Hey sorry for the long wait. I'm going to put "Science and Faith" in soon… I just don't know how yet. Your ideas would be nice. Anyway here's "Before the Worst". I was thinking of doing a songs from fun. starting with one called "All the Pretty Girls" if you've heard it, tell me what you think. Yeah sorry I've taken too much time anyway here it is.
Lindsay's POV
It's been a while since the tow of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to that night we kissed
It was a Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and cokes I was Guinness all night
It'd been a while since Damian and I actually had a conversation. It's been about a week since I left him. I knew things would never be the same between us. My heart was full of pain and all her would do was push me away, I knew his was empty, he no longer had emotions. I don't even know how it came to this. I remember when we first found out I was going to have a baby. We kissed, it was Dublin on a Friday night. I moved there to be with him. The night I got pregnant we were at a party. I was vodkas and cokes and he was Guinness all night. Nothing but the best he would say. Back in the good old days.
We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Were everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have if moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
The night he found out, he was saying everything a girl ever dreams a girl wants her boyfriend to say. He was so happy. He jumped up and down. He was telling random people that passed us by. But now look at us. I was on my way to stay with Blaine and Kurt. Blaine and Kurt got married and moved to London. I called them and they said I could stay with them. I'm glad Blaine's such an amazing cousin. The only chance Damian and I have of moving on was walking away, going back to before it all went wrong.
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts deice
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
I think it's better to pretend we never met. Or at least if I ever see him again, not to let my heart get wrapped up by him ever again. I want to go back to the day he saved me from the slushy and not even walk down that hallway. All this pain I feel right now could have been avoided.
There was a time that we'd stay up all nigh
Best friends talking 'til the day light
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are you hearing me? 'Cause I don't wanna miss,
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee you were mine for life
There was a time when we would lie in bed next to each other just talking. We would look at the other and wonder how we got so lucky. We would stay up until the daylight and laugh we actually talked that long. We took the joy and we took the pain, until it all became too much for him. We didn't have much to loose, only so many things to gain. Kurt and I talked about this. Was he hearing me? I don't think so. He was babbling on about how much work the baby Katherine was. I remembered when he asked me to marry him. He was down on one knee and we were supposed to be together for life. We were both so happy. Then I also remembered when he asked for his ring back.
We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong.
I never thought we would be apart. We had tattoos of the others name on the left ring finger, because it's the only finger with a direct blood vain to the heart. Who would have thought it would end up like this? I want to move on so that means I have to forget we even met. But how can I? I love him so much.
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts deice
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
I called Marissa to see how things were. "Linds, he's a mess. He can't think straight. He keeps hoping you'll come home one day. He's losing it. He came so close to cussing Hannah out the other day. He misses you. That and Derek misses his God Mother," she said. I hung up and talked to Blaine about what she's told me. "What do I do? I love him and it sounds like he loves me? What should I do?" I asked him. He looked at me and said, "If you love him and you're meant to be, you two will work things out. How come he hasn't come here looking for you yet?" "I didn't tell him where I was going and I asked for everyone to keep it from him." "Maybe that's what hurts him the most." "Maybe."
If the clouds don't clear
Then we'll rise above it, we'll rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we used to, just like we used to
I went home after my talk with Blaine. He was right. We can make it, I know we can. Heavens gate is so near and I need him to be by my side. I wanted things to be the way the used to and I know he did too. All I had to do is come home.
Let's take it back
Before it all went wrong
When I woke up I had to look around to make sure it was a dream. It was. I was in me and Damian's home in Dublin all alone in our bed. There was a note on the door it said, "Gone walking. Will be home. We need to talk. From Damian" Great. He was ending it just when I found out that I love him more than I thought. Shit!
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts deice
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
When he came home, we actually talked. He had the same idea I did. We were going to take it back before it all went wrong, without breaking up. That was all I wanted. I hope we can be happy again.
Well that's it thanks for reading! Tell me what you think please! Pretty Please? With a cherry on top? Haha ok anyway thanks! (: