasy " I…I…"
"if you're not sure of this angel, all you have to do is tell me…" as he smiled at me and kissed my cheek
I felt like crying, he loved me that much, as my heart soared in happiness. Life was bliss; as I gently circled my arms around him and smiled at him.
" thank you….I've never been sure in my whole life, Jev…."
Jev, sat up and reach for his bedside table, taking out what seemed to be a small blue bottle. He drank it in one swing as he came back looming over me with that impossible pleasured grin imprinted along his face.
Kissing me full force, as we broke, I heard him pant as he nibbled my ear.
" I can feel you…angel…" he moaned, I gasp as I felt his fingers trace along the sizes of my breast.
Intoxication, passion, ecstasy, desire, wants, needs…all over powered by sheer love, and a night fulfilled with magic, as I saw the constellations shine brightly above me, feeling the endless warmth of my angel.
As the silence faded into endless pants and moans, taking me to the heavens above, as our night climaxed with a loving embrace, our bodies tangled with the sweet taste of honey.
Was it worth it?
I would say I have no regrets, as two weeks later I woke up with the most nauseating headache of my life.
My happily ever after; protected by the arms of a fallen angel, as we stared into each others eyes, both filled with confusion and anxiety.
Could it be?
Raining Black feathers, dark black eyes…
I couldn't help but smile at my previous dream. I remembered Michael's words…
As I suddenly broke into an endless hysteria with Jev's eyes growing wide, as he just stood there like stone.
Life was perfect. As I surrendered myself into the tender wings of an angel, My Jev…..
I deeply apologize that it has taken me so long to write this last chapter. I strongly believe that the epilogue of a story is one of the hardest parts to write.
I hate that a story should end, but we can't do anything but make its ending happy and satisfying. I would also like to thank to all my readers and reviewers thank you so much for all the kind and supportive words. If you wish to read the other version of this ending I will be posting it as a rated M soon..
I hope to write more stories and wish that I would be able to make everyone have a good feed as this story has. It truly touches my heart that you all loved the idea that I have made on this story, thank you so much..
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