Hehe, so in this chapter I'm going back to when Lindsay lost the first baby(in the story). This one's based off "Walk Away". So… HERE'S CHAPTER 6 GUYS! (:
I don't know why she's with me
I only brought her trouble since the day she met me
If I was her, by now I would have left me
I would have walked away
But now I've broken away
Maybe her parents were right to try to keep us apart. I was bad for her. Lately I couldn't even look at her. I don't know why. When she tried to talk about things I would walk away. I made her leave her family in America to be here in Ireland with me. I would have bought my plane ticket home by now. We seemed to always be fighting now anyway.
Somehow instead she forgave me
She said a woman's got to do what she's got to do
Even if it means she denied herself the truth
'Cause when you're in too deep you wake up when it's too late
You've fallen in love in the worst way
And if you don't go now than you'll stay
'Cause I'll never let you leave, never let you breath
'Cause baby, if you're looking for heaven it sure as hell ain't me
She's still here somehow, and right now I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Did I want her here or not? I didn't know anymore. I leave for the bar every time she tries to talk things through. But, my world would never be the same. I would go now if I was her. Sure I wasn't heaven, I was probably hell, but I would never let her leave.
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
But still she stays
She really should leave. I'll just bring her pain. She needs better than me. I'm no good. Eh, her parents were right, she could do better. She didn't need me, I was pain. She had, had enough pain. I shouldn't be a ting that keeps causing it. Sometimes she agrees with me, but still she stays.
She's standing in the heart of darkness
Saying I know you got a soul even though you're heartless
How could any woman in their right mind be so blind,
To find something this safe
Instead of walking with me she should have walked away
"I know you still have a soul, Damian! I know you still have a heart and I just wanna pull you out of the darkness! Please just let me do this! Please?" Lindsay was saying. I walked out, I didn't feel like putting up with this. She's so blind, she should just leave. How can she say that? What proof have I given her of that?
She finds color in the darkest places
She finds beauty in the saddest faces
For such a clued in, headstrong city girl
Could've had the world, but she's fallen in love in the worst way
And if you don't go now than you'll stay
'Cause I'll never let you leave, never bet you breath
'Cause baby if you're looking for heaven it sure as hell ain't me.
She could find the light at the end of our dark tunnel. All she needed was someone to help her get there. Too bad that wasn't me I was too far gone.
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
But still she stays
(Oh yeah)
Still she stays
(Oh yeah)
Why can't she see? This just isn't going to work anymore! I knew that how could she not! It was plain for anyone to see! God! What had happened to us?
I don't know why she's with me
I only brought her trouble since the day she met me
If I was her, by now I would have left me
If I was a woman, and I was living with a man who could give less than a crap about me, I would leave. I don't know what keeps her here. I've done nothing but break her heart. Sill somehow she's still here.
But you've fallen in love in the worst way
And if you don't go now than you'll stay
'Cause I'll never let you leave, never let you breath
'Cause baby, if you're looking for heaven it sure as hell ain't me
This time, I almost told her to leave. But something made me bite my tongue. I just went on to he bar, leaving her behind with a broken hear.
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
So walk away
(Walk away)
Walk away, oh
Save yourself from this heartache, oh
Go now before it's too late
But still she stays
Some girls try to hit on me while at the bar, but somehow, no matter how much I want her to leave, I stay true to Lindsay. I guess I might still love her.
Yeah
But still she stays, eh
I'm saying walk away
Yeah
I'm saying walk away
(Save yourself from this heartache, go now before it's too late)
But still she stays
Still she stays
Yeah, she stays
She stays
I woke up from my dream* and looked at Lindsay. I went for a walk and didn't come home until late. I sat her down and told her I loved her and that we were going to work this out.** I hope I'm right.
*I have imagined that in the next chapter he has a dream that he tell her to leave(it's gonna be based off "If You Ever Come Back) where he realizes that he loves her and he doesn't want her to leave. **see "For The First Time" to see conversation. So Marck(my friend) quote: "So, yeah. That's my story" (: R&R