Hello my lovely readers, how are you? Good I hope, anyway I would like to thanks all the reviews that I got. I didn't get as many as I wanted but that's okay. Also next weekend I have a Jake Owen concert to go to then I'm going to be hanging out with him, so I have no idea if I will be able to Update. But anyway here is your chapter. Wait before you read I just wanted to say that I love the song Situations by Escape the Fate and the video! Also Ronnie Radke is really hot! Okay now you can go!
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Your grandfather would probably roll in his grave
If he knew of that person you had became!
I will not just lay down and take this!
Not again, Not again!
You have left my heart, black and blue
Just like your father did to you!
How does it feel, knowing your buried alive
See through bloodshot eyes, you're left empty inside
There I was, strung out and drug through the mud
I must agree, you're just like me.
Clare
"Julia may I ask what you're doing here"? I crossed my arms over my chest, "Looking for a book sweet heart". She said adding a fake smile. "Really and was the book in Collins mouth?"
"No, but- I cut her off. "No! No buts you're cheating on Eli again, and this is the last time! He has been nothing but good to you, and your treating him like shit! He doesn't deserve any of this. I lied to him for the first time to make him happy, but I can see that I chose the wrong thing and I don't know if he will ever believe me. I'm done lying for you, so either you tell him the truth or I will." Julia just stood there and stared at me.
"Fine ill go over and tell him right now." She grabbed Collin's hand and walked away. Jesus I thought I was never going to get that I out. I said to myself. Then I remember why I was here and went off to look for a book.
It took me like an hour to find the book I wanted, but I had found it. I walked out of the library and walked home. When I got there I saw that my mom was home. "Mom?" I called when I walked inside. "In here Clare" she called from the office. I walked in there and found her typing away in her lap top. "Whatcha doing" I asked. "Just typing some things for the fundraiser that I'm working on."
"What is it about"? She twirled the chair and faced me. "That is none of your business" I frowned "I was just asking." I walked out of the room and shut the door. I walked up the steps to my room. I sat on my bed. My mom never acts like that she always tells me what she's working on, but I shouldn't worry, right? I decided it would it be best to clear my head so I decided to take a bath. I walked into my bathroom and turned the water in the tub on. I turned it to make it hot then started taking my clothes off. I looked at myself in the mirror I had scars on my stomach. It's a good thing that Eli never saw them, I changed into pajamas in his bathroom last night but I still get worried. I don't cut myself anymore because I went to rehab for it.
I noticed that the tub was almost overflowing so I hurried over to shut the water off. I climbed into the tub and felt all of my muscles relax. I laid back and closed my eyes.
Eli
That flashback was a long time ago it was like 5 months before Clare left. Speaking of Clare I wonder what she is doing. Her beautiful blue eyes; brown bouncy curls; she's just so fucking beautiful, Wait did I just really think that? I honestly didn't mean that. Anywaaaay, lets continue where was? Ah, yes I wonder what Clare is up too. I haven't heard from her in a little while. Before I could get to Clare's name in my phone to call her Julia had started calling.
"Hello, Babe you okay?"
"Yeah Eli I'm fine, it's just that I need to talk to you, It's important." I thought for a moment. "Yeah, you need me to come get you?" she was silent for a moment. "Yeah that's fine, see you in a few." Before I could say anything she had hung up.
When I got to Julia's house I thought that it would be best if I just texted her, Julia's parents didn't like me. Well her dad and step-mom, her mom died. Julia spent a lot of time over at my place because her dad like totally hates her because her step-mom Carrie basically makes Julia look like a whore and bitch. So her dad Joe pretty much listens to Carrie and hates Julia.
Hey I'm outside; I didn't want to knock in case your step-mom or dad was home- Eli
Alright be out in a few-Julia
After about 5 minutes Julia came out, she looked terrible, I know that's mean but it's true. Her hair was everywhere and so was her make-up. "Hey, Jules" she smiled at me and kissed me on the cheek. I made sure she was comfortable, and then off we went. "Where would you like to go?" I looked at her. "Huh? Oh, um the park is fine." She was acting really weird. I felt my phone vibrate and before I could grab it Julia did. She smiled and said "No texting and driving mister I don't want to die, I see who it is." I smiled and looked back at the road. "Who is it I asked?"
"Clare, she said that she's just wondering what you're doing. I'm going to tell her it's me and that were going to the park to talk and hang out." I just nodded and continued driving.
Clare
When I got out of the bath I put on some black skinnies and a Falling in Reverse shirt. I decided to text Eli and check up on him.
Hey, just wondering what you're doing.-Clare
Hey Claaaree, It's Julia. Eli and I are going to the park so I can tell Eli, gosh, this would be a lot easier if you didn't make me do this but you're a Saint and a bitch, so I have to tell him.-Eli
At first I didn't really understand what she was saying because I read it too fast but then I did.
Well first I'm not a fucking saint okay and I'm the bitch really? I'm not the one who has 2 boyfriends. And fucks one of them like every day, and this is your fault maybe if you didn't kiss your fuck buddy everywhere then you wouldn't be having to tell Eli anything- Love Clare
I curled my hair then went back into my room to check my phone.
Whatever, When I'm done with Eli he'll be sad and mad at you and want to kill himself. So have fun!-Eli
Oh, Shit! I almost forgot that I had lied to Eli he's going to be so pissed at me. I put my black converse on and walked out the door, having no idea how I was going to get to the park or where it was.
Hey, I'm sorry its short but I've been really busy. And I hate it when people who review my story give me bullshit. Okay well I'm thinking about changing the story to where like Clare wants Eli to keep all, his promises and they adventure off and fulfill them. That might be in affect once we got the snotty little fucking cunt bitch out of the way. Just let me know what you think cause I'm going off of topic really bad . Okay and Happy Late Burthdaay to Ronnie Radke and Max Green 3 both amazing men and incredibly sexy people. Also today is Ronnie's anniversary of one year of being out of jail.
Alright Peacekies .