Okay, first of all. I apologized...I broke a promise to keep it update regularly. And this is some kind of short.
I wrote and finish this chapter maybe like 5 months ago and I didn't do anything else. I didn't fix any grammar too and I also wanted to tell you that from next chapter on.
It will be different how I write to tell the story and everything else.
That would be all, please enjoy this chapter.
Kira's POV.
When I opened his eyes, I see a white cellar. I get up and look around, where am I? The last thing I remembered, was piloting the Freedom and Lacus was safe in Eternal. What happened afterward? Why…I can't remember….it. Argh! My head hurts.
"Kira!" I look in the direction where the sound originated. Lacus rushed her way and hugged me. Her eyes were red, I saw it. And the way she holds me so tightly…something must have happened.
"Lacus, what happened to me?" I asked.
"You fainted" But it wasn't Lacus who answered, it was Athrun. Although I didn't satisfy that Athrun was the one who answer but I know that they're hiding something from me. I clenched my hand and gritted my teeth, so hard and I didn't realize it until Lacus shouted out "Kira! Stop, your hands are bleeding!" I stopped clenched my hand after I heard. I look at my hands.
My hands were bleeding? Did I clench my hands that hard? Athrun ran out of the room to get the bandage.
"Lacus, now, tells me what really happened back there." I put on a cold voice without noticing it and I slapped her.
"Kira…"
"Answer me!" What…what did I just say…how could I…raise my voice against Lacus. How could I hit her…I'm…I'm…What is happening to me.
"Lacus….I'm…I'm sorry." I ran out of the room without of thinking anything else, nor do I care about the blood that flown down from my hands.
"Ouch, ah-ah…I'm sorry Mr. Waldfeld" I apologized for crashing into him.
"It's okay, youngster. It's good that you're awake, hey! Wait where're you going!" I didn't care about his words. I began to cry alone. If something like this keep up…I would end up hurting everyone that I hold dear.
I ran in the corridor without looking in the front, the ship was very complex. I don't know where I have run to…in other words…I'm lost…still, wasn't it better? If I disappeared, so no one will be hurt…by me and I won't hurt anyone anymore.
I finally sat down in the dark corner, watching the star in the space. I let tears fell down from my eyes, and the bleeding on my hands begins to stop. I wish I could be like a star in the sky or a bird that flies in the sky, living a peaceful, normal life.
But…what can I do? I can't blame anyone…or should I blame Destiny? Or Fate? That made me this way. Right now, everyone will surely be searching for me. It would be for the best if they didn't find me.
Maybe I should've died. I couldn't live up with what did I do to Lacus. She cared for me, every second…and looked what at I have become. I…I've made my decision. I'll stay away from everyone…I'll…stop this conflict…alone with Freedom…this way…everyone will be safe.
I began to walk back the way I came, the security will be everywhere, since they would be searching for me.
"There he is!" I heard a voice coming from behind me; I turned to see two guards calling the others. I felt something break down inside me, and then I begin to disable the guards.
End of Kira's POV.
"What happened to them! Are they…still breathing?" A pink haired girl said.
"Yeah, they're still breathing. But it will be a couple of days before they get theirs consciousness back." Athrun said.
"Looks like they were…knockout with a strong force to theirs neck. They're really lucky to survive." Waldfeld said.
"Kira knocked them out…we have to find him, quick!" Everyone nodded in agreement, they searched around and they found many guards fell unconscious along the hallway.
But they have to shock when they began to see blood spilled on the floor.
"We have to hurry!" They followed the trail and soon it reached the hangar.
"Kira! Stop!" Waldfeld shouted.
"I'm sorry…Waldfeld-san…but I can't stop…not anymore…Farewell…Lacus…I was a very lucky person to have someone like you care for me…but I don't want to hurt you…again…it tore me apart…what did I just do to you just now…I can't forgive myself…goodbye."
"Kira! Please…don't leave me…" Lacus's tears filled in her eyes and dipped down on her cheek.
"I can't Lacus…I…can't be at your side…not until I know what's wrong with me…sorry…please give my regards to everyone…"
Kira hacked the computer and open the air hangar on his own, and preventing anyone to shut it down.
"Damn, I'll go after him with Justice." Athrun ran up to his Justice but Lacus stopped him.
"Athrun…no…even if you go after him, I doubt that this incident would happen again. So…I think that it would be the best if we left him alone…just for now"
Even in a situation like this, Lacus hasn't lose her calmness.
"Are you sure, Lacus? I could still catch up to him…" Athrun said to Lacus.
But Lacus stood firm on her decision to not go after Kira, going after him like now would not make anything better.
"Okay…if you say so…"
The group came back to the bridge and explained to everyone…what just happened.
Kira flied away in his mobile suit and cried…he didn't even bother to wear his helmet when he came out in the patient shirt
But he just flied away…and don't even know where to go, the Earth Forces won't accept me but so is Zaft, that's what Kira guess.
"Kira Yamato…" A voice called out to him.
"What…who…" Kira shed away his tears.
"You're confused right? You want to know why this is happening to you…you want to know why you were being keep an eye on." The voice said and then the voice continued. "Come…to this place…and everything will be revealed to you."
A pin point location has appeared on Freedom's monitor. Kira was hesitated at first but he decided to go the location, after all…he doesn't have anything to lose.
Freedom flew with it wings and thrusters all the way to the location, which revealed to be a deserted colony.
Kira checked the condition of the colony which was safe to breath with out a helmet.
He dropped himself down from the Freedom's cockpit, and walked into the lone building.
"Follow the light, it will take you to where you should be." The voice instructed the brown haired boy.
Kira followed the light which leads him into a room-like a laboratory.
"Welcome…to your birthplace, Kira-kun." The voice revealed himself to be no one other than Rau le Cruset.
"You…why did you…" Kira backed himself away from the masked man. He didn't bring any weapons with him.
"Don't worry…I won't hurt you, have I ever hurt you Kira-kun?" Kira couldn't deny what Cruset said, even if Kira doesn't know the man but he isn't seem to be that unreasonable sort of a guy.
"Come over here." Cruset leaded Kira into another room that connected from the lab.
Cruset began his scheme, starting by opening an old record.
It was the record of how Coordinator began to step into this world, with the researchers try their best to modify, develop the newborn child to be.
Then there's another record.
"Give him back…give me back my other child…" The woman cried as she beg the man.
"No, he is mine! I'll make him the ultimate coordinator! The man pushed the woman away.
"Do you think that will make him happy!" The woman said.
"Of course, Via! Being on the top of everybody is the happiest thing anyone could acquire!" The man said.
"That's you, Ulen. Not Kira!" The woman said.
Cruset cut the record off and says "You know right? That's your parent right now is not real, they've always avoided to answer why they made you coordinator right?"
"So what…I don't believe what you just told me or I just saw. There isn't a proof…that…"
"You ask for proof? This is the proof…" Cruset picked something from the desk nearby and show it to Kira.
It was a picture, the same picture that's Cagali shown it to him.
Kira fell down to his knee.
"Now do you know why everyone is after you? You were the only one who survived the procedure…Blue Cosmos was aware of you at that time but they couldn't acquire you in time."
"Then…I…I wasn't born…"
"Now do you see what human true nature is? They don't care what method they have to use all they only want is for them to be at the highest point, better than anyone else, trying to prove themselves without thinking about the consequences of their action."
"I'm just a tool…for them? No, that's…"
"Ulen Hibiki, your father doesn't even care what you would feel, he even make you become a monster. Everyone wants you, because they saw you as a weapon."
"That's…" Deep down inside Kira knew that his heart didn't deny what the man just said.
Tears dropped down from the boy eyes.
"Come with me, Kira-kun. I'll destroy all of the humanity."
Kira began to think what he have been through, what've he been suffering so far and that's what made him fall into darkness, his own darkness. Kira think that if he wasn't born this way, or if humanity never played with the genes in the first place. None of this would have happened to him.
That's when Kira decided that he will join Cruset's quest in clearing humanity, let alone fill this damned world