Why
Carly's POV
It must have been so cold ..the tears pour down ..the pain she must of felt buried so deep down inside so gut wrenching she must of felt so alone.
I missed the signs how did I miss the fact that my best friend was so unhappy so sick of being alive that she felt death was the only answer?
Why did I miss the signs? What was I doing that was so important I didn't see that she was faking?
Who told her how did she come to believe that life ..her beautiful life was so empty and meaningless that she felt not being here was so much better?
I want to know so damn bad it burns my soul to a wrinkled up ash..cuz they lied life is beautiful ..Yea there's pain and heartache and other bad chiz but there's also joy and laughter fun..hope..When did my amazing funny sharp witted always thinking of the next prank best friend lose that hope?
How didn't I pick up on the fact that she had stopped fighting? Sam always fought to win she never left in the middle of a fight. It was her beat her rhythm her song she never left in the middle she was a performer and everyone knows the show must go on..so why did she suddenly leave the stage in the middle of her biggest fight? She was the star of the show she owned it baby just like she owned whoever was stupid enough to challenge her.
I don't get it ..the Sam I knew she would never..now I wonder did I really know her at all? Was I so preoccupied with myself that I stopped watching her when she needed me the most cuz if I was watching her as close as I should she wouldn't of tried to off herself..
Again...
Oh, why? That's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done?
Oh, I had no clue you were masking
A troubled soul, God only knows what went wrong
And why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song
[ Why Rascal Flatts ]