Ok so i know some of the charecters (Damon) are out of character but this is just kinda how they are in this, sorry if it has disappointed him, also this chapter should answer your questions about Damon and how he feels about Ge and Bonnie, just to let you know the italics in the last chapter with Damon proposing etc it was meant to be a memories, sorry if this wasn't clear, any way i will stop boring you with my rambles, please enjoy xxxxxxxxx
Bonnie was led in bed, I don't understand why he didn't tell me, she thought as she sobbed, she only realised when Damon died that she loved him and now she couldn't help but feel like she'd pushed him away. Bonnie wiped away her last tears only for them to be replaced as she hugged Damon's shirt.
Stefan was in Damon's room, he had been texting Meredith, when all of a sudden the door opened with a creek, Stefan looked up to see Damon
"What do you want Damon" He said stiffly
"Do you want a place to stay or are you going to go homeless" Damon mocked "Oh no wait that's right you'll go and stop at your new girlfriend's house"
"What do you mean, what new girlfriend, are you sure you're not thinking about you" Stefan tried to be just as harsh but instead he sounded anxious
"Hahahaha, no I'm sure I've got the right person, I wonder how Elena will react when she finds out about you and Meredith" Damon said walking up to Stefan
Stefan glanced around, how does he know about me and Meredith, he thought
"Let's just say you don't hide your thoughts very well" Damon laughed
"What you doing here" Stefan asked
"I've come to say goodbye I'm leaving, I'm going back to Ge's" Damon replied
"What? Why? I thought you loved Bonnie?" Stefan said going to block Damon's path to the door
"I do, I love Bonnie so much, but I love Ge and I have done for over 200 years, she doesn't try to change me like Bonnie does" Damon shouted
"Hey, look there's no need to get mad" Stefan joked holding up his hands
"I just don't know what to do Stefan, I've only ever loved Ge and now I love them both I'm just confused" Damon sighed
"Well have you talked to Ge" Suggested Stefan
"Yeah and when I did she nearly died, she tried to kill herself, did you know she was a witch, yeah and she still has her powers" He sighed again
"Only you Damon could get into a mess like this" Stefan chuckled
"Yeah well watching her nearly died made me realise how much I love her, it's the same with Bonnie though" He said
"Well maybe you should talk to them, see what they have to say" Stefan said
"I don't recall coming here for therapy Stefan" Damon laughed
"Yeah well I don't recall Damon Salvatore loving too much" Stefan laughed back punching Damon's shoulder
"Shut up, I'm going to go talk to Bonnie" He said walking out the door
Stefan sighed, he checked again, 1 missed call from Meredith, he smiled and dialled her number
Bonnie heard a tap on her window, she rolled over and looked, Damon was crouched on her window sile, she rushed over and pulled him inside
"Oh Damon I didn't mean it, I love you really, I know that people have pasts I shouldn't judge" She cried hugging him
"I know Bonnie, but I need to tell you something, I'm…" He was cut off by Bonnie kissing him
Bonnie kissed Damon with more passion than she ever had, she grabbed his shirt and pulled him on the bed with her, his hands hovered on her body before he pulled away.
"What's wrong, am I not sexy enough, Is Ge better than me" She said looking away
"Bonnie, no don't ever think that about yourself you're beautiful. It's just we need to talk" He soothed forcing her to look at him
"As I was saying, I'm I love with you Bonnie but…" He was cut off AGAIN!
"No buts Damon let's just leave it at that" She pleaded kissing him again
"Bonnie no" Damon mumbled against her lips
She didn't listen she carried on kissing him pushing him to make him lie down
"You know that technically this is classed as rape" He laughed
Bonnie stopped and sat up; she looked round the room sheepishly, breathing in deep breaths trying to stop the blood rushing to her cheeks she looked him in the eyes and pushed all her emotion into them, something she found was useful when you wanted a boy to help you, she blinked slowly
"Fine, Damon what is it that you so desperately wanted to tell me" She said sarcastically
"Bonnie, I'm moving back in with Ge" He rushed
"What! No, I won't allow it. You're mine now Damon and I won't let anyone take you away" She shouted standing up and kicking a chair across the room
Damon laughed, she glared at him, she gave him the coldest stared that she could manage, but her heart was telling her to do what she can to keep him and not to push him away, she sat on the floor and put her head in her hands and began to weep. Damon took her in his arms and rocked her backwards and forwards,
"Look Bonnie, I love you and everything but Ge doesn't want me to change, she loves me just the way I am, and so do I, you and Elena all you want is for me to change which is why I have to go" He soothed
He stood up to leave, looking back, Bonnie fumbled in her bag by her bed looking for the penknife she carried
"Damon wait, I love you just the way you are, I can prove it" She pleaded
She pushed the knife to her hand, she put enough pressure so it cut the skin but only drew a few beads of blood, but this was enough to get his attention, he came over and took her hand and licked it clean healing it has he went, she dragged the knife up her arm and across her shoulder and up to her neck. She shivered as Damon followed the small line of blood up to her neck *Do it, I want you to be yourself with me* She encouraged telepathically. She whimpered when his teeth crunched into her neck but she knew she couldn't fight it especially if she wanted Damon.
