Everything went back to normally once we returned back to the Academy, I'd seen my mum, she was fine, I avoided Lissa because I felt so guilty about what happened with Christian and I felt guilty that I wanted it to happen, I felt guilty because I couldn't stop thinking about him, and I wanted so badly to see him, I felt guilty because I was beginning to get feelings for my best friends boyfriend. Christian avoided me as well, I felt Lissa notice something was going on between us through the bond, but she just thought that we'd had another fight.

It was Monday, we'd been back a couple of days and I was just finished with my last class for the day.

"Hey Rose" Christian caught up with me.

"Hi" I smiled weakly; my stomach was doing flip flops at the sight of him.

"How's things with class" he asked after a moment or two or awkward silence.

"Good" I nodded.

"And with us" he stopped and I did too.

"Moment of weakness right, I've been feeling guilty about it since we got back"

"Me too" he nodded.

"Listen let's bury it okay pretend it didn't happen" I said quickly, I looked around the empty hallway; I avoided his eyes scared of what would happen if I looked in to them.

"Rose" he protested, my heart jumped.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, "Christian, Lissa is my best friend and she's your girlfriend"

"I know but..."

"but nothing okay, that's where we're at right now, it's not fair to her to make a big deal out what happened, it didn't mean anything" i was surprised at how stern my voice was, considering i was a nervous wreck. i was also surprised when Christian leaned in and kissed my lips softly, I whimpered slightly at the pleasure the simple touch brought me.

"You see Rose it does mean something" he whispered dangerously.

"It can't" I protested.

"But it does" he told me, tucking a piece of hair behind me ear.

"Christian your dating Lissa" I tired to make him see sense all though I didn't want him too.

"I know and she's great but she's... she's just not you" I felt my heart swell up with happiness in my chest.

"what makes you think that even if we could be together it would work out, I mean a couple of days ago we hated each other, well we got on each other's nerves, I'm still that bitch Christian, I haven't changed"

"I don't know, all I know is that I feel it in my heart, don't you"

I thought about it, "Yes I do" because that was the truth I did feel it.

"i...."hesitating he looked around, "actually i have to get to class" looking around i too realised i was late for my next class.

"Shit" i cursed, he chuckled, and kissed me lightly.

"meet me after class" he said quickly as he started walking away backwards.

"i..we can't" i reasoned.

"Rose, listen to me, this thing we feel isn't going away any time soon, we have to deal with it" he stopped walking.

"i am dealing with it" i protested.

"ignoring it doesn't count" he teased,

"and dealing with doesn't mean being a heartless jerk and hurting my best friend" i snapped, hurt washed over his face, then he fixed me with a stony glare adn walked off, i shrugged doing the only thing i could do at the time, and walked to my own class.

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it's been a few days now, four to be exact and Christian was ignoring me, probably still sulking over my comment, were as i was going insane, i wanted him so bad, i often caught myself staring at him, or daydreaming about him, i had it bad, i was yearning for another of his kissed, for some attention for him, the bell had rung for the end of the last class for today, Friday it was now the week end, Lissa was off with Adrian learning to control her magic for the afternoon and the empowering need for Christian had finally filled me up, so i marched myself over to his dorm room, banging on the door.

"Rose" he answered it in surprise, knowing we were alone, i threw myself into his arms, kissing his soft, warm lips, passionately. "i lied, i can't ignore this,, this need for you" i panted breaking free. pulling me inside and shutting the door, Christian's mouth attck mine again, his hands ripping my shirt over my head, and i eagerly pulled his off, manoeuvring me to the bed playing with the button on my jeans and i traced kissing down his neck. We'd finally removed all our clothes and the kiss had intancifed, it was amazing how he could be so passionate at one time, then loving and gentle at another.

"are you sure Rose" he asked hovering over me. i nodded and kissed his lips, whimpering as he entered me for the first time, thrusting hard.

afterwards, laying with him, my body hurt, but felt blissful at the same time, realising guiltily that Lissa could come back at any time we got dressed, slowly, kissing each other at every opportunity. just before i left his room, he kissed me long and hard, "i know it was wrong Rose, but i don't regret a thing, i....i think i'm falling for you Rose" he whispered.

"i... i think i fell in the hotel room" i admitted, he grinned kissing my lips. "what about Lissa?"

"i don't want to hurt her" he looked down sadly, lifting his chin with my fingers, i kissed his lips again lovingly.

"i know me either, but i cant help this pull i feel towards you" i smiled.

"I'll break up with her soon, i promise" i nodded sadly, i hated the fact that i was hurting Lissa but i couldn't help the way i felt. "Rose honey, i know its bad, but you tried to stay away, you did, and i'm glad you couldn't in the end, i'm glad what happened here this afternoon, and i hate that you have to rush off instead of laying with me forever" i nodded, and kissed him once more before leaving his room.

A/N: So Rose and Christian slept together, wow lol

So what should happen next? I no what I want to happen later I just need ideas for filling chapters before I can write what I want to happen.

TITLE NEEDED, please any suggestions ??

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