I'm sorry for being so slow in updates w I got an important math test tommorow so I'm actually supposed to study for it :D Oh well~ I had to make this chapter twice since I accidently didn't save it...
Enjoy it :3

''Russia what are yo-''
''It's Ivan da?'
''Y-Yes.. Ivan, so why did you decide to let me use your real name aru?''
''Because.. I always call you Yao Yao , so otherwise it'd be unfair for you!'
' ''Right.. So Russia...''
''It's Ivan''
''Whatever aru!''

It was a smooth and relaxed conversation, I did not think about anything else. But after we were done talking, Arthur's confession popped up in my mind. 'I will wait until you and that bloody Russia break up' is what he told me.. The man I despised since the opium wars suddenly confessed to me, it's truly hilarious. But I do not plan to make him feel bad, we are friends after all now. I should forget about that Opium war stuff, since it already has passed a long time ago.
When we were done with washing the dishes, Ivan asked me a question;

''Yao, why don't you get angry at me?''

''For what aru?''

'' I forced you to be my boyfriend , but you.. are not mad at me da?''

I sighed, he is so slow-minded, something that made me annoyed. Doesn't he understand that I love him, why can't he understand this?

''I am using you in order to get another, aren't you mad?''

Ofcourse I am, but I just want to be with him, even if this is for a small period of time...

''After I get together with Lithuania, I would dump you, don't you understand?''

I know that already! He needs to stop with this...

''I wouldn't even turn around to look at you anymore da?''

Is he trying to get me mad on purpose?

''But you'd forget me eventually, so it's not that bad~''

Does he think that I would forget him that easily? I loved him for decades! I cared for him when he was young, I loved him when he became older, even now I love him! How on earth does he think that I will forget him?

''Perhaps you could get together with England, his confession sounded very sincere da?''

That's it. He eavesdropped on us? He is crossing the line. My hand moved on its own, causing me to give Ivan a slap across his face. He was quiet , finally. ''Shut up... You don't understand a thing aru!'' I yelled in his face, tears threatening to roll down my cheek. '' I.. I love you.. I love you, you heartless bastard aru!''
Drip. There went the first tear. He tried to wipe it away for me with his thumb, but I quickly slapped his hand away. I had to get out of this illusion of love, he had to break it. ''Tell me that you like another...'' '' Yao.. Please , stop..''
Drip. There went the second tear. ''Tell it! Tell me that you love another!'' I was almost screaming. I would never talk like this, but the frustration has gotten a hold of me. I didn't want to love anymore, I would feel betrayed, every single damn time this happened.
Why didn't he answer me? He only looked at me with eyes that were filled with guilt,sadness and worry. Those eyes which were brightly shining when he was younger, those eyes which made me feel content, those eyes which were breaking me at the moment. He didn't answer, he only wiped my tears away. I didn't understand a thing, and thus I walked away like the coward I am, hoping that I'd leave reality at the same time.

I have had spent my day sitting on the beach, watching the waves vanish and reappear. It made me calm down. I sighed contently as the sun rays were embracing my pale skin, it felt good. I layed my eyes on the empty spot next to me. It'd have been nice if there was someone to share this happiness with. My hands automatically cupped my face as I sat there deep in thoughts. He didn't answer me, why didn't he do it? He is giving me hope, hope that I shouldn't have! Was he scared that I'd break down infront of his eyes when he would admit his love for Lithuania? Perhaps I'd, but alteast I wouldn't be hopeful anymore. Since when did I become this weak anyway, I'm China, the country of power, the country that is the most powerful right now! I really should do something against this, I must forget him. I want to go back to my house, giving a hug to my panda.. I missed him.. I looked around and saw Taiwan walking towards me. My face brightend at my sister's sight, the only person I trusted, the only one who had not betrayed me. She gave me a tight hug while she sat down on the empty spot. ''Yaoo~ I brought a basket full of food! Let's picnik ok?'' she said as she presented the basket in a funny and hyper way. She made me laugh, finally, I could relax. '' I noticed that you were kinda down lately so I thought perhaps you'd cheer up when I brought you some delicious food~'' she mused. She opened the basket and grabbed some sandwiches which smelled godly. Come to think of it ,I have not eaten properly since I woke up. I gave her a tight hug, to show my gratitude. ''Xie xie'' I said as she had put the sandwiches on a plate, while giving it to me. I instantly took a bite of the fresh sandwiches and almost moaned in pleasure. It was truly delicious, no one could deny that. ''Did you make this aru? You are such a wonderful cook aru!'' I said as I ate the rest of the sandwiches. ''Y-Yes I made them , aren't they good?'' she told me, her expression changed a bit.
I didn't notice it since I was totally in love with the sandwiches, sorry Ivan I got a new love! It made me chuckle out loud if I would actually say that to him. I could picture him getting jealous over sandwiches. I shaked my head to lose these weird and unrealistic thoughts as I licked my fingers. I could see Taiwan smile while she grabbed something else out of the basket.

''Here, I got this for you, a sunflower!''

Baaaaah =w=, ok ,so this was like totally chapter 11. Forgive me for this bad plot line w

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Yao: Why are you using me to get reviews aru?
me: Well, I want to have moar reviews!
Yao: Everyone is using me lately! It's frustrating aru!

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