Hey! So I know I said that the next chapter was going to be based off "If You Ever Come Back", but "Talk You Down" seemed better somehow. If you were waiting for "If You Ever Come Back" it will be part two of the dream(spoiler alert!) Haha lol anyway here it is.
Damian's POV
I can feel the color running
As it's fading from my face
Try to speak but nothings coming
Nothing I could say to make you stay
Grabbed your suitcase called a taxi
It's 3 am now where you gonna go?
Gonna stay with friends in London
And that's all I get to know
I told her to leave. I had, had it! She looked hurt. She cried so hard that night. I felt bad. I tried to stop her. "Where are you going? It's 3 in the morning?" I asked. "I have family in London," she said coldly. "Is there anything I can do or say or do to change your mind?" I asked hopeful. "No, nothing. Goodbye Damian," she said as she cried and walked out the door with her suitcase packed and a taxi waiting for her. What had I done?
Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving my car to where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down
"No, go after her," I said aloud. I got in the car and speed away. What was left of my cigarette was gone and out the window. I think I know where she might have had the taxi driver take her first. I had to get there. Maybe I could talk her into staying.
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my hear and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide
I felt like we were standing on a tiny ledge. When I found her I was gonna use my heart, tell her all my emotions. I wasn't going to use my head and look at the logical side of things. I needed her.
'Cause if you go I go…. 'Cause if you go I go
I couldn't stay in that apartment if she left. I would have to leave.
Taking shortcuts through the alleys
While you're racing through my mind
Cops can chase me, but they won't catch me
Not before I get to speak my mind
If there's still time
The cops were following me. I was taking crazy turns, I wasn't going to stop till I had Lindsay back. I had to tell her, I had to find her. God, why did I let her go? I'm such an asshole.
Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving my car to where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can talk you down
They hadn't caught me. I was still on the run, I lost the cops. She can't be that far away could she? I hope not. I had to talk to her, maybe I could talk her down.
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my hear and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide
I was gonna tell her how I feel. I had to tell her how I felt. She was my world without her I was nothing. She had to know what she means to me. I take back what I said to her. I need her. I really do.
'Cause if you go I go
'Cause if you go, I go
'Cause if you go, I go
'Cause if you go I go
If she left to London, I was going to London too. I had to follow my heart. I had to. There was no other thing to do about it. No if ands or buts. I had to go.
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my hear and not my head
I had to find her. Who was I without her? I didn't want to find out. I loved her and I was going to tell her. I was going to tell her everything. I had to no other option, I had blown every chance I had.
Just a cigarette gone
No you couldn't' be that far
So I'm driving my car to where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
Maybe I can turn around
I had to find her. But maybe it was hopeless. Maybe I should just go home.
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my hear and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is relationship suicide
Maybe I should just go home. But I will never give up on her. Never.
Ok so thanks for reading! Not only was I thinking of "If You Ever Come Back" but(in the same dream) you see Lindsay's point of view in "Before the Worst" let me know what you think! Thanks! (:
