Dear Heart,

I'm sorry your breaking. I'm sorry it's my fault. I'm sorry I listened to my mind and not you. I'm sorry I won't tell him I love him. I'm sorry that I'm scared, shy, and insecure. I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry he's taken and there's nothing I can do. I'm sorry I didn't kiss him that first day when he came running after me; or any day after. I'm sorry I kept forcing you to love others time and time again. I'm sorry he and I are only friends, best friends, and nothing more. I'm sorry he's so flawless, and picture-perfect, amazing. But I'm not sorry I love him, and I never will be. Maybe one day he'll love us.