Chapter 4

disclaimer: if I owned iCarly I wouldn't be here writing a fanfic.

Authors note: Thankyou for all the people who reviewed the last chapter and favorited my story thanks alot. this chapter has some good seddie ;D read and review. please tell me if i should add something u like in the next chapter.

Carly's POV

Where is Sam it's been hours since she's been out. I know I'm dying and all I can think about is Sam and her wedding. Yeah well I can't control fate can I ? I really hope the decision I made was a good one it could either be a huge mistake or the opposite. Man where is she.

At themat very moment Sam came.

"it's about time Sam where were you?"

"Jee I don't know Carl's maybe if the list you gave wasn't 10 feet long we would have came back earlier" She joked

I chuckled lightly and motioned her to sit next to me. "Carly I'm gonna miss you" She said. I saw tears drop from her eyes. I couldn't stop the ones coming out of my eyes either.

I hugged her close to me and spoke softly in her ear "No Sam don't say that I'll always be with you in your heart whenever you close your eyes I'll be there" I tried to comfort her but she kept sobbing.

"please stop your making me feel bad about it"

"this is bad Carly I don't want you to leave us alone"

"Sam you won't be alone you have Freddie spencer Gibby and..."

"yeah but there no you" she said while calming down a bit I wiped off the tears from her face.

"Sam this is the part where you say we're acting like a cheesy couple" she forced a laugh and sat up straight.

"Your right I'm sorry I'm not gonna say it again"

"Just pretend like I'm fine please"

"i promise" she said,that made me feel better on the inside

"good" i smiled.

Freddie's POV

Man today is not a good day next week is the wedding and my mom almost had a cardiac arrest. But she concluded that if I'm happy she can't stop me.

Carly texted me to come to the hospital where I plan to officially propose to Sam. I opened the door to Carly's room and spot Sam and Carly giggling about something. Carly saw me and said hi and Sam just nodded.

Ok Freddie this is it you can do this. Carly saw the nervousness in me and figured out what I was going to do. In one swift movement I walked over to Sam took her hand and made her stand up. I got on one knee, took out the ring and looked straight into her beautiful blue eyes and said " Sam Puckett will you marry me"?

I could see Carly almost squealing from the corner of my eyes. Sam saw the ring then me then the ring again she i could tell she was hesitating but took a loud sigh and smilingly said yes. This time I felt like she was actually happy about me proposing her. I got up put the ring in her finger and she wrapped her arms around my neck into a tight hug much to my surprise I reacted almost instantly. That moment felt so right her body pressed against mine I hugged her even tighter not wanting to let go. But she slowly started pulling away like she regret it.

"Oh my god I'm soo happy Sam, Freddie get over here" me and Sam both went over and hugged Carly who was laying on the bed. When we pulled away Carly spoke again

"listen since you guys are officially engaged Freddie I want you to take Sam out" out like on a date ?

"Carly I don't thi-" before Sam could finish her sentence Carly shushed her by saying "Go" in a hard edge voice. I simply shrugged and glanced at Sam she just looked down at her ring.

"c'mon let's go Sam". I know carlys going to have it her way like always. Sam nodded and we walked out of the hospital and into my car

"So urmm should I drop you off so that you can get ready so I can take you out later"

"Why arnt i looking ok with what I'm wearing right now". She said

"No i mean you look fine but i thought you might want to freshen up because you were out with wendy all day".

''I'm just messin with ya freddie" she laughed

The rest of the drive was silent and it was pretty awkward she just looked out the window the whole ride there . I don't want to ne like this with her I wanna be the way we were before this whole situation just Sam and freddie.

We arrived at her condo but before she could get out I held her hand "Whatchu you doing benson" she asked sternly.

I stared directly into her eyes and said "Listen Sam I don't want us to be awkward like this with each other all the time ok can we please just be the way we were before being engaged please." I looked at her with pleading eyes she just shrugged my hand off and got out of the car. Well it was worth a shot.

Sam's POV

Freddie's suppose to pick me up at 8:00 and being the nub he is he would be here on time. There's only 10 minutes left and i can't find my shoes. I was done with my hair, dress and make up all I had to do was wear my shoes if I could find them. I wore a black top with one shoulder cut and a red belt on my waist paired with black skinny jeans and red heels to match the belt. I did simple make up with a bit of lipgloss and eyeliner I kept my hair casually down but fixed them a bit. I cant believe I'm going on a date with freddie and the wierd-er part is tha I'm actually looking forward to this, to impress Freddie.

