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"Fabian?" I whispered to my love. We were making out, or "snogging" on the couch with a movie playing in the background.
"Yes, Nina?" He looked at me.
"What... what happens after this?" I asked. "After I have to leave, and you have to go back to your girlfriend."
"I'm not sure. Breaking up... we can't do that. I have to break up with Isabella and you with Jason. But it'll break thier hearts."
"Don't know about you, but I'm not so good at this whole 'break someone's heart' deal. And Jason... he's like a brother to me. Or at least a very close cousin. What should I do? Breaking up with the person you're engaged with, especially when it's for another person, is really hard."
"How do you think I feel?" Fabian sighed in agreement. "Isabella's waiting for a proposal. She has no idea I'm not even in love with her."
"When did love become even more difficult than it was in high school?" I asked, and layed my head on his shoulder to watch the movie.
"This is high school love," He reminded me, putting his arm around me. "Just continued."
So the question was put at rest, and I temporarily forgot about it, until I got a text from Jason. It read "I miss you!" in big pink letters and was attached with a picture of a small, cartoon heart. Usually, I would think of this as nice and sweet, but at that time it made me worried.
He still loved me.
And I didn't love him. It made me feel horrible. I've been "rejected" before, but not by my fiancé.
Debating for a second about breaking the news to him, I decided not to and didn't respond.
It was later in the day, and Fabian was using my phone to search the web, when he saw the "I miss you!" text.
"You told him off, right?" Fabian said to me.
I winced, knowing that this wasn't the answer he was looking for. "Actually, I didn't."
"Um, what?" He was startled. "Why not?"
"It wasn't the right time," I tried, and Fabiant shot me a look. "Okay, I just didn't because..." My voice dropped to a whisper, "I... I didn't want to break the poor sap's heart."
"What?" Fabian was surprised, and maybe a little angry.
"Did you break up with Isabella the first 'I love you' text she sent you?"
"Yes," He said triumphantly.
I was silent, and there was a feeling, rattling my bones, and it seemed familiar, but everything happened way too fast to name it.
"Nina, do you still have feelings for this guy?"
"What? No!" I protested.
"Are you sure?"
My eyes narrowed. "Fabian Rutter, you don't trust me!" I snapped, feeling angry that after all we'd been through he had the nerve to accuse me of having feelings for Jason!
"Well, then what's the problem?" He demanded, angry now, too.
"The problem is that you don't trust me!"
"Oh my God! Just call him!"
"It's not that simple! You can't just call the person that you're engaged with and say, 'Yeah, I don't love you anymore because I met up with my ex and I still love him, so the wedding's off!'" I said, getting angrier with every word.
"And why not?"
"Ugh!" I screamed in frustration.
"This isn't working," Fabian shook his head.
"Did you really expect it to?" I asked. My mood had changed completely- it went from furious to a sad, desperate feeling, the kind that would make me cry big, watery tears. "I mean, we're about to give up everything for one chance with each other! And that didn't work out the first time, did it?"
I turned and left before he could say anything.
Sitting behind the wheel of my car, the tears finally came out. Yep, they were big tears that flowed like waterfalls over my cheeks.
When I finally calmed down enough, but still crying a little, everything came crashing down. I had just ruined everything. Everything. My relationship with Jason was, needless to say, over, as was me and Fabian's. The entire trip was destroyed, and the break-up left me with an... empty feeling.
I started up the ignition and drove away, still crying, just a little.
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Sorry both break-ups are focused on jealousy, but I can't really think of them breaking up for another reason in this story. Review, please!
~RosePedal51