A/N ...im such a bad person! I couldve sworn I had updated im SO SORRY! :'( But um yeah here we go not much to say Sorry:( Um the first part is James [pov] then its Kendall's[pov] and finally Freddies [pov]

Disclaimer:You know I dont own anything STOP RUBBING IT IN MY FACE! haha(:

"I HATE YOU!"

"I HATE YOU!"

"I HATE YOU!".

"I HATE YOU!"

3 Days its been three days and yet the memory replays over and over again in my head . He didn't ever come out of his room . How do I know?Ive been sitting outside it for the past 3 days waiting for him to walk out and accept my apology to run back into my arms . All I want to do is hold him right now and never let go.I pulled my legs to my chest and sighed taking a deep breath. Black shoes stood next to me.I looked up to see Logan he didn't smile at me he just shook his head at me.

"You screwed up man"He said sitting down next to me.I nodded my head wanting to give an explanation but knowing that there wasn't one.I hurt Kendall and now...he hates me.

"I know"I whispered quietly to myself."But it really wasn't what it looked like"I said he shook his head but then nodded.

"I can't believe this but tell me your side of the story."

"Uh Kendall?"Freddie asked quietly. Kendall turned looking at him"Is it ok if I talk to James in the hallway?It wont take long just kinda wanna apologize and stuff."He fidgeted in his seat before a taking a deep he put a smile on his face to be nice."Oh I Don't Care"He said trying to force the smile to stay on his face . Freddie smiled softly I got up kissing him softly for a minute before I pulled away leaving him with a goofy smile on his face I smirked.

"Ill be right back beautiful"I said kissing his lips again quickly he giggled.

"Yeah Ok"He said.I smiled walking out after Freddie.I closed the door hearing him say.'No I trust him' I couldn't help but smile.I followed Freddie around the corner till he finally leaned against a wall and sighed . We stood in silence for a few seconds before I broke the silence by coughing.

"So um I know your probably really mad at me right now"He said and I nodded my head . Agreeing with him that I was indeed mad at him.I mean first the airport,then the car,and just in the other room he tried to break me away from Kendall.

"And I apologize for that.I understand maybe I went a little to just to make sure can you help me with something?"He asked me I sighed but nodded my head.

"Depends on what it is."I said taking a step back as he took a step in.

"Kiss me"He said my eyes widened.

"No."

"Please if you kiss me then ill know if your Shane or not"He exclaimed.

"But im not!"I shouted back at him

"Just imagine im Kendall please James just do this for me"He said his voice think of Kendall .Think of Kendall Think of Kendall.I closed my eyes imagining Kendall standing in front of me instead of Freddie.I opened my eyes slowly and no longer saw a short nerdy kid instead I saw my beautiful and amazing boyfriend Kendall who is tottaly cool.I smiled and stepped towards him leaning down and sealing our lips together he smiled against my lips.I knew I had gotten to into it when Kendall's voice broke into my thoughts.I turned and stared and tears already forming in his eyes.I looked back at who I was kissing and it was Freddie.I dropped him running over to Kendall . But it was to late he was gone our bond was broken I turned and stared at Freddie he smiled at me and walked away.

"Its okay you'll always have me Shane."He said turning around the corner.

I fell to the ground trying to catch my breath ."Im not Shane"I whispered to myself.

Logan just stared at me in shock with his mouth hanging open.

"Wow im sorry James"He said patting my back"But now I dont know who to believe"He said staring at the wall.

"I dont care who you believe I just want my baby back"I said wiping at my eyes as more tears started to fall . We turned upon hearing footsteps.

"Logan"Spencer said looking around awkwardly."Uh you ready to go yet?"He asked Logan looked at him then back to me and shook his head.

"Im sorry Spencer but James really needs a friend right now"I was about to tell him to go when he stopped me."Don't bother im staying whether you want me to or not"He said hugging me.I nodded my head as the tears really started to fall.

I miss you Kendall.

I sat in my room all day.I could still see James shadow outside the door . When would he get the point we can't resolve this?I needed someone to talk to and since James is officially off the list I called my mom.

"Hello mom?"

"Hey sweetie hows it going down there?" She asked I could feel her warm smile through the did I miss her and Katie.

"Bad me and James kinda broke up like 4 days ago"I said sniffling quietly.

"Awe sweetie im sory! What happened?Tell me all about it"

"Theres not much to tell he cheated on me mom!"

"Well did you get his side of the story?"

"No"

"Don't you think you should?"She asked me I sighed considering the fact it really wasn't what it looked then again maybe it was.

"No"

"Kendall sweetie listen to me okay?"

"Okay.."

"Love isnt about who you love its about whose worth it and whosegonna be there."She said.I looked at my door James shadow was still there.I guess he is still here for me and after everything we've been through he kinda is worth it.

"The love you guys have is special its the love where he drags you out in the rain just to kiss you . Or when he gives you piggyback rides just because he loves you . Its the love where you guys could spend hours and hours on the phone at night talking about who knows what! Do you really want to lose him?"

"No,"I said remembering every memory she talked about"but I cant forgive him mom I dont know why."

"Well call me back later okay you really need to think about this before you make a HUGE mistake and you wont be able to take it back.I love you Sweetie And I know you'll make the right choice I raised you that way Bye Kendall ."

"Bye mom and thanks I love you to."I hung up the phone and layed down slowly.Man I really do have a hard decision to make dont' I?

I miss you James.

"Mom im going out"I shouted back to her . She nodded her head handing me a small first aid kit.I grabbed it and walked out the door and into the hallway I was stopped by Spencer . He was leaning against the door shaking his head at me.

"You know right now your the bad guy right?"He asked me.I laughed.

"And why am I the bad guy?"I asked starting to walk away but he grabbed my shoulder pulling me back.

"Because you just broke up a happy couple for the stupidest reason James is not Shane and you know i . So why did you do that?"He asked me I turned around brushing his hand off my shoulder.

"HE DOESNT DESERVE HIM! I WONT ACCEPT IT!"I shouted at him."THAT IS SHANE AND IF HE WANTS TO PRETEND THAT HE ISN'T I WILL MAKE HIM REMEMBER!"I fell to the floor shaking my head at him."I miss him so much"I whispered quietly.

He bent down as well and sighed."I know you do but that's not him and both you and I know it."He said I shook my head again.

"But its not possible"I said"That is Shane.I just...I just know it."My phone vibrated in my pocket.I pulled it out.A text...From...Shane?I opened it up quickly and read it over.I gasped quietly."What have I done?"I asked Spencer looking up at him he shrugged his shoulders and walked back into his apartment . When he opened the door I could here James crying loudly.I cringed.

"I caused that.I caused all of this"I said standing up and running into my apartment closing the door loudle . What have I done?

From:Shane

Time:5:36 p.m.

Hey babe be home soon convinced my mom ttyl love ya Shane(:

A/N Okay so this took me awhile just glad I finally got it done . Sorry again I havent uploaded in like 2 weeks ! Im so sorry Reviews? thanks alot School tomorrow homework to be done lol jk its already done(: So prolly just gonna go update some other stuff who knows ? Thanks for reading though(:Love you guys means alot(;

-Ahmazingly-Weird