Fortune

Freddie's P.O.V

Night-time had fallen pretty fast Sam and Carly were on her bed with their laptops while I sat at her desk on her P.C doing some research for our next iCarly.

Sam are you reading Jamie's blog?

About to why?

Just wondering I'm reading some more comments and reporting those idiots from earlier

I'm seeing a lot of support for Jamie One and Two..

Jamie one and two haha we really need to learn their last names so we can stop numbering them

I think they did leave their first letters come to think of it isn't one spelled Jamey and the other Jamie?

Oh just read Jamie's blog out loud

Can you read Sam?

Shut-up Fredarina

She took a deep breath starting to read, I had to turn away her hair was just so bright it hurt my eyes.

Carly sat next to her wrapping her legs around Sam's backside so Sam could lean back against her chest

I was envying Sam right now hard.

Damn Carly had smoking hot legs focus Freddie I told myself.

To my Gurl Sam from iCarly

Hey Sam it's me again Jamie Eric HuBright I don't know if you remember me but we met 6 times I've gone to as many fan cons as I can we met in June in D.C. I was the red head kid in a chicken outfit ..you know the one you tried to BBQ and roast ..

Carly and I gasped as all 3 of us laughed remembering. Sam had to gain control again before she went on.

No worries I'm fine no permanent scars from you I found it funny that's what I love about you and Freddie [ see I remember your apart of iCarly dude]

Aw little Fredward got his first fan take a picture Carl's

Shut it Puckett and read..

Yes I like this kid Sam!

I pumped my fist as the girls rolled their eyes.

Carly Gibby Wendy and Brad you know how to make even the most stressful of times better Comedy is the key to happiness.

Happiness is something I don't have a lot of right now . I'm writing to you as a last hope I want to take part in this new Campaign it's starting right here in Washington where were all from.

It's called It Get's Better

It's for all LGBT Youth their mission is to spread hope that life does get better that positivity can over come bullying could you please help spread awareness maybe even do a video yourself? So many kids look up to you Sam it would do so much for so many of us.

This is my story..

I'm Jamie Eric HuBright I'm 15 years old and I'm originally from Canada but I moved to Washington D.C three years ago. All my life I have been different and I knew it from a early age. My older brothers were always into football and baseball they loved to rock climb and rough house. My dad always took them camping they would be filled with stories of great adventure. When I was 6 the age my dad found fit to take us camping he took me first and last time.

I discovered quickly camping was not for me David my older brother by a year pushed me into the mud and I ruined my new shirt and cried for two days straight I hated the bugs the heat the dirt. I missed my pink Elton John throw blanket.

As I grew up I noticed the changes my brothers shone on the field but I was more contempt to put on a pair of Ballet shoes or tap shoes give me jazz shoes I was a pig in mud I was so happy. I started to discover I loved to sing when I was 8 or 9 and I started to take every class I could. While my brothers and all my friends were cutting their hair to look short and choppy. I let mine grow and started dying it different colors. My dad always called me freak boy my mom kept saying it's a phrase he'll grow out of it.

I started getting into Fashion and yea it got me picked on there is never a day when I don't hear fag or queer as I walk to class.

When my friends started getting into girls I was never into it they would start whispering that a girl was cute and what did I check out? Her legs, her chest, her butt? No her stitching in her top her fabric pattern.

Now I started to notice that while I wasn't checking out the girls if I saw a boy who smiled and showed dimples damn did I find that sexy.

When I was 11 I was accepted into a really hard to get into camp for musically gifted kids that summer was amazing.

I befriended a boy name David he was the funniest and sweetest kid ever and cute to. He was so talented and I fell hard he was my first kiss by the boat dock yea I know romantic huh?

David was the one who made it clear to me there was a name for me..Gay..I didn't know what it meant but it felt right. If it could ever really feel right to feel wrong.

David helped me come out to my parents which went better then I could of expected my dad was shocked at first but once he got use to it our relationship improved my mom cried for a week on and off but then they both sat down with me and we talked it over and things have been great with them. My family's acceptance has been a huge blessing to me. My brothers still tease me but they protect me to.

As a child I was never unhappy they helped me see I could have a great life as long as I loved myself and stayed true.

That changed in Jr. High 7th grade was a rude awakening . I soon saw that not everyone was so cool with me being the only open gay student.

Everyday is hell for me I am shoved into lockers teased and taunted I've had my underwear stolen and hung from the flag pole with word queer sprayed onto it. I am called names not only by the other students but by teachers as well. Depression has taken over my once bright attitude. I am friendless in school and so lonely.

Music helps but it doesn't take away my pain nothing can really.

Kids tell me everyday to kill myself that everyone would be so much happier with me gone.

I was starting to think they are right.

That changed this summer when I discovered iCarly .

The three of you are hilarious.

Finding out you are out and proud has given me so much hope Sam. Everyone in school loves iCarly and everyone knows you are Gay and no one dares say anything bad about you. I'm not sure why their reaction to you is so different then it is to me . I love how you don't care what everyone thinks maybe that's part of it maybe I care too much. You make me believe things can get better that when I'm older I can be happy again.

I have a long road ahead of me I know that and I'm not sure if I can hold on but you give me hope so I will keep trying. High school won't last forever and that keeps me going.

I see how people rip on you on those message boards I see what the critics say and it hurts reading that cause they have no idea who you really are. Their haters and they just live to hate on those of us who dare to be different. I know you have a rep for being tough and not caring but I see it in your eyes Sam you do care and I see how hurt you get you can't fool someone who has been there but you go on everyday smile and joke and you bring laughter to all of us. Thank you for keeping the rainbow flying.

I use to think I had the unfortunate luck to be born this way now I see it as a blessing I see that the

Cookie crumbles the way it does for a reason maybe it was my destiny to end up here maybe it wasn't bad luck but maybe it was my good fortune that I went through all this pain cause it lead me to the rainbow after the storm.

I don't know what your life outside of iCarly is maybe you have a great school that supports you maybe not. Either way you carry yourself with dignity and grace. You inspire me because of you I have decided to go into theater I love to preform and I won't be held back.

I'm going after my dreams Sam because of you so thank you and please keep hanging on no matter how life treats you behind the camera.

Thanks iCarly I hope it is okay to use this for the campaign could you please email me permission?

My email is

Sincerely Jamie HuBright