I'm so terribly sorry for not updating it for over a month ;A;~! I will pick it up again, and try to update it every day. Please do understand that I need to study, so I might update it slowly!
(_ _ ) Forgive mee ~ (It's shorter than usual this time D:)
Here is chapter 12 ;) (Besides, you may also PM me for ideas in this story, because I'm running out XD)
'Here, a sunflower!'
I stared at the flower in her hands, the beautiful flower which reminded me of someone dear to me.. I shook my head and thanked my sister for her thoughtful present and held the flower close to my chest. Taiwan continued to talk about stuff I simply didn't care about at the moment. I was dazing off, and she noticed that. 'Yao~ You are so absent-minded today! Did something happen?'she asked me while tilting her head cutely to the side. Somehow she reminded me of a cute pandabear which made me drop the flower onto the sand, and hug her tightly. ' No, nothing happened Mei' I answered , trying to act as a tough big brother. I wanted to stop worrying people I cared about, and decided to keep this problem all for myself.
' I'm going to get some ice tea for us two! I shall be back! ' Taiwan said whilst standing up, walking over to her hut.
I sat there alone together with the sunflower which was shining underneath the sunlight. The petals were a soft yellow, it had no flaws at all. I sighed deeply and picked it up, holding it against my chest once again. While I was dazing off my instincts could tell that someone was approaching me, however I did not pay any attention to my feeling. Until someone harshly yanked the sunflower out of my hands, gripping it tightly while wearing a wide grin on his pale face. 'HA! What are you, a little girly who likes flowers! THAT IS SO UN-AWESOME!' the albino shouted. I mentally face-palmed and felt bad for his little brother who seemed way more mature than him. I looked at the sunflower, which was now tightly held between his pale fingers. I frowned and looked up; '' Give it back, Prussia'' I simply told him. He laughed and snapped the stem '' OOPS, I guess this flower wasn't able to resist my awesomeness afterall!'' he said while throwing the flower infront of my feet to the ground.
I stared at the flower, at the stem to be precisely. It had snapped, and the yellow petals which had no flaws before, were badly folded. The sight caused me to swallow, ignoring the Prussian who was laughing so hard right now. I fell onto my knees and gently picked the ''injured'' flower in my hands. ' Are you going to cry now? HEH! It's just a flower , nothing to be sad of! ' Prussia concluded while laughing.
I looked up, my angry emotions taking over my sanity while kicking Prussia in the stomach. I continued to kick and punch him all over his body, he tried to resist but was unable to. I was losing my mind at this point, using this opportunity to release all my frustration into my kick's and punches.
After some seconds someone stopped me from behind, a familiar hold stopped me from injuring the Prussian any further. 'Yao...' A deep voice whispered against my neck, ' Stop it...'. Somehow the voice made me calm down, relaxing my tensed muscles all at once. I was regaining my sanity and stared at Prussia, who was frowning while wiping the blood from his nose. 'WHY THE HELL ARE YOU PUNCHING A PERSON FOR A STUPID FLOWER!' he yelled.
I started to feel like an idiot, he was right for once, why did I injured him for a flower?
The person behind me turned me around, wearing a worried expression on his face. 'I..Ivan what are you doing here?' I asked him, nonchalantly brushing his hand off my shoulders. He continued to stare at me, it made me feel confused. I pushed Ivan aside and walked away, I was not in the mood for this at all. I had to forget Ivan as soon as possible before this will grow into a huge disaster which will cause me to fall down emotionally. I could hear Ivan calling me, and I simply ignored it, heading to our hut. I layed down on the bed, closing my eyes a bit.
That flower... To be honest, it made think of Ivan.. When he was smaller he used to hold the sunflower against his chest, claiming it to be his heart. So yes, I felt as if I was holding Ivan's heart in my hands, and then Prussia crushed it. I know it's not a good reason to hurt a person, but hey, I don't want people to understimate me either.. I think I should sleep now..
Chapter 13 is around the corner :3 I hope you will enjoy this fic! Please review ;D