He is my fiancé and I kinda like him ok maybe a lot but I'm not telling him ever... well maybe if he falls in love with me and says it first...hah yea right like that will happen he's just doing this for Carly.

I heard the knock on the door and shook my head to get the thoughts of him away. "Hey you rea-..Whoa" he cooed. I felt a blush creep on my cheeks. "Sam" he asked completely dumbfounded. "You look beautiful, n-not that your not always beautiful I mean umm Im sorry". He was apologising to me poor kid he really is scared of me

"Dude cool it, you don't look half bad yourself fredgeek" I teased

"Really Sam your still gonna call me names" Freddie whined.

"Hey you said it yourself that you want to act like we did before and as I recall it I can call you names beat you up and give you wedgies as much as I want" Wait did I just agree with him, great. "I wouldn't have it any other way" he said smirking.

I am soo going to wipe that smirk off his face." So umm you just gonna stand there or are we going cuz momma's starving" he laughed "right this way'' In a British accent. He took me to pini's( *wink wink*). I remember all of us going there when we were in high school it's a pretty fancy restaurant and I just loved their lasagne. Dinner was great the lasagne was even better than before, Freddie was acting less nubbish so it made us get along better. We made fun of the freaky waiters and threw spitballs at people...just like old times.

After finishing dinner Freddie was supose to be taking me home but instead he was headed somewhere else. But where.

Freddie's POV

After all that stress in the past few days it felt good to hang out with dinner was awesome and I felt like Sam was enjoying herself ,that made me happy too. I didn't want the night to be over so soon so I took her to a place I thought was pretty cool. Where she would get her mind off things it was like a dance pub.

Sam was confused at first but then just went along with a simple "nub" comment. She went straight for the bar and ordered a drink. I shook my head and walked over to her. ''Now Sam you know drinking isn't good for you". "Chillax fudge face I'm only gonna hav a few whacks that's all, Mamma can handle way more than that don't be such a stick in the mud" I sighed and sat next to her watching her taking drink after drink while I barely finished my first.

I really wanted to talk to her about our wedding i wanted to know if she's happy with all this. After her 3rd mug I assumed she was done so I spoke up "So Sam about us u know getting mar-"

" Frednub I wanna d-dance let's go my favourite songs on" She said dizzyly before I could retaliate she grabbed my arm and pulled me to the dance floor she started dancing like crazy and all I could do was stare at her. She looked so free and open that it made me a little jealous wishing I could be like her forgetting about the world and just having fun she grabbed both my hands and started dancing with them. I smiled and danced along. That was pretty much the highlight of what we did danced like crazy laughed our butts off and had 'fun'.

About an hour later it was getting late and Sam was still pretty drunk. So it was time to go home. I dragged her out and drove her home. Sam was now passed out on my seat and I picked her up bridal style and went up to her condo, Gently layed her on the bed took off her shoes and wiped somethignwhich was most probably drool off her face. She looked so cute in her sleeping state unlike her usual monster-self.

I smiled at her and said "good night little monster" but as I turned around she caught my hand barely opened her eyes and said "Freddie please stay don't leave me I dont want to be alone" what Sam's feeling lonely.

"don't leave me like Carly did please fredwina stay" only Sam can be half conscious and still insult me but that was besides the point.

I couldn't leave Sam like this, I won't. She really is alone. Not any more I'm always going to be there for her from now on. I took off my shoes and tie and stood there before hesitantly laying beside Sam. I kept a distance between us but Sam cleared the distance between us and wrapped her arms around my shoulders and snuggled her head into my neck.

This close contact between us was so sudden yet so comfortable. Without giving it a second thought I threw my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me. I can't help but think that this was probably the best time I had in a long time Sam snuggled up in my would 14 year old freddie say if he saw me right now. I smiled at Sam and thought that marrying Sam wont be such a bad idea after all. With that I closed my eyes into a peaceful sleep.

Authors note: i hope you like this chapter. Seddies getting friendly arnt they. theres one more chapter before the wedding please read and review. I really like your reviews they make me smile like an =D