A year ago i would've killed to get detention with Dimitri.

A year ago i would've killed Christian for intruding the alone time.

But right now i could kill myself for getting detention.

At the moment were cleaning out old unused class rooms, Christian and Dimitri are at each others throats, Christian sneezing, Dimitri yells, Dimitri touches me, talks to me, Christian says some smart arse remark. it's exhausting, being in between to men, i hate every minute of it. i put the old dusty text books into the box, ignoring the glares Christian and Dimitri were throwing at each other.

"It's four o'clock" Christian snapped at Dimitri.

"and?" Dimitri responded coldly.

"we've been going since twelve without a break" Christian voice was full of attitude.

"please don't argue" i sighed, my head was pounding and i felt a little dizzy, "Christian's right, we should call it quits and then come back tomorrow and finished it" Christian smirked triumphantly at Dimitri who was frowning. Taking the silence as agreement, i grabbed my back and walked out.

"Rose" i heard Christian called, i could hear him jogging to catch up with me. "Hey, you okay?" his face was full of concern as he mention to steady his breathing.

"hmm, i'm just stick of the arguing, which i have a headache from and i'm a little dizzy from the dust"

"i'm sorry, i just...the way he looks at you, the way he touches you, it's...i just don't like it" his voice was hard, and stern.

"look i.. you should know that.."

"hey Babe" Lissa kissed his lips, i look away guilty. "whoa did i interrupt something important"

"just bitching about Detention" i mumbled, "got to go" and i walked off, i couldn't stand there with them, it hurt to much. i walked back to my room, and collapsed on my bed, falling asleep almost instantly.

"How could you Rose" Dimitri shouted. "Look" he pointed to a corner, the room was a creamy colour, cracks up the walls, it was empty except for Dimitri, myself and a bed were a blonde girl sat hugging her knee's crying. "Look at her" i glanced up at the girl, it wasn't just some girl, it was Lissa, her mascara had run down her face, her eyes were life less, nothing in them. i turned my head away, it hurt to see her in that much pain. "no" Dimitri protested hands on either side of my face, "Look at her, do you see what you did Rose, you hurt her, and my, i loved you, and you hurt me, and her, she's your best friend, she never did anything wrong to you, and this is what you do to her" he growled, "watch her Rose, watch what you did" Lissa's head snaps up and she reaches for a razor blade, slowly she cuts her wrist delicately, i try to scream at her to stop but nothing comes out, i struggle against Dimitri's hold, but his to strong, i'm useless i can't do anything to save her, i just watch the blood ooze out of her.

"you did this to me Rose" she cried.

"Lissa" i scream out loudly this time sound comes out but she can't hear me, no one can. "Lissa no, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to, Lissa"

"Rose" i jerk back to reality, sweaty from my dream, arms wrap around me, my face wet with tears. "Shhh Rose its okay" i recognise Christians, deep voice. i pull away from him, standing up in front of my bed, in the dim light, i saw hurt wash over his face.

"no it's not alright" i yelled, "this isn't alright it's wrong" Christian stands up and reaches for me again, i wriggle away from him. "we hurt her" i sobbed, "we hurt them both"

"Rose what are you talking about"

"Lissa and Dimitri we'll hurt them" i sobbed, this time when he reached for me i didn't move, his strong arms. "we're terrible, horrible people, who deserve nothing more then to die"

"No, Rose, you don't deserve to die, your a good person, who deserves the world" his voice forceful, his words sinking into my mind. he lays back on the bed and i lay next to him.

"how do you keep getting in here" i mumbled into his chest hugging him close.

"you keep leaving your door unlocked" he shrugged, we lay there in silence, just listening to the sound of each others heart beats.

"we can't...."

"No.....Please don't say that" he cut me off, knowing what i was going to say, that we can't do this anymore. His voice sent shivers down my spine, I'd never heard Christian scared before.

"we'll hurt them" i whispered remembering my dream. "the longer we wait the more it'll hurt them"

"i'll tell Lissa, it's just taking some time" he reassured me, did i really want him to do that, to tell Lissa, i just nod anyway. "and Belivok i don't understand that bit" he frowned in confusion, i hadn't realised that Christian didn't know about Dimitri, i sighed, shutting my eyes, planning to ignore him. "Tell me" he breathed into my ear.

"we were together, we loved each other, simple as that" i mumbled.

"together, together" he asked. i nodded opening my eyes, looking at him, waiting for the disgust to flash across his face, but it never did. "and he left you for Aunt Tasha" he said after a moment, i nodded again. "well his an even bigger fool the i thought" he pushed to hair away from my face. "i promise i won't leave you like he did"

"Don't make that promise" i said quickly.

" i won't break it, Your mine, and i love you to much" he reassured me

"but your not mine" i said quietly, Christian stole a sweet kiss from my lips, and sighed. "come on, let's go to lunch, before they wonder were we are.

A/N: So here is Chap #5, its just fluff, sorry if its really boring, i'm trying to think of more detention idea's and what should happen on the over night hiking trip... suggestions are welcome.............REVEIW

take a vote how should Lissa find out..

1 Catch them

2 Christian or Rose tell her

3 when Rose gets preggers she finds out