"Well, well, well 'Im off to say goodbye' you say, I call this a little more than goodbye" Ge mocked she was crouched on the window sile
"I won't let you in" Bonnie said fearlessly
"Oh really, I'll just have to kill you from outside then" Ge purred
"Oh Bonnie, I should of mentioned this, Ge is a witch as well" Damon was wiping the blood from his mouth
Meredith put the phone down with a huge grin on her face, she had been talking to her boyfriend Stefan, and yes it was now official she was Stefan's girlfriend, it had been since they got back from the Mall yesterday, she had wanted this since she saw Damon and Elena together but she would never confront her about it,
"Who was that then you were talking to on the phone" He mother asked peeping around the door
"Mama you're home" She gushed rushing to hug her
"So are you going to act all innocent like you've been a good girl whilst we were away or are you going to tell me about this boy" Her mom teased
Meredith touched her stomach and winced a little, the wound from the knife was completely healed but now there was a little puckered red line,
"Oh my god Meredith do NOT tell me you are pregnant" Her mother scolded
"Of course I'm not pregnant, why would you think that" Meredith gasped
"Well you refuse to tell me who this boy is, you instantly rush to touch your stomach when I ask that you haven't done anything stupid, and then you wince when you press on it, you look ill and bloated, all the signs are there" Her mother shouted
"Mama it's not true" Meredith shouted back
"What's not true, you two have been in the same room for 30 seconds and you're already shouting" Her father laughed
"Meredith's pregnant" Her mother sobbed
Meredith's father strode over and grabbed her shoulders and shook her hard
"Tell me Meredith that you're not pregnant" He roared
"I'm not pregnant, Papa please believe me" She cried
"Why don't I believe you then" He shouted
"I haven't even had sex with Stefan yet" She cried running back into her room and slamming the door,
She sunk down and started to cry, it would have been true yesterday when they started going out, but really he had just been round, could she be pregnant, no its impossible its only been a couple of hours and he is a vampire a dead guy it's impossible, she convinced herself, yet she'd have to wait for a few days to be sure anyway. Meredith led on her bed and pulled out her phone
I've got a problem! She considered sending it to Bonnie but she knew she could only send it to Stefan
Stefan hadn't replied to Meredith's text and she was starting to panic, as she paced around her room there was a light knock on her door, she rushed over and opened it, for some reason she thought she'd find Stefan stood there looking worried but instead she opened the door to a worried looking mom,
"Meredith, I know that you're embarrassed about this but I want to help, so we're going to talk about this and you're going to take a test, because belive it or not Meredith I have been 18 too and I didn't wait for the perfect man and I know you haven't and I know that you wouldn't of thought about contr…." Her mother began but Meredith cut her off
"Mama I am NOT having this conversation with you, I am NOT taking the test and I am certainly NOT talking about my sex life with you ok" Meredith shouted
"Just take the test it will calm me and your father down" She soothed
"No it was you and Papa that came to this conclusion, I had a bug, a bit of food poisoning that's why I look ill and bloated" Meredith hated this, she hated lying to her parents but she had no choice
"Well just take the test and you can take it whenever you want, no pressure" Her mother soothed passing her the test and walking out the room
Meredith looked down at the test, why am I even considering this its stupid and pointless, she thought putting the test down on her dressing table, she will take it later when she needed to, when she was late, and Bonnie knew, she couldn't do it alone or with Stefan.
"Ge, you've just ruined it" Damon smirked
"What've I ruined, yours and Bonnies alone time" She smirked back
"No you've just ruined us, I was going to come back, I thought that you wouldn't be so clingy, but you couldn't even let me say goodbye, you know as much as I do that things get out of hand, but you, you're a disscrace and if you have any dignity than you and Sophie and Sammie and Toby will leave town and go to Madrid like we had planned, because some one out there has done bad things and deserve you" Damon snarled
"You know what Damon, you're right, you left me, ME, who in the right mind would do that" She mocked
"Have fun with him" She growled at Bonnie and then she was gone
Bonnie and Damon looked at each other and burst into laughter.
The next and morning Meredith was sat at breakfast, she couldn't eat anything she felt so sick, oh no another sign, she thought trying to shove cereal in her mouth, her Mama and Papa just sat looking at her, she couldn't believe it, I was stabbed by an evil vampire that wanted her ex another vampire back!, she felt like screaming in their faces, instead she turned around and went to her room. She slammed the door and put her music on loud, she put Neon Trees Animal on, she thought it was loud enough to drown out her throwing up, she leant against the toilet bowl and let herself calm down, when she was sure that she had stopped she ran to the phine and rang Stefan but it just went to answer phone, GOD why can't he answer me when I need him, she thought. That's it im going to tell Bonnie she though dialling her number
"Bonnie I have a massive problem, but before I tell you you have to promise me not to judge" She whispered down the phone
"I promise I won't tell or judge or whatever, but why are we whispering?" Bonnie whispered
"Because it's a secrete and I don't want to risk my mom and dad finding out" Meredith snapped
"OK well one min" Meredith could hear Bonnie shooing Damon away
"Ok so shoot" Bonnie said
"Bonnie I think I'm pregnant" Meredith hesitated
"WOW, Wait what has Alaric said?" Bonnie sounded like she was back at school and was hearing the biggest gossip-to-be story
"It isn't Alaric's, I think I'm pregnant with Stefan's baby" She said
DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUUUUN i know this isnt much of a cliffy with it being obvious but well i thought id play it up lol
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