The last month has been hectic, Dimitri had tried to get me kicked out of the school as he said he would, he tried everything he could think of and at one point I thought Kirova would actually give in and kick me out of the school. But I was still attending St Vladimir's although not my usual classes as predicted, they had me taking the usual classes although none combat, I sat through many boring theory listens taught still by Dimitri who was cruel and harsh towards me.

Lissa hadn't spoken to me since I had told her about the baby, she barely acknowledged my presence, and once one person knew in the school, the whole student body knew about the scandal, many of the students barely spoke to me, some that I considered friends were now just as distant and cruel as Dimitri and Lissa.

I did however have Rachel, the new girl that day in the bathroom's friendship, she decided that if I could involve her in something so exciting and scandalous as my situation, on her very first day then the rest of our friendship would be as exciting, Adrian who had calmed down since our confrontation and was now pleasant with me, although only because he has taking a real liking to Rachel.

And Christian well he was supportive, but we couldn't be together, not here, not after what happened with Lissa, we just couldn't.

"Rosie" Rachel sang as she entered my dorm room, I had just finished getting ready for the morning classes. "If you don't hurry up we'll miss breakfast" she teased.

"Oh hush I'm coming" I smiled at her, grateful for her friendship.

"And how is mummy and J.R this morning?" she asked happily.

"Good, although I am hungry" I said as my stomach grumbled loudly.

"Come on let's go feed J.R" she'd nicknamed the baby J.R, like junior, we had no idea on sex and I had not one clue on names yet, it was still early I had time. I nodded grabbing my jacket and following her out of my dorm and through the halls to the cafeteria.

We entered through the double doors, and like the last month or so everyone looked up and then back down ignoring our presences. Rachel just swaggered in getting her lunch and I followed meekly behind her. One could say that I lost my groove; I'd been carrying around guilt, and mixed emotions, though there was a few encounters when my day would brighten, just like now.

"Hey Rosie" Christian said walking up to me, flashing me a heart melting smile, oh yes, I was still in love with this boy.

"Hey" I smiled back, beginning to head to the free table in which Rachel had snagged.

"How are you today?" He asked, he was very concerned with my wellbeing had has done everything I have needed him to during the pregnancy so far, I know his going to make a great dad.

"I'm fine" I smiled eating the sandwich I'd picked up.

"You have that check up at 3 don't you" Christian asked, I nodded my mouth to full to speak. "Do you mind if I tag along, I'd love to see what's happening" he asked, a nervous expression, on his face.

"Of course, if you'd like too" I said without giving it a thought, it would be nice to have Christian there. We continued to eat our lunch, when Lissa entered she was surrounded by her new gossiping groupies.

She completely ignored my existence as she made her way over to our table.

"Hello Christian" She said brightly, she put on this fake 'I'm doing better without you Rose' façade but I knew she wasn't doing better, we still had our bond.

"Lissa" he glanced up at her briefly before going back to his fruit. I felt her annoyance with his lack of attention focused on her.

"You look cute today" she giggled. "Maybe later this afternoon you could come to my dorm" she leaned in close to whisper in his eye but I still heard, she made sure of that. "And we could have a little fun"

"Sorry Lissa but Rose and I have a check up for our baby" his voice stern as he said this, and I felt Lissa's heart break again. It seemed to do that a lot nowadays. With a huff she stormed off with her posse.

"Wow she is a piece of work" Rachel glared in the direction Lissa had taken off in.

"Yeah" I mumbled, clearing my tray, not mentioning that she's only like that because of Christian and me. "I have a class with Dimitri" I grumbled, Christian rose out of his chair as well.

"I'll walk you" I took comfort in the fact that he did so to make sure I got there okay but I knew he held an alternative motive.

I was right about the alternative motive as he stopped me just a few corridors near my awaiting classroom. I was taking by surprise when he spun me around and held me up against the nearest wall, carefully not to put pressure on my stomach he crashed his lips into mine, and I sunk into the familiarities of the kiss. As he pulled away I was left breathless, and my heart pounding so hard I thought it would jump right out of my chest.

"Rose, this.., us being apart, I can't take it" he panted as he tried to regain his breath.

"Christian it wouldn't be fair to Lissa" I whispered.

"Rosie, is she play fair to you, it's time to just forget her, you've tried hard to make it right with her, she doesn't want to, make it right, have what you want" His words pushed through my brain, he was right, I tried a million different things to get Lissa to forgive me, and I'd been civil where she has been nothing short of cruel and shallow.

"Okay" I answered, before crashing my lips back onto his. "I love you Christian"

"I love you too Rosie" he kissed me quickly before I blissfully made my way to the classroom.

"You're late" Dimitri barked as entered.

"Sorry" I mumbled not wanting to get into another screaming match with him.

"Sorry doesn't cut it, 1000 words on the importance of punctuality" he demanded.

"That's out of order" I cried at the injustice.

"Make it 2000" he cracked a cruel smile. I bit my tongue at the fear of anymore punishment. As I angrily scribbled down my 2000 words on punctuality. Dimitri chuckled sitting behind his desk, I looked up at the hard cruel man, I had created, I washed his face from my mind as I thought of this afternoon and Christian and the checkup.