A/N Thank youu to Tazumi Hanako for helping me with this chapter (:Make sure you go and check out Tazumi Hanako's stories (:
The car ride to our apartment was extremely awakward the iCarly crew on one side and us on the other nobody was speaking except Spencer and Logan who were in the two front seats,chatting about who knows what.I looked over at Freddie and was still staring at James.I leaned over into James and glared at him James looked down at me and wrapped his arm around me squeezing me tightly.I Looked up at him,he was I smiled so I smiled to he leaned down and kissed me it was innocent but it told me that he wasnt even thinking about Freddie he was thinking about me and only me . He pulled back and smiled brightly at me letting me so those perfect teeth.I smiled back he pecked my lips one last time before looking back out the window.I snuggled closer into him looking back at Freddie he frowned angrily at me.I smirked and worded the words"Mine"To him he shook his head and turned his attention to Spencer.
'"Are we almost there?"He asked through gritted Spencer didn't even reply he was to busy flirting with Logan . I laughed softly . Logan is such a flirt."Will you two get a room?"Sam shouted at us.I was about to say something when James nudged me and shook his head no.I sighed and just smiled."Why Jealous?"I said she laughed."Pretty Boy's gotta a come back huh? Your alright in my book."She said reaching out her hand i shook it . Me and her are gonna get along fine . Carly apologized before we got in the car so all that was left was Freddie but he didn't look like he was about to apologize for kissing someones boyfriend.I looked at Carlos he was busy kissing Carly . When did that happen?I coughed he turned to look at me a smirk on his face.I gave him a questioning look.
"Whats up Carlos?"I asked trying not to laugh . He shrugged at me and looked back at Carly.
"I think im in love"He said dreamily looking at Carly she giggled and leaned into kiss him soon turned into them making out.I shook my head and turned my attention to James helooked deep in thought.I waved my hand in front of his face trying to grab on to his attention . He looked down at me.I gave him my best puppy dog face and he smiled."Whatchu thinking about?"I asked him
"Im thinking about this Shane kid"I frowned
"Why?"I asked
"Because there is no way this kid can look just like me and I don't know about him! I mean wouldn't you be curious if you were in my position?I'm also kinda heart broken i didn't wanna hurt Freddie's feelings i mean obviously this kid left him he must be really hurting about it and if this Shane kid really does look like me than he must be disappointed I'm not him.I mean imagine if i left you and you saw someone who looks just like me but wasn't would you feel?"I frowned
"Id feel broken inside"I whispered pulled me into him."I guess I didn't think of it that way"I said I looked towards Freddie and was gonna be a really long couple of weeks.
There was no way that wasn't Shane he looks like him sounds like him even SMELLS like him ... but he isn't him?Its not possible.I looked up at was James he was talking to Kendall...his boyfriend that's not right I deserve him he was mine first! If he isn't Shane that's fine but he will be mine I will do everything I can to make him mine . If I cant have Shane ill take this guy I will hurt anyone who gets in my way! Including his precious little Kendall.I looked up again now they were kissing.I frowned."Will you two stop !"I shouted at them . They turned and looked at me with confusion.
"What ?Its not my fault I don't wanna see them sucking face !"I turned my attention to the window.I could still feel everyone's eyes on me.I turned and glared at them they immediately turned their attention to something else anything but me.I looked back at James and Kendall they had instantly returned to making out and I felt like screaming if James was gonna be mine I had to be a little nicer.
"Hey guys im sorry"I said forcing a fake smile on my face.I looked down sadly."Im still kinda sad about this whole thing Id feel a little more comfortable if you guys weren't as close when im around"I said looking down at the floor.I peeked out the corner of my eye to see James softly pushing Kendall away.I smirked in my head I could be an actor.I thought to myself Kendall glared at me and I smiled softly trying to pass it off to him . But he looked at me with eyes that just basically said
I know what your trying to do and your gonna pay
A/N Yep there we go chapter four officialy up thanks again to Tazumi Hanako for helping with this chapter haha(: I love you for that Tazumi also helped with the next chapter for when they start filing the show and things start to get intense so make sure you look out for that and read her stories (:Please review it means alot And you know what I mean if you write stories(:
-Ahmazingly-Weird
