A/N I FUCKING HATE RELATION SHIPS! THEY SUCK !
Chapter 8: Good-bye my dear…
Song Dear Insanity: Asking Alexandria
Emmett got back and I had two duffle bags full of clothes, and my hair stuff, and deodorant and all my millions of dollars. In a little cage on the dash board was my caterpillar. I quickly jumped in the jeep after loading my music stuff in the back and Em was in the passenger seat and we took off to the sandy beaches of Australia. Nobody would even notice I was gone.
I got on to the main road when I saw Joey pop out of no where. I swerved and missed him but hit a tree. I flinched as I felt the blood drip down my forehead from hitting the glass, and my wrist was stuck in the wheel . Emmett was at my side in a nano second, and he stiffened when he saw the blood.
"Bella…"
"OH MY FUCKING GOD JOEY YOU FUCKING CUNT!" I yelled then I started crying and screaming profanities at people. My wrist was shattered, and my head was just scratched. Emmett called Carlsile and in twenty seconds he was at my door, taking care of my wrist. Joey sat in a corner crying and beating himself up about the accident.
Once Carlisle finished with my wrist and put a band aid on my cut he walked outside, followed by Emmett. I walked over to Joey and sat down beside him. When he didn't look at me I grabbed his hand. When he moved his hand away I crawled into his lap and straddled him, just like when we were younger and we wrestled.
"Joey, look at me." I whispered. He looked up with un-shed-able tears in his eyes. Then he looked at my cut and looked away discusted.
"Joey stop it. I'm absolutely fine."
"Bella I could have gotten you killed, it was my entire fault I'm so sorry I cant…I feel bad for it."
"Joey, that's enough stop it, its okay. I'm okay ill be fine."
He just looked down, and sniffled. I took his face between my hands and kissed his forehead and his cheeks and he looked up at me under his eyelashes.
" Bella, I love you, you're the best adopted sister…."
"wait what?"
"i…um…your adopted."
" I'm…what?"
"Charlie adopted you, your mother is Renee Swan and my dad is Charlie Pascarella." He explained.
"Is that why I look nothing like you guys? Is that why my mom never talked about my dad before she died?"
"Yes." He said sadly. I looked over at the wall and just stared. I'm adopted…what the hell!
"i-I have to go." I said suddenly, then I got up and booked it to the car. I got in and locked all the doors and just sat there. Joey, I could tell, didn't move, he sat there wondering why he said anything. I cried and slammed my hands on the stearing wheel, forgetting it was shattered, then I cried out in pain. I numbly put my Reckless and Relentless CD into my cd player and Dear Insanity started playing,
"
Oh sweet insanity
You take my hand and walk me out into the dark
We walk this road for hours and hours
To the white hills, and the oceans
On a collision course, to hell we march
We're doomed to this now
Oh the irony
If I'm going down I won't go down alone
You're doomed to this one
You're doomed to this now
Hold your breath my dear
We're going under
I've walk this road for hours
To the white hills, and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me
Hold your breath my dear
We're going under
Dreams, my mind won't me lift from my dreams
And thought I try I can't escape my mind
Dreams, my mind won't lift me from my dreams
And though you try you can't escape me
Now you've seen what I've become
Now you've seen what I can do
Now you've seen what I'm capable of
I've walk this road for hours to the white hills, and the oceans
I search for solace in this toxic land of sin
Just let me in
Don't wake me up, their songs are soothing
Their wine subdues me
Welcome to the diary of a man that lost his mind so long ago
Welcome to the shell of a man with a heart so black and cold
Over and over in my head "
Once it was over I just sat there completely still. It was dark outside, but I didn't care, I turned the car on and went driving. I came to a clearing in the woods and opened the door. I took my guitar and my synth and went to the woods. I sat there and wrote my newest song.
"Even though I'm on my own)
(I know I'm not alone)
(Cause I know there's someone, somewhere)
(Waiting when I make it home)
(So here's one from the heart)
(A life line from the start)
(Home sweet home)
It was you
If only I could do this
You put the music in my heart
Now I'm singing with a band in Memphis
It's hard just, to be strong
Not knowing if, I've done you wrong
I want to imagine
A smile when you hear my songs
Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Waiting when I make it home
So here's one from the heart
A life line from the start
Home sweet home
On my own
A letter home
And I don't really speak much
We both know I'm not keen too
But I think there's things I've left unsaid
I'm okay, don't worry
I wish I'd been a better kid
I'm trying, to slow down
I'm sorry for letting you down
Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Waiting when I make it home
So here's one from the heart
A life line from the start
Home sweet home
On my own
Yeah!
You know it's just, Rock and roll
I know you by my side, through it all
My time running out
And I'll take over the world
Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Waiting when I make it home
So here's one from the heart
A life line from the start
Home sweet home
On my own
Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Cause I know there's someone, somewhere
Waiting when I make it home
So here's one from the heart
A life line from the start
Home sweet home
On my own "
I sang to my self and messed with my synth a little while until someone cleared there throat. I whipped around to see a tall guy with long blond dreads, and no shirt walking towards me.
"Such a pretty, pretty girl." He said. I slowly stood up and bent to get my wand out and hid it behind my back.
"Come with me girl, and I wont kill you….right away."
"Um…I don't think so." I said.
"Don't act like a brat." He replied stalking closer to me. I took my wand out from behind my back and yelled, "Etella Schemella Freeze!" and he froze in place.
"BRAT!" He yelled really loud. I wished Joey or Emmett or even Edward were here to help protect me. But they weren't and this guy was a strong vampire. He quickly broke out of the ice and came running up to me. I backed up and turned around and ran, I ran as fast as I could to the truck and got in and closed all the windows, and locked all the doors. I then put the keys in the car and started it. Then the guy appeared in front of the jeep. I put the pettle-to-the-metal and ran the dude over.
He got up and chased my car but I was faster. I was going 120 MPH he was going about 115. I got on my phone once he stopped chasing me and called the one person who could help, Joey.
"Hello?" He asked, sleepily.
"JOEY GET OUT SIDE AND WALK ME INSIDE PLEASE!" I cried hysterically into the phone.
"Shit niqquah's Bella, what happened!" He asked/shouted into the phone.
"I-i-i- I need you joeybear please." I cried. Suddenly there was a knock on my window and I jumped and screamed, but It was just Joey. Slowly I unlocked the car, and moved to the middle seat. He climbed in and shut the door, locking it behind him.
He looked into my tear stained eyes and opened his arms. I fell into them and cried.
"th-there was a-a-a-v-vampire who heard me singing a-a-and he wanted m-m-me to go with h-h-him." I said between sniffles. Joey held me and shushed me. I slowly feel asleep, and heard joey start the truck. He drove home and carried me in. I heard another voice, and I felt another pair of arms carry me up stairs to my room and kiss my forehead. It was just Emmett. He laid with me in bed and I curled up with him in bed.
"SHHH bella, your okay I promise."
"Emmy, im so scared."
"Yes I know baby, don't worry ill keep you safe."
"I trust you."
With that I fell asleep in his arms. Today has been an interesting day….
A/N the songs were Dear Insanity and Someone, Somewhere by ASKING ALEXANDRIA.
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