This chapter is sweet, a little sad but it has a somewhat shocked ending and you could pretty much see it coming though ;)

this is chapter is still in John's point of view (POV)

Enjoy! :D

I couldn't believe my eyes, in fact I thought they were deceiving me. But I saw my mom. The last time I saw her was when she was in rehab and would visit her as much as I could, I would even tell her how much I love Melina, our baby and Sierra and the family I was about to raise with Melina, I still have the engagement ring to. I think my mom had gotten out of rehab and I was thankful for that because that must've mean she gotten of the drugs.

The look on her face was priceless, I knew she was disappointed at me. I feel so ashamed at myself, she raised me better than that. I wished Melina would've came so badly.

Melina.

Words could not describe my love for her. She was the only girl I would ever love. I wouldn't never ever cheat on her neither, I don't have the guts to do so.

My mom walked her way towards the empty chair next to the bed and sat down.

"John, are you okay?" she asked worriedly

I could never lie to my mom, she could see right through me when I lie and let me tell you, she won't fall for it one bit.

"No," I admitted "I have a lot of things on my mind"

"I understand. You been though a lot and I could understand why you did what you did but it broke my heart to find out that you tried to kill yourself." she said teary eyed

"Ma, please don't cry…" I pleaded. I couldn't stand to see anybody cry and when my mom cried, it just broke my heart into little pieces.

"Then why did you do it? Why did you- you try to commit suicide?"

"My life was going down the toilet. Melina's baby might not be mine and when I found out about that. I was done with my life and I figured…that Melina deserve better than me."

"Do you know what today is?" she asked trying to get off topic

I thought for a minute but I don't remember what today was. "What is today?"

"…Sierra's birthday"

I had totally forgot about Sierra's birthday it was today. I had to go see her one way or another. Wither I have to escape from this hospital or ask can I leave.

"Can you go take me to see her?" I begged.

"Okay but you must promise me one thing…"

"Anything mom."

"Promise me…that you will never try to commit suicide again John. You're a good man and will be a loving father. Can you imagine the look on Sierra's and Melina's face if you really were dead and they found out about it?"

"I promise mom. I just made a mistake. I'll never do it again."

"Good." she smiled giving me a little pinch on the cheek. "Get dressed and lets go"

My mom had gotten me out the hospital and I had my clothes on and not that embarrassing hospital gown. I've brought Sierra this giant pack of chocolate . I remembered she wanted that for her birthday. It's a racing game so me, Melina or anyone could play for that matter.

My mom also dropped me off at Melina's house. She had to go get something. I looked on my watch and it was 9:45 p.m. I walked to the door I was going to knock but first I looked through the window. I saw Sierra was on the floor by herself with her Barbie doll. Melina was on the sofa crying. I groaned. When I was about to knock on the door, Melina picked out Sierra and carried her upstairs. I walked around the house to Melina's window. I searched the grass for some pebbles and I found some. I knew she entered the room because the light came on. I began to throw the pebbles against her window hoping she would hear me. After I threw that last pebble she opened the window and looked around.

I waved my good arm and yelled to.

"John?"

I got the ladder that was on that side of the house and leaned it against the wall and began to climb. When I got half way the ladder began to break. Just my luck.

"No, No, No, Noooo!" I yelled as the ladder went backwards. I landed on my back. "OUCH!"

I heard Melina gasped and then left. I knew she came outside to help me.

That stupid ladder! Now my back hurts, and I just came out the hospital too.

After a few minutes she came out to my aid. I still had Sierra's b-day gift in my hand.

She helped me up the best way that she could and she took me in the house and lead me on the sofa.

"Thanks." I said

She looked at me. Teary eyed.

"What's wrong?" I asked and sat up and when I did she hugged me and she hugged me tight. I couldn't fight it so I hugged her back.

"I'm so sorry John," she sobbed

"About what?"

"Everything. I pushed you to you- your limits and…I- I almost lost you."

I was about to speak but she had cut me off.

"John…I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that to you. I hope your are the father. You deserve it."

"Where's Sierra?" I asked

"She was crying all week. She kept telling me that she wanted daddy to be there with her on her birthday. She said that's all she wanted for her birthday"

"Can…Can I see her?"

Melina smiled slightly and we walked upstairs to Sierra's room. Once we got there we walked over to her crib to find her still crying.

"Sierra look who's here…" Melina called softly

Sierra turned around and when she saw me. Her face lighted up like fireworks.

"DADDY!" she yelled waving her arms up in the air wildly. I knew she was happy to see me just I as I was happy to see her. I hugged her tightly as a tear came out my eye. I belonged here.

"Hey baby girl," I whispered "I've got your birthday present."

"You remembered?" she asked shocked

"I would always remembered my little girl birthday. I would never forget it" I smiled

"You are want I wanted for my birthday!" she said "I just wanted to spend time with you and mommy."

I walked Sierra to the nearby chair and sat her on my lap. "I've gotten you that big bar chocolate you wanted."

Sierra took her gift from me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Melina was holding her stomach.

After I was done having my little moment with Sierra and she was so happy to see me that she didn't even want to stop hugging me. And so…me and Melina went to sleep.

4 hours later. (back in normal writing. Nobody's POV)

Melina woke up from her slumber. Her stomach was killing her. Literally. She had stop calling Batista ever since Jillian had told her John committed suicide and it broke her heart. She thought she really lost him.

She placed her hand on her stomach as the pain wouldn't stop. She had to wake John up. It was time.

"John. John wake up!" she said shaking him trying to get him up.

John rolled over half awake. "Hmm?" he moaned

"I need to go to the hospital." she said still shaking him.

"W- Why?" he replied

"My water just broke."

Fo

For those who do not know what it means when Melina said "My just water broke" it means Melina going into labor and is having the baby! :D

but bear with me. I don't really know how to write the giving birth chapters :/

Reviews would be nice :D